i was thinking
if i had o levels this year
i would be mugging like shit now.
haish.
perhaps IP program isnt that good at all.
nono
it ISNT good at all.
god knows how bad it will be to be stuck with the same old peeps for two more years.
that would be totally boring.
and i cant stand the type of life and atmosphere in this school already.

today's TKD training was scary!!!
i hate holding planks for people.
later they kick my hand how.
brrr the thought of it is scary la
put your hand there for ppl to kick.
sian.
tmr still have to hold for them.
nvm
next time is ppl hold for me liao!!!!
grading this nov!
senior black belt second dan!

dragonboat!

sorry for the lack of updates.
havent been able to go to blogger lately.
been busy.
hahahahaha.
if you know what my definition of busy is den.

i have decided to stop basketball!!!
and join dragonboat.
cos i see no more point in basketball anymore.
hahaha.
maybe the gym sessions.

anyways.
let CID be the hell of me.
OP on wednesday.
good game.
my slides are the results and analysis section.
and they dont make sense.
cos we got crap results.
so now i have to make sense out of crap results.
damn it.

new printer:D

my dad bought a 400 HP printer 0.0
crazy one.
not like we need fax scan print and copy all in one machine right.
LOL.
400 bucks leh.
printer buy 200 plus enough liao lor.
gimme i can buy so much more value.
hahahahaha maybe not.


there are tests next week
math geog lang arts and maybe chinese?
woahhhhhh
and i havent done my math revision yet.
so damn screwed.
and i still got a damned reflection to write for the stupid incident.
damn damn damn damn it!!!!!

how come everytime during long weekends i waste my time away?!
saturday it was tuition and bball at coach's house.
damn fun btw.and tiring.
then yesterday i tried to do abit of work.
but ended up going out with my sisters to the bookshop to get stuff.
den today......
jm and elton came to do CID.
and now im slack mode.
argh.
time to wake up!!!!

did i mention i wanted a DSLR?
now i'll say it
i want a DSLR!!!!!!!
any price!
a DLSR!
and maybe a Nintendo DS-i too.
hehehehehe.
mr gadget geek.

comparison

ndp celebrations today.
whee
so fun-.-
a complete waste of time I say.
spent like 45 mins standing on the field listening to a boring national day speech
rather two boring speeches.
and made to sing songs we actually rehearsed for the past week.
i hate the fact that we have to be forced to sing songs we dont wanna too
it defeats the purpose of us singing already.
there's no meaning to whatever we sing if you force us to right!
what to do.
dont sing also die ma.
but honestly
I never sang.

hahaha and after school released at 1030 everybody was meeting up and going out
and I didnt have anywhere to go!
so I procrastinated about going with nicky and zl and some other ppl for lunch
but I didnt.
so I went home.
before that dropping by to the aquariums.
gawd the crayfishes there are pretty!
damn.
if only I have money.

sometimes i wish i could save you

i mean
after this incident
it just made me less trustful of teachers.
because srsly speaking
when they dont wanna trust us
why should we be trusting them?
i dont see so.
we
okay I
get judged by them all the time.
if whatever you say and look like is a perfect representation of your character
then i guess we dont need judges anymore.
well i just feel judged all the time.
by so called "adults"
whom i seriously think they think they know better.
while they dont.
and never will.

still.
this shit has brought about pretty much unhappiness to alot of people.
i might look like i dont give a shit.
but what
it affected so many people how can it not to me.
dude almost the whole class actually knows that some shit it happening to us.
and what
it doesnt even make a good atmosphere at all.
we couldnt even hold our lessons properly cos the teachers and students were all about.

thinking about it
like my friend said.
who never watched such things that are rated at their age before
i cant say the same for those ppl whose childhoods are eons ago
but right now i believe thats the case.
you may not agree with me.
but hello
its my POV.
dont really need your comments nor critique.
save them to yourself.

and yeah i sort of felt that though a blog is public
its still quite privatized in a sense.
the fact that some of the shit we write here not everyone will be able to comprehend or understand,
and perhaps only our closest friends will understand
i'll consider that quite personal.
since the writer only wants to post for this certain group?
plus if the blog is anonymous and doesnt have a name.
and only the ones closest know whose blog it is
still pretty much okay.
like how this blog is.
though some may interpret some ideas in here wrongly,
that is why you cant blog stupid.
the ideas here are very general
and im not leading you to believe this nor that.
its up to your comprehension and interpretation
at your discretion.

the reason i write these stuff up?
at my discretion.

anyway.
today's training was slack.
people who wanted to join bball came for their first training today.
so it was slack.
and im happy to see yujun here too.
playing ball relieves much stress.
and theres nothing to stress about while you are playing ball.
cause you wont have to do a shit if you miss an open shot
commit a foul
or whatever mistake.
as long as you contribute on the next possession.
no one gives a shit.
its your game.

don't judge me,
you are only as puny as you think you are.

adults are just as human

you people might be seeing my name up on the noticeboard soon
and before you start asking me why and what hapened
I'll tell you
i feel that everyone here has the right to know
just as I have the absolute right to share.
and that you all can be the judge
cos I dont wanna let adults judge me.
as such I'll tell all my viewers what happened and
you can be the judge.

