the feeling

i admire our chem department
the question in the test
the one bout trees
is really good
it set my head spinning like a top
i mean
so many numbers to digest.
it took me 20 mins to think about it and i guess i still got it all wrong
but at least i was close to the answer
I THINK

and oh yeah i hate mondays
today 2.4 km run
i siannnnn daoooo
timing: 10.25
i think its slow leh
i wanna beat 10 mins
which is quite hard
and can u believe it
yithong ran 8.20!!
its like 1 mins 36 secs per round
which is my first round timing.
thats constant acceleration
while mine is constant deceleration or retardation( i like this word!)
some people are made to run
while some are made for other reasons.
i haven found what im made for den.

i spent the rest of the day after the chem test with a pounding headache
and a sick feeling in my stomach
and felt so nauseous
grahhhhhh
and a STUCK throat
but its not enough for me to go to the doc's!!!
and pon trg tmr =(

the song !!!!
i love it when u call BY The Feeling is so nice!!
i like the mv.
hahaas

I found a switch
you turned it on
I Hit the ditch
you carried on
I was so near
Now you're so far
Are you quite sure
Just who you are

falling raindrops

i hate the weather.
i mean it.
i hate the weather
one hour its bright and sunny
and the next it starts pouring.
whats worse was that during the whole training period not even a drop of water was seen
than right after training
it started to rain
RAIN!

but what was really cool was that HAIL STONES fell
in singapore!
though its not that uncommon, but its the closest thing to snow!!!
HAIL THE HAILSTONES!
yeah
i wonder why they are called hailstones though
mayb cos ppl HAIL it.
hahas

SMALL IS THE NEW BIG
or rather
NANO IS THE NEW BIG
hahas.
everything is nano
ipod nano
tata nano(de bloody car that will bring worse carbon emissions!)
nanotechnology
errrrrr
i carn think of any more( or rather name anything else)

and hey
tmr's the 2.4 run?
my knee hurts like mad!!
freaking hell.
and think i carn run
my knee's been killing me the past few months
its cause of volleyball during primary school
but im considered lucky le lar
hahas
if you squeeze my knee
it feels squeaky
i mean like squeaky
no its not cool
its wierd
hahahas

life's full of regrets
i realised
i regret missing those free throws against i forgot what team
but it really cost us the match
i regret not studying hard ENOUGH during term 1
and got some shit gpa
no
not only these
more and more stuff that i regretted doing
stuff that i certainly wont go back into time to relive over again
stuff i wont even wanna remember
it jus makes me feel much more guilty

i need more than luck

why has all those asian movies being remade by the west??
lol
shutter
the ring
etc etc.
whats next?
881 remade?!
hahaahaahs
imagine lol

todays training is slack
but still tiring
take the bloody 3kg medicine ball and throw it against the wall 1000 times!!
and the previous time they did it,
it created cracks onto the wall
now there are TWO HUGE cracks on the wall
carn wait to see it fall down
and the vballers will get crushed to death!!!!
muhahahaahahaha.

MIO sucks!
my firefox keeps on not being able to show the page!
its retarded!
i took 10 mins to sign in on msn cos it keeps lagging
DAMNED MIO!
grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
im pissed ppl.

what is life to you?

today was damn funny
hahaahaas
me and huishan was staring at ppl in class and laughing at their reaction
actually i dunno whats so funny either!
lol
but still it entertains me and keeps me awake
i don understand why lessons must end that late
i would rather they have lessons on weekends too
and spare us more time in weekdays
YOU ppl might not agree.
but we start school early end school late!!!

i spent 2 hours writing a 5 paged long GPP
and today our dear CID teacher told us it wasnt good
yayyy
tell me what u wan and mayb i can satisfy ur requirements
but u gimme shit?!
den i can only hand in shit.

