erase you from my mind.

my whole body aches:|
all thanks to yesterday's training.
I knew it.
so many days competition not much training then suddenly must take coach's training again is a killer.
I dont want the competition to end LOL.
but well
all good things must come to an end.
at least we achieved something out of this
a top 4 trophy
that is.

next match's on Tuesday.
against unity sec
3pm.
de stadium at jurong east.
I'm not sure where but I think its de one with de swimming pool.
goodluck guys:D
I learnt that fortunes were like clay
they could be reshaped at anytime.
but you could only remake your own future
not anyone else's
and for some that just wasnt good enough.


you can break a heart twice, along the very same fault lines.

where will this road lead

i just spent 107 dollars on CID stuff!
but it doesnt matter cos mrs lim is supposed to reimburse us:D
i hope
hahahaha
i went to the aquariums again
and i observed that they have surveillance cameras!
LOL
so hot and stuffy and dusty and old
still have surveillance cameras!
at every corner lo
haha no wonder de shopkeepers sit there like nothing like that.
and also the people dont know their water plants well!
but he was quite helpful luh still give me book to check de plants
and gave me discounts:)

i bought 8 battery air pumps
nitrate phospate ammonia ammonium and pH testing kits
total 107 T.T
money fly away
temporarily though.

oh yes i forgot.
im damn damn damn mad i failed my physics test
if i could take de test on wednesday instead of tuesday that other time
den i would have studied for it
and passed!
honestly for two months physics is like self study subject for me luh
her teaching is not for me
and i pon too many lessons to catch up.
i swear i wasnt even here for lessons for the whole topic of sound
except the first few pages only!
:X
so im fucked up angry i fail.

tmr cca!
i dunno my ankle heal le not.
it hurt like shit when i landed awkardly when playing badminton
pfffft
its not as simple as a sprain lor.
i dont care im playing next tues.

oh i didnt say here!
next tuesday is the semifinals already
battle for 2nd!
RV vs UNITY
it is a very tough fight for us.
but coach say we can win??
LOL
i'd be surprised if we won lor.
but we should be happy that we got into top4 and jurong didnt!
wow jurong didnt!
imagine that
well its quite hard cos you all dun know how good jurong is.

time to watch my movies!
well theres this good site you can watch movies on
right here

there are some things we do because we convince ourselves it would be better for everyone to be involved. we tell ourselves that it's the right thing to do, the altruistic thing to do. it's far easier than telling ourselves the truth.

ive been doing that all this while.

why does my heart tell me that i am.

i shouldnt be blogging!
but well,
habit of mine.
haha.
tmr have la essay
and i still have to redo my PI(apparently mrs lim asked our whole group to redo it)
and then still have to discuss our project and set up apparatus by friday.

i went to an aquarium just now to go shopping for materials we need for our project
and LOL they sell hamsters there.
haha
looked for air pumps and nitrate testing kits
checked out the price
saw so many water plants but dunno which one we need
so looks like im heading there tmr again.
and wow fish are expensive.
arowanas for 1000+ dollars-.-

im happy about the two tests ive gotten back so far!
:D
math and chem.
but physics i confirm do very badly de
stupid one
i havent even study still ask me take.
hmph.

oh yes!
i went with nicky to i.p zone today to go buy jeans:D
16 bucks only ma
hahaha we are shopping again as usual
only now we are buying stuff for once
lol.
i think me and him like walk de entire vivocity already
know the place entirely well liao.

my song of the week!

