Wednesday, July 28, 2010


what happens if you don't know where the line leads you? will you follow it? what if it leads you to nowhere and you cannot turn back? it may just be a fine line against a entire medley of circumstances, but what if you go too far?

i don't want to take that risk; so i apologize

i like my camera. yes i do. even though the nikon D90 in school is quite poisonous, but Sony is still the best in this price range. heh.
oh btw how i took the photo was by shooting into a mirror, then after that flipping the photo horizontally, therefore the Sony name is not reversed.

anyway i was snapping away in school today and got some photos of classmates! portraits rather. so here goes my school portraits photo stream.

Of Course, you should click on the photos to view them in full resolution because blogger compresses them pretty badly into a thumbnail.

Kendrick "booming voice" Tay

Xuqin!

Yu Jie!

Pearlyn!

Fang Yuan(without hair)!


well more to come.....

Monday, July 26, 2010

"those at the top of the totem pole never really see whats beneath"


i forgot where i saw that quote before, but recently it has made special meaning to my encounters and experiences, and i start to wonder: how true. how often is it that people that are at the pinnacle of success don't really know much about anybody else. holding their heads so up high that they don't see anything below them, which apparently contradicts the knowledge they have so much. okay i dont really know what im saying, but such a disparity is never gonna be filled up i guess. so lets just hold our moral high ground dear. but then again morals....

Sunday, July 25, 2010

does the answer really matter?
The ancient war between science and religion is over. You have won. But you have not won fairly. You have not won by providing answers. You have won by so radically reorienting our society that the truths we once saw as signposts now seem inapplicable. Religion cannot keep up. Scientific growth is exponential. It feeds on itself like a virus. Every new breakthrough opens doors for new breakthroughs. Mankind takes thousands of years to progress from the wheel to the car. Yet only decades from the car into space. Now we measure scientific progress in weeks. We are spinning out of control. The rift between us grows deeper and deeper, and as religion is left behind, people find themselves in a spiritual void. We cry out for meaning. And believe me, we do cry out. We see UFOs, engage in channeling, spirit contact, out-of-body experiences, mindquests-all these eccentric ideas have a scientific veneer, but they are unashamedly irrational. They are the desperate cry of the modern soul, lonely and tormented, crippled by its own enlightenment and its inability to accept meaning in anything removed from technology. Science, you say, will save us. Science, I say, has destroyed us. Since the days of Galileo, the church has tried to slow the relentless march of science, sometimes with misguided means, but always with benevolent intention. Even so, the temptations are too great for man to resist. I warn you, look around yourselves. The promises of science have not been kept. Promises of efficiency and simplicity have bred nothing but pollution and chaos. We are a fractured and frantic species . . . moving down a path of destruction. Who is this God science? Who is the God who offers his people power but no moral framework to tell you how to use that power? What kind of God gives a child fire but does not warn the child of its dangers? The language of science comes with no signposts about good and bad. Science textbooks tell us how to create a nuclear reaction, and yet they contain no chapter asking us if it is a good or a bad idea. To science, I say this. The church is tired. We are exhausted from trying to be your signposts. Our resources are drying up from our campaign to be the voice of balance as you plow blindly on in your quest for smaller chips and larger profits. We ask not why you will not govern yourselves, but how can you? Your world moves so fast that if you stop even for an instant to consider the implications of your actions, someone more efficient will whip past you in a blur. So you move on. You proliferate weapons of mass destruction, but it is the Pope who travels the world beseeching leaders to use restraint. You clone living creatures, but it is the church reminding us to consider the moral implications of our actions. You encourage people to interact on phones, video screens, and computers, but it is the church who opens its doors and reminds us to commune in person as we were meant to do. You even murder unborn babies in the name of research that will save lives. Again, it is the church who points out the fallacy of this reasoning. And all the while, you proclaim the church is ignorant. But who is more ignorant? The man who cannot define lightning, or the man who does not respect its awesome power? This church is reaching out to you. Reaching out to everyone. And yet the more we reach, the more you push us away. Show me proof there is a God, you say. I say use your telescopes to look to the heavens, and tell me how there could not be a God!
well there isnt any God