HoW CoMe BiO iS aLwAyS BEFORE BREAK!!!
the topic is human nutrition
and the teacher keeps showing "GORY" pics
make us have no appetite for break
and today he said the word "SHIT"
the upteenth time
darn it
he was like'
"healthy shit is usually brownish in colour"
"and when birds eat, they must shit at the same time, so its a cycle of eating and shitting"
"and if ur SHIT is green colour, you're a pigeon"
so ppl.
quick go toilet and check now.
whats wrong with the word faeces?
though i like shit better

i realised something
u shldnt go
"what does life mean to me?"
instead
"what does my life mean to others?"
maybe we might find more positive things.
and definitely not SHIT!

disenchanted

im mad about the song DISENCHANTED by mcr!!
wooots
it rocks
though i don like MCR
hate dem in fact
though their songs are nice
and yeah
de main point is their SONGS are nice, NOT them
wadeva larh
i hate school work
project work and waddeva cann
ESPECIALLY RNW
ITS STUPID!
ITS LIKE LANG ARTS
WITH A PINCH OF SCIENCE
man!
how lame can our sch get?

I think rvip sucks
but what can i do?
im stuck in this school for 6 darn years
thats 72 months
thats 312 weeks
thats 2190 days
thats 52560 hours
thats 3153600 minutes.
grahhhh
but again
what can i do?
wheres da freedom we seek?
i don see it anywhere near ppl!!?

big bully on de loose!

mugger! (or not?)

now kick that high!!

simple thoughts on life

i hate mondays
i start school standing still for like 6 mins
jus to sing songs and blah blah
what a bad start to the day already
plus
i have lessons ALLL the way till 3.40
which is dumb
jus because we have one more subject
darn it

u noe when u drive down sheares bridge
benjamin sheares bridge WADEVA I DUNNO
towards the west direction
u can see the singapore flyer riite
its like revolving on its axis lar
cos u noe de angle changes
wadeva
but its nice to look at at night
so romanticXD
singapore is so kiasu to be number one
the singapore flyer is the largest
first F1 night race
1st double night marathon
youth olympic 2010
everything else
and as students
sadly, we must catch up with the rate singapore's changing
how sad
or rather
or great.

recently i keep seeing this really cool nice car i like!!!
the MINI COOPER!!
its so small
cute
but yet powerful
i think its darn cool
if i have to buy a car it will be this for sure
hahas
its so NICE!!!

vindicated
i am selfish
i am wrong
i know i'm rite
i swear i'm rite
swear i knew it all along
because im flawed
but i've been cleaning up so well
i'm seeing in me now all the things
you swear you saw youself

iphone uphone

yay
i got my iphone working again
i updated it by accident and the phone got locked
so i had to crack it again
i took like an hour to figure it out
with the help of some websites
and voila!
i fixed it
hahas
so i messed with it till 2 am last night

lol
im so not looking forward to next week
school
teachers
homework
CCA!
baka
its so irritating
to do homework
see teachers
let coach beat the hell out of us
i mean figuratively
is tt how you spell it
haaas
who cares

thx for all the tags!!

give me something to look forward to

damn it
got results back
2.5
out of a whole damned FOUR
sucks
i hate RV
i mean like you noe wads our results graded on?
stupid stuff!
like oral presentations
and worse still
a review
that fails that easily
i don understand
even the chinese test was not on stuff we learnt the whole term one
it makes me wonder
WHAT EXACTLY HAVE WE BEEN DOING IN TERM ONE?
now in term 2
i went for the chinese remedial
she said
okay this term we gonna focus on exam format
NOW I ASK AGAIN
WTF HAVE WE BEEN DOING DEN?
u can say wadeva u wan
tt IP program is supposed to be like dat
but i guess i deserve the right to say wad i wan too
this IP is GOING NO WHERE
its stupid
period

wadeva lar
2.5 is already the lowest in my class
at least
so stupid rite
jus because im in 3A
i hate this
its jus a bloody name
"A"
what does it really mean?
i sldnt even be in this class
its too late anyway

yay now theres this GPP for cid
which i tink is a total waste of time
and it counts as a subject
MORE THAN ONE IN FACT
only sw is doing it now
JIAYOUS
need help msn me.
cos de prcs are useless
their english is crap
so no point getting them to do it

forget about it
school work
NOT WORTH my effort and time in typing it
today had gym
i couldnt even lift wad i could lift last week
blame it on yesterday's training
stupid coach made us run 6 + 16 rounds
22 ROUNDs ( or 19 rounds actually)
den made me do 400 push ups
HATE HIM
its not jus our fault
every one else shld have some integrity too
and do it too
instead of being afraid of punishment
i fail the FAKE timing by a mere 30 secs
i still did de shit
face it
everybody's selfish

oh before i forgot
HUISHAN SOLVED THE 2X2 RUBIX CUBE!
lol
it was darn tyco
she was chatting with me
(gossiping rather)
and then she turn turn turn and hey!
she solved it
lol
and is calling herself a genius for that
dorts

three sides

another 3 sides

some pics i wanted to post long ago
we went je to eat
look at the amount of food

its two plates per person!!