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is i'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(and what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

[hook]

Nothin'
(fighting for).
Nothin'
(crying for).
Nothin'
(whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(no not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me).
No, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[what happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And i ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[hook]

[chorus]

[bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything allright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

you take someone's breath away;

you rob them of the ability to utter a single word;

you steal a heart;

but it still isn't a crime.

used up my miracle.

whether we won or lost today didnt matter luh.
but the point difference was too close and the team played their best,
it turned into a strive for victory
but we lost in the end
by two points.
and in the end end up yithong and xumeng emo.
hahaha.
we lost to hwachong for the third time already.
or more.
so lose one more time i think both of them also bushaung lor.
haha what to expect.
two points.
lose already also got fight ma at least our team pia-ed
though i didnt play.

we only had 10 working players today.
actually is only me injured and cannot play.
den in the morning cos choon zuan pon pe came out at 8.40
den tan kim chuan not happy
dont let him play.
sonofabitch la him.
everybody knows he has a thing against bballers lor
every year he has to come up with this kind of thing to disrupt us
last year chen tao also couldnt play because he failed his napfa-.-
woah so like everybody except one in badminton passed napfa and they can go for competition lor?
whats more this year is only pon his pe lesson only right?
like he got match will attend pe siah.
end up our whole team went to find mr tan and he just said no.
i would have quarreled with him if my throat was better.

what's worse is that he still came to watch our match
and sat on our bench!
buyaolian.
they said we lost all because of him and had one less impt player.
i hope yithong wont run nationals for him.

nvm its our last match of second round.
its semis next.
top 4 baby!

today is rihanna's 21st birthday!
but she can't celebrate
cos if you havent heard.

she got beaten up by chris brown(yes that's him)!

what an asshole.
plus chris brown's just 20 this year and rihanna is 21 already.

(its small cos its heinous)

she's gonna be the next ambassador for dating violence already.
anyways im just being too free.

math test tmr after school!
muhahahaaha *winks*

worst feeling ever.

I'm at de low of lows right now.
my throat isn't getting any better.
and my ankle still hurts.

this means that I will not be able to play tomorrow already.
cause my leg is wrapped up:(
very very unhappy:|
the doctor took a sharp needle and stabbed it into my ankle.
and the turned and twisted the needle in my leg for like 5 mins?
it felt so damn disgusting
I srsly can't understand Chinese medicine at all luh!

worst is tmr still must go school in slippers.
and cannot play at all!
just sit and watch:(
and I havent fallen so sick for very long already.
it sucks.
and my nose just bled for the third time.
I feel like I have some terminal illness or something luh.
Chinese medicine doesnt help:(

what if you have the heart of a relationship, but no body to grow it in?
it breaks.

i don't wanna be the one.

im feeling much much better now.
though theres still a slight fever and cough.

yes in case you havent heard
we are into top 4!!!!!!!!!!!!
it means that we do not need to shave our heads.
and we get a free meal from coach
and another free meal from mr low.
remember that time i said it didnt look like it was possible?
well anything is possible it seems:)
its been such a long hard tough journey
but at least we made our goal
for three years our bdiv hasnt gotten into top 4
so this year we did ourselves proud.
and it feels great.

i want to freaking play on monday
i dun know if my ankle will allow me to:(

oh today i helped some china tourists go to sentosa!
hahaha see im so super helpful!

oh and btw ip zone is selling jeans for 16 dollars!
yes sixteen dollars!!!!!!!
go get them quick
oh nono dont get them
wait till ive gotten them first.

i love shopping with nicky:D

people think they know what they're getting, and they're always wrong.

A jewel's just a rock put under enormous pressure and heat. Extraordinary things are always hiding in places people never think to look.
- Jodi Picoult

i just finished My Sister's Keeper.
fast right.
damn nice book.
horribly sad endingT.T

falling apart.

short post
because I'm not feeling well at all.

we are into top 4 people!!
we won dunearn today.
infront of so many supporters!:D
and more importantly in front of the aes team.
they were damn rude
we go toilet change they came in to kp
imagine how dumb and retarded it is for a student shorter than jj to be scolding in front of our team
"你zhuai什么zhuai?"
LOL he didn't feel like a stupid retard.
but luckily none of us responded.
he honestly look very funny.
hahaha.
so we won and shut their mouths.
first two quarters dunearn was leading luh.
actually a 14 point lead leh.
but we caught up.
won by 8.
yithong is the star defender!!!!