so what happened was that during the 4a chalet
I brought some DVDs to the chalet.
and they were Saw 1,2,3,4 and Lust Caution
all rated movies.
and some of us watched it
you might think its no big deal
but apparently not to some others
the teacher found out from my friends blog and decided to take action
and punish us.
ruining my peaceful life.
and shattering my perception of adults.
these are just facts.
no salt and pepper.

for the upteenth time I say this
all the stuff on this blog are just my comments
and if you feel offended you can always leave
don need to be so pathetic to as such visit this blog occasionally and hope that I flame someone
then catch me "red handed"cause for all you know you just might be doing just what I wanted
wanting viewers to read my blog
if someone says he's an anti feminist on his blog
does that mean that all the women in the world blame him for it?
its just he's view that he doesnt like women.
how can you change it?
is it right to do so?

anyways after this incident
I felt that we students who have a blog
can't blog freely.
we even have to regulate what we say.
we can't say we bought alchohol
we cat say we watched porn
we can't say we scolded fuck
we can't say this and that.
cos some viewers dont like that. and you end up punished.
like I said
its like digging your own grave.
who would love that?

plus I hate adults who think they are more superior than us teens
come on
adults are just as human as we are
doesnt mean you eat more rice
seen more of tv
lost your childhood
grow wrinkles
that you can start thinking that teens are people who need your guidance
this addiction to being right of adults just piss me off.
I won't be like this when I grow up.

so ppl.
lesson learnt
dont scream to the whole world that you did sth wrong.
or even write it up online.
the walls have ears.

I'm sure very soon ppl will be looking through my archives.
have fun.

i dont respect teachers.
in fact i despise some of them.
i'm not saying all teachers ya.
just that these 10 years i have been in the education system i have seen quite a plenty of teachers that are not worth my respect.
if the teachers do not respect their students
what are they worth the students respect?
i'll just diss them
oh yeah im not gonna name names because that would make me a retard.
so dont bother looking for names.

and yeah the teachers in my school have this ultimate knack for finding blogs.
im sure the links are pretty good and they have plenty of fun for clicking on links.
and reading them from head to toe.
wheee.
i had my experience before
wrote something unpleasant on this very blog about a teacher
and wow the teacher found out.
and i got a dressing down.
and aren't i proud of myself i have a teacher comment on my post before!
perhaps it was since then when i started hating teachers.
they dig and dig and dig to find all they know about students
and wonder when they became so smart.
hais even student's blogs also wanna read.
its like they have some kind of interest in knowing what we do in our lives.
i dun understand leh.
tell me why they must invade our "privacy" until like that
all i know is that teachers are paid to educate.
not be our babysitters when our parents arent there right?

and worst is
when teachers from SCHOOL start nosing into what we do OUTSIDE.
dude that pisses me off.
i mean its what i do on my own time and i dont see how it ties in with the school or anything.
not like im wearing my uniform buying vodka and whatever.
just doesnt make sense.
how come the school must give a damn about our lives outside of the compound.
hey i just fucking jaywalked in my uniform.

i mean its just ridiculous why teachers have to boss us around
i just dont like that.
unless you explain the reasoning for it.
i dont see why i have listen to them
get punished by them.
and worse is when they are all for no reasons.

and oh by the way.
these are all just my viewpoints
and its fine if you cant take them
you can always leave.
and yeah because these are my thoughts.
you cant fucking change them.

and who says this writer right here is the writer you think it is?
its the internet.
thats the way it is.

wheeee

oh man oh man so tired!!!!!
my eyes hurt.
cause i was swimming without goggles and all that chlorine!!!
argh.
i want to sleep sia.
but have yet to finish my hw.
LOL though i dont really do hw la.

what a cool sunday afternoon lol.
first is yujun and ethel call me
ask me wanna buy some badge for their cip not
and they coming to find me
so i bo pian lor.
den went to meet them at clementi(made them walk to the bridge haha!)
and bought 3 badges
cos im nice:D
then when i was walking back home.
yujun called me and asked me whether wanna go some carnival thing at botak jones there.
i almost forgot about it!
LOL siqi told me on tues and i was like making it a point to go visit
so i went lor.
say hi to everybody i know.
gave them my badges to give away as prizes.
and shopped at the aquarium nearby.
got my phone confiscated!
got home take gym stuff
and got my phone back.

and then off to the gym and to the pool.
so guess how shag i am:|

"life's like a strand of pubic hair on a toilet bowl;
eventually somebody is going to come and piss you off."

so cool right the quote!!!
hahaha and how true alright!
my friend shared it with me:D

and i didnt blog yesterday cos i was almost out the whole day!
tuition and tkd.
and my sisters TREATED(hehe) me to a lunch of crayfish hor fun at chinatown!
ppl with cars are srsly very free i tell you.
so much crustaceans and seafood(prawn)
i was amazed my mouth didnt itch.
but i do hate allergies.


and i was learning this pattern yesterday!!
its amazing i finished learning it in like 30 mins.
hahahaha.
though its not what im going to do for my senior 2nd dan grading.
its better to learn ahead right
LOL.


thats vin diesel right? he rocks!
i can do that!!!
i really can!
ask any bballer.
hahahaha.
but not 15 la.
just about >5?
hehehe.
AND THIS IS SICK