enough said

monday blues

omg
im tired
tired
tired
tired
tired






























did i say i was tired?
cos i fell asleep and hit the enter button
can u believe it
our very dear principal started term 2
with a ( ______ ) speech
put in wadeva u wan in the blank
i tot that every point she made had no link
but she could actually link it up
*applauds*
i have nothing to say
everybody knows it anyway
i shant "HURT ANYBODY USING THE VIRTUAL WORLD"
i "SHOULD SPEND MORE TIME OUTSIDE RATHER THAN BLOGGING"
notice the quotes
i suck at citation
so forgive me for my inaccurate memory
(oh was dere a link?)
note: i was being sarcastic

lessons started at 8.00am
i started yawning at 8.01 am
oh look here it goes again (YAWNS)
den guess wad
lessons till 3.40
i was yawning at a rate of 5yawns/min
den we had the bloody math test
i realised how i hate taking tests in the LT
i had a bad brush with gravity
oh how i hate gravity
its wad makes me so heavy
anywayyyy
i dropped the stupid goddamned calculator THRICE
THRICE is THREE times
i was srsly pissed lar
fed up
PISSED + TIRED
fk mannnn

woah den 5 pm ( which is NINE hours from 8.00 am)
i had to go chinese remedial!!
can u believe it!!]
i passed my CHINESE TEST
failed the first compo
got 46/70 for the SECOND COMPO
when SO MANY other ppl got lower den me
i suspect biasness
but who cares
bring it on
i make sure i get out of this shit fast enough
hmph.


its over now ain't it?

term 2

im posting
cos a VIV(very important viewer) tagged to tell me to update
hahas
i have so little viewers anyway
all are important

now
last day of term 1
i don understand why the stupid teachers have to give so much work
its darn lot
LOADS
stupid
they don understand the meaning of holiday
are they dumb?
holidays are supposed to be for us to relax
but what are they doing now?
piling on homework.
don gimme the excuse that u have to mark loads as well
thats crap
BULSHIT
try doing them then
almost every subject has a homework
to take home
and stare and stone at it
WTF is wrong with our school?!!

retarded;
spastic;
grahhhhhhh
and there is a math test tomorrow!!!?
now i tell ya
this sucks
i don wanna imagine what we get for the june hols :X

HEY IM SORRY KAE?

nineteen minutes. later

i finally finished the book
its so nice
it so meaningful
its so
jodi picoult

it asks what it means to be different in our society
who has the right to judge someone else
is a person ever whom they seem to be
and most importantly
courage to tell the truth
whether the truth is so important
or not

I think a person's life is supposed to be like a DVD. You can see the version everyone else sees, or you can chooses the director's cut - the way he wanted you to see it, before everything else got in the way.
There are menus, probably, so that you can start at the good spots and not have to relive the bad ones. You can measure your life by the number of scenes you've survived, or the minutes you've been stuck there.
Probably, though, life is more like one of those dumb video surveillance tapes. Grainy, no matter how hard you stare at it. And looped: the same thing, over and over.



people might remember him
for nineteen minutes if his life
but wad about the other
nine million?