now I have a throat that hurts and can't talk properly
slight fever
bleeding nose just now.
and a wrapped up ankle.
so not feeling the bests of bests now.
just happy to get into top 4:)

what could have been and should have been.

i feel damn damn bad now.

just now i went to clementi to cut hair
the half-open new shopping centre.
and the psp shop owner recommended me to go a newly open salon upstairs
so i went there lor
and hence i changed my salon!
LOL
then after cutting my hair
imagine my horror when i couldnt find my atm card!!:|
it bastardly disappeared and i didnt have cash with me!
die die.
so i had to go down
and borrow from her.
12 bucks!
and i gave her my number in case she doesnt trust me
but obviously she does luh.
so tmr after our match i'll return her 12 dollars!
but i still feel very bad borrowing money
bleh.

but worse thing is.....
i lost my nets card
and it sucks.
only three people in the world knows the password to it
but the problem is that de password is so obvious!
i shall ask my mum to cancel it immediately.
boo it feels stupid.

the new shopping centre at clementi is teeming with people!
and there are more youngsters there!
haha which is a good thing.
clementi is an aging population.

and if you see me walking with a limp nowadays
its my left ankle
i have no idea why but it freaking hurts like mad when i walk or twist it!
hope it isnt anything serious
but it really hurts.
and im having this bad throat too.

match tmr against dunearn.
3pm
go support if you all can.
its the match that decides if we go top 4 or not.
and we will.
i believe.
and tmr is also run from aes day.
haha joking
their match is after our so we let them see us thrash:D


love has all the lasting permanence of a rainbow - beautiful while it's there, and just as likely to have disappeared by the time you blink.

always where i dont need to be

i dont understand why everybody hates rv
LOL
because we are the underdog?
or isit that we thrash people too much in bball?

damn stupid one la
today those aes people were picking a fight after our match against kranji
apparently they are sore losers.
can i say this
but i dont understand why people cannot be gracious losers luh
so you cant win in bball you wanna win with your fist?
there was this guy in uniform thought i saw staring at him
then walked past us before our match to kp me
den after that in the toilet he came again
say dunno want see what see la ( in chinese )
i merely checked him out head to toe luh.
lay one finger
and they are gonna start hoping they knew i am a blackbelt.
totally uncouth behaviour luh
i always thought their school wasnt that bad luh
haha gave me such a bad impression.
paikia and ahbengs playing basketball.
someone told me hwachong won aes because of brains
mental stamina.
i believe hell damn so.
you know one of them slammed a shoe bag in xumeng's head?
i only heard about it
if i saw it.
he'd wish he didnt do that.

anyways this is de second time people wanna pick fights with us already
and that time on friday we had to run immediately after our game against aes
not because we scared
just wanting to avoid
and then today i had to take 97 back from AYE to school
den after a while back to bloody clementi again.
spoils everything luh.
losers.
not i shouldnt put in that way
shan't stoop down to that level.
ungracious losers.

disclaimer: its my views and thoughts. don't start critizing them till you have walked a mile in our shoes.

i changed my blogskin!
cos i messed my old one up
so might as well change.
i picked this hastily
so tell me if its not nice:)

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i made pengfei tag!
confirms i have a devoted viewer.
hahaha
just joking.
but anyway i do have a split personality.
whether de me on my blog or the me in real life is the REAL me
i dont know.
but i certainly dont share as much things as i do on my blog
well not anymore.

i guess all the bballers are damn well sick of matches and competitions already
its like damn damn tiring for everyone.
even yithong is feeling the fatigue already
he told me he cant wait for competition to be over
haha.
then again
when its all over i dont know what im gonna do lor
then life would become so nothing to do again.