Thursday, July 22, 2010


"Medicine, electronic communications, space travel, genetic manipulation . . . these are the miracles about which we now tell our children. These are the miracles we herald as proof that science will bring us the answers. The ancient stories of immaculate conceptions, burning bushes, and parting seas are no longer relevant. God has become obsolete. Science has won the battle. We concede. A rustle of confusion and bewilderment sweeps through the chapel. But science's victory has cost every one of us. And it has cost us deeply. Science may have alleviated the miseries of disease and drudgery and provided an array of gadgetry for our entertainment and convenience, but it has left us in a world without wonder. Our sunsets have been reduced to wavelengths and frequencies. The complexities of the universe have been shredded into mathematical equations. Even our self-worth as human beings has been destroyed. Science proclaims that Planet Earth and its inhabitants are a meaningless speck in the grand scheme. A cosmic accident. Even the technology that promises to unite us, divides us. Each of us is now electronically connected to the globe, and yet we feel utterly alone. We are bombarded with violence, division, fracture, and betrayal. Skepticism has become a virtue. Cynicism and demand for proof has become enlightened thought. Is it any wonder that humans now feel more depressed and defeated than they have at any point in human history? Does science hold anything sacred? Science looks for answers by probing our unborn fetuses. Science even presumes to rearrange our own DNA. It shatters God's world into smaller and smaller pieces in quest of meaning . . . and all it finds is more questions."


the huge chunk of words is from the movie Angels and Demons. spoken by the Camerlegno. its a worthwhile read. its about the issue of science and religion. and very meaningful. im so gonna quote the movie if the question about religion and science ever comes out. haha.

no im no believer of God, just that this chunk of words gives a different perspective to our view of science as the ANSWER to all. of course you can deny and refute it, but we both know there are two sides to a coin. about faith, to quote Vittoria,

"Faith is universal. Our specific methods for understanding it are arbitrary. Some of us pray to Jesus, some of us go to Mecca, some of us study subatomic particles. In the end we are all just searching for truth, that which is greater than ourselves."


and no that's not the whole speech. i might put the rest up some other day.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010



if i could write you a song
and make you fall in love
i would already have you up under my arm.
i used up all my tricks
i hope that you like this.
but you probably won't
you think you're cooler than me.

you got designer shades
just to hide your face and
you wear them around like
you're cooler than me.
and you never say "hey" or remember my name.
its probably cause you think you're cooler than me.

you got your high brow
shoes on your feet
and you wear them around
like they aint shit.

but you dont know
the way that you look
when your steps
make
that
much
noise.

shh, see i got you
all figured out
you need everyone's eyes just to feel seen.
girl your so vane
you probably think that this song is about you.
dont you?
dont you?

if i could write you a song
and make you fall in love
i would already have you up under my arm.
i used up all my tricks
i hope that you like this.
but you probably won't
you think you're cooler than me.

you got designer shades
just to hide your face and
you wear them around like
you're cooler than me.
and you never say "hey" or remember my name
its probably cause you think you're cooler than me.

you got your high brow
switch your walk
and you dont even look when you pass by.
but you dont know
the way that you look.
when your steps make
that
much
noise.

shh, see i got you
all figured out
you need everyone's eyes just to feel seen.
girl you're so vane
you probably think this song is about you.
dont you?
dont you?

if i could write you a song
and make you fall in love
i would already have you up under my arm.
i used up all my tricks
i hope that you like this.
but you probably won't
you think you're cooler than me.

you got designer shades
just to hide your face and
you wear them around like
you're cooler than me.
and you never say "hey" or remember my name.
its probably cause you think you're cooler than me.

and dont you dare act like you dont know (dont know)
know whats up
cause your nose is up.
im approaching up. pshh yup
like i cant give you winter in the summer
or summer in the winter
miami in december
trying to look bored in them diors. (diors)
she probably is
was acting shallow until
she find out how deep that my pockets is.
mrs. pre-madonna
this is your reminder
that i think you're fine
but im finer shine yup

cause it sure seems (it sure seems)
you got no doubts (you got no doubts)
but we all see (we all see)
you got your head in the clouds (clouds)

if i could write you a song
and make you fall in love
i would already have you up under my arm.
i used up all my tricks
i hope that you like this.
but you probably won't
you think you're cooler than me.

