pardoxy

oh
dora lee mentioned what a paradox was today
she made me give an example
i couldnt think of one
love is hate
war is peace
freedom is slavery
blah blah
might as well say
BOY is GIRL
hahas
oh well

i tink the service in singapore is not that good yet
or rather
they should work on their english
i was at auntie anne's today
and i said
"i would like a pretzel dog"
then he said
"how many?"
im like totally stunned at wad he said la
took me a second
then i said
"one?"
like A pretzel dog
and
ONE pretzel dog
wads the diff????

anyways.
got my starbucks fix today
ice caffe mocha yes
im crazy bout coffee now
hahahas

oh no im so gonna get screwed for the exams
i dunno wad to study
how to study
and
why study?
somebody motivate me to really start mugging
i cant stand this anymore
sitting down and staring at space as time flies by
so quickly that deep down inside im terrified
but i cant put my fear into actions

yay pics

thats my sis being extra

light of the darkness

so long never post le
so busy with work
and with my grandma in the hospital
i hardly have time to even come online!
but hey its sunday
time to relax for a few hours though

n i love my sisters!!

yest tkd trg was fking tiring
partly because the weather was so humid
and i was leading the run
and i ran damn fast
like fast
sprinting
so hot can
was sweating buckets
then we celebrated sir's daughter's bdae
right there at the void deck yest
almost all the black belts stayed.
and i took pics!
which i realised cannot be posted cos blogger is stupid
next time

expectations

we are always doing what people expect us to do
but is there ever a time we ever do something we want ourselves to do?
i guess not
we live in this world of truth behind fakes
where lemonade is made from artificial lemons
and furniture polish is made from real lemons
okay no link
but its still worth mentioning
and yeah ppl
go out there and do sth u really wanna do yourself
like NOW

omg tmr ms tan is gonna change the seating plan
its not im sad
but as humans
i don accept change that gracefully and i take time to adapt to it
and huishan's blog is making me miss the seat before i change it
grahhhhh
heartless teachers
but!
at least i can start working on my studies
rather than listening to hs talk all about her never ending life

change
you wont see it coming
change
it can make you and break you too
change~~

life is like a sewer
what you get out of it
depends on what you put in it

when i was there on the day

i repeat
i hate mondays
cos it was so freaking warm in de morning
sticky hot and bothered
and stinky too
it was like glue on my skin lar
sooooooo sticky
i really cant stand the weather in singapore
its depressing
grahhhhhh
its nver the just right weather
when it gets cool it rains
when it gets warm it burns
i am sick
and tired of all this weather!
how i wish i was in the aircon class

got my starbucks fix today!
caffe mocha tall

not bad
its nicer than de caffe latte
but both are still not bad
i like starbucks!
they're service is good too
and great creativity!

geog test tmr!!
map reading and relief
im so planning not to study anyway
partly because i didnt bring my landforms notes home
and the fact that im lazy
at most tmr than start reading in school
im too slack
TOO SLACK
some one motivate me to mug!!!

try so hard

all i need you to at least do
is to understand
at least try to understand
though i know how much i try to make you
you never really seem to be able to understand
define understand
is it really something tt we humans have evolved to a state where we carn understand the meaning of understand?
i dunno
i srsly dunno

its all over

this is traumatizing
i fking hate ptm
like oh so hate
to me
its not parent-teacher meeting
instead its teachr parent meeting
like wtf can
all those teachers only noe how to complain and complain
about me
cos they have nth else to do bout me
and they are so eager to make sure a get it from them
sadistic retards
it doesnt really make a difference you noe
then when ptm comes
they start brain storming for a 500 word long script
and i srsly think they memorise it all in their brains
complete with wonderful vocabulary of their own to describe me
as if im some experimental shit you all have
and u have absolutely every right to fking complain
like right in front of me?
i'll swallow it
of cause i would
im not like some ass who shoot their mouths off as and when they like
hmmm
maybe they even practise at home
who noes
but u ppl dont really have to complain bout me
cos u don understand a shit
and when u dont
then neither does my dad understand a shit
so no want understands any shit
only i understand my own deep shit
that i dont have the time for myself anymore
that i am under tremendous stress
that i srsly need a fucking break from school
that i hate this life
that i hate being in this dilemma
that i don't feel happy with this crap i get
that i hate everybody that gets in my way
that i don even understand why i shld be here
that i don have a bloody choice
that i don understand why im doing everything for you
that i need you to fucking understand at least some shit
and get that in ur head
or i reallly will go crazy

