its just the beginning

yes we lost
quite badly
20 sth point difference

but hey
im not disappointed
cause i know that we had tried our best
but no
the best is always yet to be right?
we played our hearts out today
even though we were missing two players
and left with 9
which means 5 on court and 4 on the bench
and damn it was tiring
but the adrenaline kept me going
it was a good start to the game actually
we were leading by at least 10 points
until they caught up
and it was really tight
i guess the problem was that we couldnt catch the timing to shoot really well
and lost some crucial points
and what?
we lost in the end

but it doesnt really matter
because today was the best match we played
yet(that is)
and we showed that our team can do better
i guess it was the lack of stress present
because we knew that even if we won
we wouldn't have got into the next round
and i guess it was also that we were afraid of getting trashed by them
cause they were good
and we almost succeeded
just that we were tired
outnumbered

it might seem that we have met the end and its all over
but for me and the team
its just the very beginning
jy for B'div next year guys

the person to beat is not in front, but inside

im so damn fed up of losing
our bball team just cannot win
we are such a disgrace to our seniors
their legacy
the pride and respect they left behind
i still cant believe we lost to Dunman Sec
its killing me!
when can we ever win?
when can we ever prove that we can shine
when?
tell me

when you felt you had nothing left to give,
ypu'd find just one iota more.
but its never enough

is it broken?

hols are here!

it finally got into my head to blog
after not blogging so long
so sorry huh
i was playing these few days
messing around with my dear PSP
downloading new games and putting them in
play until theres no time you see me not holding a PSP in my hands
now
im waiting for more games to be downloaded

and TIRED i am
friday got cca
played ball
then sat got open house
went to school to play ball
super hot weather
then later that night
went to coach's house downstair's to play ball again
wah super hiong siahh
two days straight
damn tired
so today i slept till 12.30 pm
hahas
and i better go an have some more rest now cos theres extra trg tmr!!
nites ppl

empty apartment

now that blogger is working perfectly
i can't think of anything to blog about
wait
just let me ponder on what to write





okay.
IM GOING TO OBS IN JULY!!!!
YAYYYYYYY
im so looking forward to it
my sis has been to it before
and she says its fun
i seriously can't wait for OBS to arrive!!
5 days
out of home
going camping
getting in touch with mother nature
facing my fear of heights
everything more!
MANNNN!!!!
bring me there quick!!!


life's full of ups and downs
they say
one will always reach his time
his greatest moment of his life
the glory
honour
pride
and laughter
just like our dear Tim Montgomery
one little mistake and folly
hes in jail
for 46 months
and with that
losing his status
medals and fame
46 months may not seem long.
but however
hes forever in sentenced to a world of regret and guilt
never finding momentum to climb back up again
we'll see

wasn't just deceiving

i literally spent the whole of the weekends and vesak day slacking
i don wanna do any homework
i don even care
i cant wait for hols to come
den i don have to see the teachers' face anymore
at least
for a whole month
im on my toes waiting for that day to come liao!!!
and deres no ss hw for me to do because i got the whole SBQ right
except that i practically sucked for SEQ
gotta learn how to crap more
hahas

i think we spent our whole life looking for something
we are always trying to keep our self busy
and it is exactly what we want to find that keep us motivated
to keep on going
and with it many other stuff that encourage us to go on
and never stop
but what happens when u lose sense of what you are searching for?

ourselves to blame

my heart goes out to all the disaster victims out there suffering
in China and Myanmar
but i think all these natural disasters
is the unfortunate cause of mankind
rembr the snowstorm a few months back in China?
and many more natural disasters dat hit the human civilization before this incident
these disasters are happening more frequently now
i just cant help it but to think that its got to do with global warming!!
i wonder when will the entire world realise that something has gone all wrong
when large numbers of human beings die from climate changes?
i just noe that we have to be responsible for the fact that we caused global warming
as proved by many scientists already.

i dunno
its good to see how the world is full of compassion through the China earthquake
hahas
everybody rushes to their help
and asks nothing for return
but sometimes i think its often too late
when something has already happen
and u try to save it.
perhaps its Nature's way of telling us that She is in trouble
so people
save her
if not for youselves
for others too

went out for dinner yesterday night
at some teochew restaurant because it is supposed to be nice
and yes of cause the food was nice
except for the price tag.
$388 dollars
for a meal for eight people.
say extravagant again

something's missing

sorry guys
i don really update my blog every single day im alive
partly because i don have time
and partly because i am lazy.
and i think the latter part is much MUCH the reason why
hahas
anyways im still posting now so you better be glad.

these few days has been such a bore to bear with
i finished re-reading The Da Vinci Code in two days that never seem to go by
and now im re-reading(again) The Pact.
and im halfway through the 496 page book
and it sucks because life gets so boring
watch tv, sleep, eat, read books.
i think thats all my life revolves around.
and even tkd training was so damn slack yesterday
yawns
someone really has to entertain me
or find me something to entertain myself with
and oh
not HOMEWORK
and srsly
im sick and tired of my PSP even
my phone and everything
i need new gadgets and games!
hahas.