you got designer shades
just to hide your face and
you wear them around like
you're cooler than me.
and you never say "hey"
or remember my name.
its probably cause you think you're cooler than me.

bubbly song!
and a rather sarcastic song, just like Gives You Hell.
but i like it!


i had one hell of a boring day. Racial Harmony Day is such a boring event with so little photos to get that im freaking ashamed of my photos taken today. well i only shot like 200 plus. it was tough, given the little things happening and few things going on. they need better planning! and better light conditions in the Auditorium. even a f2.8 lens can't even perform well in that light. anyway it made me hate my kit lens alot so im gonna save for a
http://www.dyxum.com/images/Lenses/128/128_4.jpg
yes a lens. hell, don't buy a DSLR, you will get the BBB (buy buy buy) syndrome like i do. but it satisfies me. too bad.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

"You see, when you open new doors, there is a price to pay"
- Walter Bishop in Fringe


that is such an interesting statement, especially if you watch Fringe and know the storyline, this particular quote will lead you to Walter's theoretical and highly experimental breakthroughs in the fringes of science and technology, and shed light upon how his ventures deep into the depths of science has cost him. anyways, its a really interesting show. I've got seasons 1 and 2 you can get it from me.

so please don't, make me open that door;
for i do not want, pay the consequences of it all.

(hey it rhymes!)
2nd hand Canon and Nikon lenses are more expensive than 2nd hand Sony Alpha mount lenses generally, especially if u take into consideration that 2nd hand Minolta lenses are very very cheap. Btw Minolta is NOT a 3rd party brand. Minolta = Sony's DSLR division (long story, u can google for more info). Infact Minolta invented the 1st autofocus lens and camera body.

Take for example the Minolta 70-210mm f4, it cost $300 only 2nd hand. Which other brand gives u a 70-210mm constant f4 autofocus lens for this price? Or Minolta 50mm f1.4 for $300 as well (Canon ones cost around $500)


Unless u r talking about Sony's Carl Zeiss lenses, than thats a different issue. As mentioned, Carl Zeiss is a PREMIUM brand, and that is why they can command a high price due to their quality. If you compare only Sony lenses, then they're equal or lesser than similar Canon/Nikon lenses.

the only lenses that I know of that Sony price higher than Canon and Minolta is the 50mm f1.8. But then again, Sony's 50mm is stabalised whereas Canon and Nikon ones arent.

You also need to consider the fact that Nikon and Canon lenses comes with image stabalised and non image stabalised versions. On the other hand, all alpha lenses mounted onto a Sony DSLR is image stabalised. As such when comparing lenses, U should compare Sony lenses against Nikon and Canon's stabalised version of the lenses, not the unstabalised version. And in this comparison, u will know that most Sony Alpha mount lenses are cheaper than Nikon and Canon's stabalised lenses of similar grade.

That brings about to 3rd party lenses.

Tamron 17-50mm f2.8, one of the most popular 3rd party lenses used by Sony, Canon and Nikon DSLR owners.

Nikon and Canon owners need to pay $900 for the Tamron 17-50 VC (stabalised), whereas Sony users need to pay $600 only cos we dont need the lens VC, as the non VC version becomes stabalised when mounted onto Sony Alpha.

Add to the fact that Canon and Nikon dont hv much stabalised primes, whereas all Sony primes are stabalised, that is already a bonus advantage that u get without paying a cent more.

-android17


heh im a sony fan!!! whoooo.
really sony is so much better.

Monday, July 19, 2010

YOU. yes YOU. stop going onto ebay and looking at stuff. and then buying them. just because its just a few clicks to owning the item. STOP IT.

STOP E(VIL)BAYING

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

so tell me what you want to hear
Kevin Carter

this is such an impactful picture. the person behind the camera was an award-winning South African photojournalist Kevin Carter. he didnt help the poor girl as they were told not to go near the famine victims for fear of disease. he did however, chase the vulture away. but the ultimate fate of the child is unknown. he eventually received a Pulitzer Prize for this photo.
but committed suicide a few months after receiving the honour. read more about him here


insignificant?
think again.


sometimes, knowing too much doesn't leave you much option.

Sunday, July 11, 2010



haha really funny. thats what CSI does anyway.
solve crimes in one hour.

