Monday, March 10, 2008

story better left untold

i hate putting on an act
for de world to see
its like a mask
tt keeps on changing jus because
its wad people like to see
its unreal
fake
its too fast
the rate everything is going
and i don understand why we all have to keep switching masks
its like peeling or adding layers on or off oneself
but it never reaches the core
cause we never do dare to show
wads truly ourself to de world
different everyday
like my handwriting
how one "a" never seems to look like the other
how one "u" never seems to look like the other
how a "ME" never seems to look like the other "ME"
one thing that is the same though
is that the fullstop always looks the same
though i have never seen it before in my life
never has a fullstop appeared
not even once

i wonder wad it is like to be ME
the true ME that is beneath that all
lie, betrayal, acts of evil
but sometimes
i don wanna start looking
cos sometimes you will find things you don wanna see
i wonder if somebody's opinions really mattered
then do we have our opinions?
even if we had
did it really matter at all?
ask urself
search your soul
is wad on the surface same as wads beneath?
which do you wan to be?
for me
i wan to be de ME beneath
not the one on the surface
the one that is made up of people's opinions
comments
of me
is a person ever whom they seem to be?
will they?
who noes
mayb i will be the next serial murderer
de next suicide bomber
though im your guy next door
i guess this is wad makes people unique
in their own ways
but if you strip it all down
you realise how it alike we all are

nineteen minutes
to type this post
nineteen minutes
of truth
TRUTH

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