but i hate dragging homework and tests everytime!
it makes me damn pissed lor.
and today i wasnt supposed to take the physics test
then de 4F bballers wanted to take on wed too
i talked to ms tan about it
den in the very end
during cca we had to go speak to ms lim and ms tan about it.
i practically got into an argument with them.
they insisted today take test
and i had so many things to say and retaliate back
but didnt
since they were so intent on us taking the test
and i didnt even fucking study properly for it luh
damn it
but i think it is worse for zilie and jiajun luh
haha completely unfair.
then in the end jeanne lim was like abit guility about forcing zilie and jj to take the test lor.
I THINK
she told them if she could speak to her for a moment
but we walked out on her!
say coach waiting:D

i did my ss assignment all on my own!
except confirming with sw the grouping of sources
i did the inferences all on my freaking own!
for once im doing homework.
even if i fail i'd be proud of it.

if you took every memory, every moment, and stretched them end to end - they'd reach forever.

but then again is there forever?
do i believe in forever?
did i?
what did my blog title stand for then?

rv bball for the win.

we won again:)
our morale is getting higher with every match we win
the final score was 61-23
sian almost 40 points right.
and you know we are like de only team in our group who wins opponents more than ten points.
assumption lost de tough fight against hwa chong with 3 points lor
hci's pointguard number 11 saved de day.
three pointer.
clutch play.

so tmrs training.
den Wednesday match again.
and I still owe a physics test.
and gonna owe a geog test on Friday again.
shit LOL.
but luckily for me my results aren't very bad luh.
heng lor.
but I think its gonna take its toll sooner or later.
but who cares.
to me and I guess everyone in de team
top 4 is de priority
over anything else.

and haha ive been competing against pengfei alot
and he lost me in two tests already
but graded assignment he got higher than me:|
hehe its just to push us along lor!
some kind of motivation for me luh
dunno what he thinks about it.
right tablemate?:D

coach says he treats us a meal if we get into top 4
den alston low added that he will too.
great.
our hair is saved and we get to have free meals.
good right!!
jiayous people.

went to de city vibe at clementi there.
first time ive been there.
not fully opened yet but still something new luh.
saw my friend there!
haha de psp shop owner
she's like damn busy there lor. new shop ma:)
we ate mos burger and bought sweet talk
nice place for food luh
got sakae and ramen leh
jap food!
plus sumo house 3 mins away
omg I live clementi already.

blogging on my phone sucks but I lazy on comp.

no more seoul garden ever.

I think my insides are pretty much cleaned out from all de carbon and charcoal I ate.
just came back from seoul garden at causeway point.
and our seat sucked
no damn aircon
not no aircon luh
just far from de bloody vent
and it practically stinks dere
and it clings onto your shirt
and makes you smell like black pepper beef all the way home.

de bballers went there to celebrate our team getting into second round
and. darren's bdae.
but it was not worth lor
guess de price.
11(12?) people eat right
total price is 331 bucks leh
siao one.
first time I ate out without an adult for more than 100 bucks.
and de food wasnt very good
yeah what to say buffet right
but no sushi and many things I saw de last time I went to orchards sg.
and de smell wasnt that bad lor.
I'm not going back ever. I hope.
even when we go to de new school campus and jp has it. LOL.
it sucks.

when you only have a hammer, everything looks like a nail.

so damn striking and true right.
when I read this I was struck.
haha.
then I thought.

when you have nobody, everything seems to come in pairs.

we were boxing the stars.

i still haven't gotten over yesterday's win.
hahahaha
its simply unbelievable luh
make us so damn proud of it
and proved to everyone that we are not a weak team
physically and in terms of skill.
and i should go cut my hair already
because i'm sure that we dont have to cut botak anymore:D
and now the bet is that if our C'DIV can get into top 4 we cut botak
LOL
just joking luh.

today is valentine's day!
just another day.
i bought two books
My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult
and
God Is Not Great by i forgot who(and lazy to check)
page one was having this 20%-30% discount
hehes.
if you havent realised my blog doesnt have much of those italics at the end of the post
and those shit that make you infer this and that anymore.
hahahaha
is it boring?
i think so.
that's because my life became alot whole simpler
and i stopped reading books for quite a while already.