Friday, July 09, 2010

exams are over.

but here comes the homework, PW, and lessons. well at least it beats sleeping at 1 am everyday.

im quite happy today, because the math test was relatively easy for me! hell i tot the chem was okay and would get at least a B. but no only 7 people passed in 5N. so surprise me for math.

i forgot who i had a conversation with that was about: "what would i buy if i had $10000". i think it was brian. although it is impossible that i would ever have 10000 cash in the near future, but well its a nice thing to ponder about.

so here goes, What Will I Buy With $10000?

1) Sony DSLR A850 - $2999

http://digital-photography-school.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/sony-a850-dslr1.jpg

2) Sigma 24-70mm f2.8 HSM zoom- $1100
http://www.lenstip.com/aparaty_image/4586_sig24-70_3.jpg

3)Sony Flash HVL 58AM- $699
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3280/2840190818_bd5e52e2df.jpg

4)Sony 70-200mm 2.8 G- $3299
http://photofan.jp/camera/html/uploads/img44836dd9ca2bf.jpg
5)iPod Classic 160GB- $388
http://bmfhub.com/nemtree/jimbo/drupal/sites/default/files/images/apple-ipod-classic.jpg

the remaining 1k plus is for accessories. haha. as you can see im a tech geek, and photography is expensive. but i love it. we shall save the wonders of photography for a later blog post.

i wanted to add MAC PRO
http://news.dphotographer.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/mac-pro.png
so pretty right. but it costs 4k.
so well.

Monday, July 05, 2010

So what does God think about Craig Venter's creation of 'artificial life'? apparently scientists have created the first synthetic cell, one that has no ancestors and is completely new and unheard of to this world(not really with all the hype).
transformed mycoplasma

Craig Venter has created the first synthetic cell controlled by a synthetic genome. "This is the first synthetic cell that's been made," said lead researcher Craig Venter. "We call it synthetic because the cell is totally derived from a synthetic chromosome, made with four bottles of chemicals on a chemical synthesiser, starting with information in a computer."

no doubt it is an amazing feat, maybe the start of the third revolution in Man's history, the first being agriculture, then industrial. sooner or later we can all rely on genetic engineering to heal all the problems. think about it, a cell without a parent cell has been born. this means life was created by just putting the right chemicals in the right order. there was no magical ‘life force’, no special ‘touch’ from above. it was human designed computer and just chemicals to start with. with this we can produce cures for terminal illnesses, vaccines for devastating diseases, create life that can reverse the harm we have done to the enviroment. the possibilities are endless. maybe this way, humans can also live forever, using cells to manufacture body parts to replace the old ones.

however, it is also a biological Pandora's box. opening it will mean opening a whole new realm of ethical dilemmas and issues. it is almost like Mary Shelley's Frankenstein come true. creating life isn't difficult - millions of people do it by accident(or passion) every year. but doing it from scratch, to order, has so far been the monopoly of one particular entity.not that i am a religious person, but imagine now what will humans react when they find out that not God or other holy beings can create life, but mundane human beings too. this totally defies what many believe of this world and its possibilities (or impossibilities). also, just like many "accidents" that have presented itself in history, say the BP oill spill, could a biological accident result in a catastrophic disaster where a MAN-made cell mutates and becomes a monster capable of doing alot of harm? or terrorists may abuse such a technology to create new bioweapons that we are unable to prevent, since we have never heard of it? also allowing the scientists to patent such a technology would mean that we are giving the right to create and own life to a particular group of people. what implications would that bring?

the way i see it, humans have caused so much disaster to the earth. with every revolution we have reduced the lifespan of our planet by a huge amount. extra care should be taken to prevent such a technology from getting into the wrong hands. however, 'accidents' are bound to happen. no doubt synthetic life could change the world, only for better or for worse, it is up to us to decide how it will turn out.

Naked science is amoral, and hence potentially dangerous. However science conducted within proper ethical parameters provides tremendous benefit. Part of being human is the power of self restraint. That is certainly necessary considering the safety and ethical implications of this new emerging science.
-firstthings.com
then again, if we had self restrain, we wouldn't be telling our species to stop wasting and start recycling.

dont mind me im being bored and commenting on a particular issue in the news. although its not so new. well its good for AQ!