thanks for all you have said
im just happy everyone's happy
except me

i cant wait to see you again

hello ppl!!
friday is finally over
like OVER?
yeahhhhhhhh
bye bye math test
bye bye physics test
its time to relax
and den u abruptly realise that term assessment is coming up soon
and i think its stupid
jus call it mid year exams lar
such a mouthful
thats why i repeat
rv sucks
and don u ppl( teachers) get misled
to me
it sucks
jus to me
and don go around tekan-ing me arh
i hate it

and dora lee is in a really great mood nowadays
like REALLY good mood
i have no idea why la
but she says stuff that makes her laugh herself'
though its not very funny
but hey
shes baring her golden smile!!
though its not very golden
yeah
and she actually mentioned that our class was so dirty
and still could can an A and B for cleanliness
den her class which is "so much nicer than ours" got a pathetic F
she obviously saying the student committee is corrupted lar
which i srsly agreee
no not that our sc is all corrupted
but that ppl have high expectations of the A class
and is bias towards them
i hate it la
if i knew i wouldnt have wanted to get in
and went into her class!
hahass
so ppl( includes _chers)
don think too much of us
alright

i just cant wait to be able to .......

love at first

fck
fking tiredd cann
im sick of this life
when can the school give us a break
two tests this fri
and geog next week??!!
now srsly it stinks

ever believed in love at first sight?
i think i do now
after seeing her again
and again
im convinced
and thats it

my cafe latteXD!

one word: OUCH
mug mug bio!!!

i must fix the damn cube!!

oh i hate sundays so
cause its the start of a new week
btw ppl sunday is the start of a new week
not monday.
and it totally stinks cause i have to stay at home all day to do my homework
damn it

and tmr is school day.
and a monday at that
which means we have to go down for assembly
stand for 2 more mins than usual for the school song
listen to announcements and all those crap
and have lessons ALLL the way till 3.40
and pe
and theres bio test on wed
phy and math test on fri
and i have to see huishan's face again
wtf is wrong with our school!!
haishhh

i need to play balll!!
im going crazy if i cant play ball
i need to exercise
i carn stay at home and eat my heart out
i will dieeeee
i need de-stress!!!

oh great
my internet's going crazy again
mio sucks!!
boycott!!!!!!!
always got problem de
dulannnnn
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and every night he cries himself to sleep
thinking: why does this happen to me?

sport cars

yesterdays training was so slack
and i hate the rain
it had to rain when we were playing match
and we were like slacking at the grandstand lar
sit down and chat
coach also nver come and look
den after the rain stopped we played match again
I HATE PLAYING WITH SEC 1s
I MEAN LIKE THEY ARE UBER NOOBS??
CHEE HOW TRICKED THE SAME SEC 1 TO PASSING THE BALL TO HIM TWICE
YEAH TWICE!!!!

and coach showed us the newspaper article on our senior calvin chia
hes going to shanghai and america lo!!
for jiao liu
hes such a good player
and his studies are so imba too
i guess hes wad i inspire to be
or i tink everyone in the team inspires to be
hahas

guess what i saw today!!!

YES a MINI COOPER!!

people.
my birthday's reaching soon
btw
BY THA WAY

no one in this world i rather seek

ohhh mann
im so tired nowww
siann
and my sis still ask me go help her do stuff
boooooo

today got the health ambassador thingy
got merit to get den i do lor
and a free bun
heees im so giam
but still
its fun
i bet it beats going to the eurasian association learning journey lol
hahahaha
and i played BALL after that!!!!!
so fun
and tts the reason why im tired
im so bored now lar
can someone talk to me!!!!???

today huishan was like early morning telling me stories and stories and stories about _ _ _ _
irritating noe
i was like sitting dere half dead
and had to entertain herrrrr
grahhhhh
okay.
at times when its funny
its funny

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i dunno what im talking
i need some coffee
java chip frap!!!!
starbucks!!!
i love the java chip frap.
its nice
and i realised some outlets have larger chips and some have smaller
and i like bigger ones
more crunchy
omg don make me hungry for it
starbucks closes at 11.00 or 11.30 rite!!
anyways
i need some slp too
hahaha