IM MAD BOUT THE DARN BOOK

jail break

i wanna do it
JAILBREAK
like our famous wanted person now
BREAKING OUT OF JAIL
this darn world of mine

hypnotised

darn it
i heard this super song over de radio
hypnotised
den i carn find it on lime wire
hey wait







i found it!
yay
i love the song
its a typical black song
hahas
nice tunes

today trg was so slack
haha
played matches with seniors who came back
shuang

den after trg actuallywanted to go je do hw
den all wan dota in de end
so went commonwealth eat long john silvers
i tot it was great
dat we do things as a team
hahas
even though we frm different classes
i felt like we were one
we oughtta do it more often kae?

story better left untold

i hate putting on an act
for de world to see
its like a mask
tt keeps on changing jus because
its wad people like to see
its unreal
fake
its too fast
the rate everything is going
and i don understand why we all have to keep switching masks
its like peeling or adding layers on or off oneself
but it never reaches the core
cause we never do dare to show
wads truly ourself to de world
different everyday
like my handwriting
how one "a" never seems to look like the other
how one "u" never seems to look like the other
how a "ME" never seems to look like the other "ME"
one thing that is the same though
is that the fullstop always looks the same
though i have never seen it before in my life
never has a fullstop appeared
not even once

i wonder wad it is like to be ME
the true ME that is beneath that all
lie, betrayal, acts of evil
but sometimes
i don wanna start looking
cos sometimes you will find things you don wanna see
i wonder if somebody's opinions really mattered
then do we have our opinions?
even if we had
did it really matter at all?
ask urself
search your soul
is wad on the surface same as wads beneath?
which do you wan to be?
for me
i wan to be de ME beneath
not the one on the surface
the one that is made up of people's opinions
comments
of me
is a person ever whom they seem to be?
will they?
who noes
mayb i will be the next serial murderer
de next suicide bomber
though im your guy next door
i guess this is wad makes people unique
in their own ways
but if you strip it all down
you realise how it alike we all are

nineteen minutes
to type this post
nineteen minutes
of truth
TRUTH

holidays is love

yay
the hols are here
but not-so-yay
i got lots of homework
bio chem phy reading and writing assignment
some stupid lang arts short story to write
which i think is a stupid waste of time
if not moneey
how stupid can our teachers get
its a week holiday
not a month
jus de amount of homework we get for de mar hols
i don even wanna tink about wad will happen during de june hols

but yay to the fact that finally we can have a well deserved break
i mean WELL DESERVED
hahas
after all this stress and everthing
a BREAK;
BRAKE
i wan a brake though
or at least slow down
cos everythings happening fast
too fast
i dunno how to manage
i jus hope this well deserved brake will let some pressure off
right?

friday's training was enriching
though we were srsly on a low morale
cos coach made us do those shit drills
100 balls in
change side
so total
we had to 400 balls in de darn basket
and we only had less den 20 of us
really tiring

den de fun part came
match
5v5
me yithong and zilie was like owning de teams
hardcore defense and straight up offence
i think de teamwork was really great
exhausted
tired
beat
after training we looked like we went playing in mud
but it was satisfying
i guess thats the reason why we love basketball
bball is da love!


Nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening. Maybe that's because it's all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first thing, and that led someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. You know, like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone's ear, and that person whispers it to someone else, and it all comes out wrong in the end

But then again, maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.

random

this is the clock upon the wall
this is the story of us all

nineteen minutes

You can't undo something that has already happened; you can't take back a word that already has been said out aloud. You'll think about me and wish that you had been able to talk me out of this. You'll try to figure out what would have been the one right thing to say, to do. I guess i should tell you, Don't blame yourself, this isn't your fault, but that would be a lie. we both know that i didn't here here by myself.

You'll say it didn't have to be this way. You will act like everyone else expects you to. But will you miss me?

More importantly - will i miss you?

Does either one of us really want to hear the answer to that question?

bullshit- again

today's topic:
respect and consideration

for who?
our seniors?
people older than us?
wad about the people older than us respecting
US
yeah?
u preach on and on about respect
has it ever came across your mind
that respect begets respect
actually no
its what you do
your actions
that begets our respect
MY RESPECT
like i said before
its not that i dont respect teachers
its jus that i learn that teachers are humans too
have their flaws
make their mistakes
and i merely learn how to discriminate and criticize
oh no im digressing
okay
erm
respect.
respect isnt jus bowing to teachers blah blah blah
thats for show damnit
respect is bout admiring de person qualities( this is highly relative)
however
you have nth for me to respect
so don start demanding respect
in my face
consideration has totally no link for darn respect
at least thats wad i tink
i dunno wad u tink
but i srsly dun give it a damn
yeah?