i think that secondhand serenade simply rocks
not just because of their name
but their songs
are simply simple
and incredibly light and sweet
its very much about love and really pulls onto your heartstrings i suppose
cos its got much to do with many of us
however not many ppl do listen to their songs though
i have no idea why
but ever since fall for you came up on the radio
quite a number of requests huh
i bet its on the top 20 already.
anyways im crapping too much on a song


Lyrics | Fall For You lyrics

maybe it's just me

at least
at the very very least
i didnt fail any of my subjects
which is a great relief because
from the start i didnt have a very great feeling about it
but its such a great feeling after all
in fact
speaking frankly,
i would say i didnt expect myself to do so well in the end
because i didnt take de exam srsly
but who cares
i dont
i was saying to songwei tt i forgot all my results le
which i did forget some
because i wouldnt be so stupid to worry myself over some stupid results not worth my case
not even worth fretting over
just put it in your head that you shld do well next time
and stick to it
den its alright already
im a very optimistic person
i suppose

i tink sometimes life just doesnt go your way
and you really have to try to accept it for a fact
and keep on hoping for a better tomorrow
and most likely it shall come
and you better embrace it with open arms
before you ever lose it
because most of the time,
you can't afford waiting.

finally its all over

yay.
completed my retest today
yes and it means that the mid year exams are finally over
but what i was most fed up was that we get back our papers quickly enough
they dont even give us time to enjoy and play
what is the whole point anyway?
what a disappointment rv has proved again
dang it

time flew so slowly today
in my life
time never crawls
it just flies
but sometimes quickly and sometimes slowly
and for today
its slow

and i had a bad experience on the bus today
a whole bunch of guys
i wont say what race or religion or whatever
came up to the bus
its like they want the WHOLE damn bus to know they arrived
made so much fucking noise
talked so damn fucking loud in a foreign language i don understand
and scolding vulgar words in hokkein somemore
when they don noe no shit about that dialect
and behaved like totally uncivilised barbarians
they tot they were very hero or something?
i say fuck off my face and go back home
and they even mimed an angmoh girl's words while she was talking on the fone
if they were ruder i would have stood up and put them where they deserve
who cares if they are older than me?
they are just lowlife off the streets who don have no contribution to society
i bet they are all talk and no action
its just like having hands but not putting them in use and action
just for show
or rather
showing off
and most importantly
they blasted some fucking noisy ringtone throughout the whole bus
and no
not just one phone
but TWO for fucking god's sake
what the hell is totally wrong with them
lowlife idiots
if i were listening to my iPod i wouldnt care bout them
but sadly today i didnt bring my earphones
and hence this blog post
and they totally ruined the image of themselves
for being such fools
for disgracing themselves and thinking they are so cool
which they obviously aren't
im absolutely digusted at what they done
and the image they portrayed of their own people
i shant stoop to their level anymore
its srsly a very sad case.

paper walls

i think i lead i totally boring life
i stay at home all day during weekends just doing my usual stuff
there's no form of entertainment
perhaps only the tv and my psp
i need more than that
i need more to life rather then all this
there's something really lacking in me
what is it??


When i was little i used to pour salt on slugs. I liked watching them dissolve before my very eyes. Cruelty is always sort of fun until you realise that something's getting hurt. You know why salt works on slugs? Because it dissolves in the water that is part of a slug's skin, so the water inside its body start to flow out. The slug dehydrates. this works with snails, too. And with leeches. And with people like me

With any creature really, too thin-skinned to stand up for itself

You are the slug. And they're holding the salt. And they haven't developed a conscience.

speed racer!!!!

im oh so sorry i never posted for so long
hahaas
but at least the exams are over
except for two make up papers on mon
they are at least over!!!!
time to celebrate!
and after one week we will have to get back our papers already D=
its so darn fast
hmph
tts why i say(for the umpteen time)
rv is retarded
TO ME(i focus on this point)

anyways
didnt play ball today
which makes me never touch a ball for two weeks straight
its makes me so uncomfortable!!
siann
watched Speed Racer today!!
its damn nice
though the plot quite boring
but still
touching and thrilling
extremely exciting!!!
especially the last part
in fact i almost cried when Rex died
cos u never will understand when someone close to you leaves you
that kind of lost and emptiness
its unbearable
anyways
being a good reviewer i have to include the bad points of the movie too
and besides the fact that its a tad draggy
its kinda fictional
i mean i know its supposed to be fiction
but all the bright colours and everything??!!!
its unreall huhh
hahas
and its like 100 years time into the future and the cars still use clutches and gear shifts??!!!
nevertheless
its a great movie
i'll rate it 8 out of ten!

next movie anyone?
1. What happens in Vegas
2. The Dark Knight
3. anything else!

chaos is a TV camera in your face, not enough time, not enough luck, and no plan for how to react when the world as you knew it WENT TO PIECES