here
i have to say that this words are solely my opinions
and i believe in my words only
i don care whether u agree or not
if u don
den fine
press alt f4 or de red little square on the top right
blogging gives me a sense of satisfaction
to express my views to people
i don have to care wad u perceive of me
friends shld noe me well enough
rite?
im a "my way or de highway" guy

okay
i done enough discrimination
SARCASM
i bought a new book today!
its NINETEEN MINUTES by JODI PICOULT
i read de first 27 pages since
it got me hooked already
but i gotta control
tmr got ss test!!!
now i got two books frm her
THE PACT and this
damn i love her books



oh random pics
saw this cool bag
look really like radio slung over de shouder larh
hahas
u carn see really clearly

aiya lazy go turn it

shit
go study liao
nites ppl
i mean
jiayous ppl

when will i see your face again

tuessssssss
mannnn
hols is like next week only
and we have tests right after de hols
or ONGOING ASSESSMENTS rv calls it yea
i tink its crap
total crap
BULLSHIT
however
it beats taking one exam at de end of de term
btr to take many tests and have de score averaged
but i don wake up until de exams come!!!
it jus doesnt work for ppl like me
agree?
heard me RV???

and yes
can u believe it!!!!!?????
mid year exams are during de period of my bdae! (or ASSESSMENT as rv calls it[crap!])
grahhhhhhhh
its always like tt de
and when ppl are mugging im celebrating?
wont have de mood larh
and my bdae is on a saturday
daammmnnnnit!!
if it wasnt a leap year
it would have been on FRIDAY!
and i'll get presiesss
but i believe you guys will give me presies even so rite?
rite rite rite?
hahasss

today leslie was like saying de back of my hair v nice
lol larhhh
he was like woah so nice
how to ask de dresser cut like this arh?
where you cut?
so darn fascinated cannn
hahahas
i tink its jus okayyyy

yes!
random pics

have you ever sat on a double decker bus
and it is raining!?
den little "canal" in de middle of space beneath de seat
is like flooded cann!!!!
i srsly cannot stand it larh
see

sho darn dirty can

and look!
the big macdonald's at clementi central
its gone
dey are demolishing de darn building!
so sadd
it has been there since i was born
or even longer
now its gonna change
-CHANGE-
-you wont see it coming-

and when i was at cold storage
shopping for groceries
i saw this really nice car!
i love sports cars
fast
mean
cool ones

shaky hands oops

i guess thats wad i have to type
my head hurts

you are all i ever want
you are all i ever need

rain is falling

it rained today
rainy sunday
de rain let it out
de sky let go
finally
____________________________
sunday
which means tmorow is a MONDAY
awww mann
hate mondays so much
end late
last lesson physics somemore
confirm end later larh!

revised my math
i suck at math now
cos i catch no ball wad de teacher is talking about
he pronounces axis as AXISH
zero as JIRO
r as ARRUH
wtf!!!!
and hes so lame
and of course hes not de only reason
last year got people like GRACE and YINSHAN
math so pro
they were like goals i admit
to beat them was a challenge
and they somewhat motivated me
and of cos i still didnt beat dem
but i have much to thank them
now dat was LAST YEAR
this yr is terrible
at least after today i guess my math shall improve

don talk bout today larh
talk bout yest

yest didnt have tkd
and my malaysia cousie brought her frens here
so we had dinner of cos
(i jus realised i didnt take their pics
but nvmmmmmm)
we went to some place called orchidville-forrest to eat
its so cool larh
though the food was not tt special(but i eat SO FULL!!)
but the whole place was unique
hahas
orchids everywhere
heres the webbylink

de dining area also like forrest liddat

course1: chicken with some yucky wine

course2: "shark fin" soup

course3: sweet and spicy fish with capsicums

course4: egg with juicy prawns!( favourite!)

course5: tofu with pork and vegetables

course6: XIAO BAI CAI!! eeek

course7: stir fried pig trotters

now u noe why i was full
SO full

the sky let go today
but when can i ever;
let you go?
deep inside i know;
i don't wan to let go
but it's too late