aiyo why is slumdog millionaire NC16 lor
its so nice to watch(i actually downloaded their soundtracks)
so sad you all cant watch!:D
okay not all cause we are 16 this year
hahahaha.
its like a few f-words here and there lor-.-

taekwondo later!
ponned last week's tkd
because of bball at coach's house
see im always compromising my goals for others.
dang.
anyways i ordered a new uniform:D
the "senior" uniform quality:)
and it doesnt cost much haha
$100 deposit already.


it dont compare to this shit that i'm feeling.

deceiving and deluding.

today is friday the 13th!
but we didnt have bad luck
definitely not at all.

we won by 26 points against assumption english!
surprised everyone by what we could do.
it was a damn rough game with plenty of technical and flagrant fouls.
super tense atmosphere that a fight might break out
hahaha but at least we never let our emotions wild
heng.
immediately after our match we took our bags and siam-ed de place as fast as possible
took 166 back to school to train:|
reached at 2 pm lor.
very sian one played whole day.
anyways back to point.
after today's match i believe we are much more confident now
and i think that we do not have to cut botak woohoo!:D
so let's rock on team:)

im like so dead for next week already.
mon wed and friday have match
thats like almost everyday bball
and then still got phy chem and math test?
thats totally crazy
and im still trying to cope with my studies alone.
teacher teach new stuff i also not there for lessons
grrrrrrrrrrrr.

haha whats the big fuss about valentines day LOL.
people wasting money and buying all those presents and goodies.
i have every right to say this because i only got presents(not even counted as presents) from four people.
but the best present is still our win:D

sitting on top of the world.

the next huge song!

Halo - Beyoncé
Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
Woah...

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo)

Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Ouuuuu ouuuuu ouuuuu

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo

Halo by Beyoncé.

i have extremely good news.
wanted to blog about it yesterday
but i so dumb
thought today have chem test
den i went to actually mug for it
never even come online
who knew today dont have chem
anyways
we are like in the best group we could possibly be in luh.
so we have a very very very very goood chance of getting into top 4
no point going into details you people wont understand.
we just have to face two challenges
Assumption English
and
Hwa Chong.
wish us best of luck tmr against AES.

im gonna predict that in pursuing one of my goals out of three for this year
im gonna compromise another one.
all these leaving class early for match is gonna take a damn good toll on my studies
i dunno like pon how many lessons already
tmr 9.30 leave class leh
first period den break siam already
shit shit shit man.

speaking of compromise
today's little speech was crap.
hahahaha i call it little because all the content is repetitive.
and in case you found " compromise your integrity" weird
there is such a term
haha.

an endangering, esp. of reputation; exposure to danger, suspicion, etc.: a compromise of one's integrity.

but i really thought the scolding was crap.
what can you do if they already heard the answers to it?
doesnt mean you teachers should put the classes down
saying its impossible they can get all A1s
though we do know they cheat
but still means that you don't believe they can get all A1s
its like an entire insult already
apart from the fact you pick out classes.
just so sad RV is such a competitive environment
people need our grades
thats the way the education system is now
so who is to blame?
who are the victims of circumstances.

they say what goes up must come down.
i haven't reached my cruising altitude.

每次我总独自远走。

today's training is super tiring.
immediately coach came and asked us to run suicides cause we were taking too long.
and its like not more than 5 mins after i ran 2.4km.
so i think i spent the half hour after running suicides trying to catch my breath
while doing some stupid drill that requires running-.-
and than he train our formation
5v5 slow motion.
LOL and my team is like the second team for the b'div
so towards the end me and joshua were like pretty pissed that the teams were so unbalanced and they could score but we couldnt.
not pretty pissed luh
quite very pissed.
hahaha i havent gotten quite over it.

and yeah songwei is really a mean ass today!!!
purposely one
so idiotic.
hmph.


显微镜里看爱情
残酷的放大所有爱的原因
遇见你之后爱上你
然后恨透你
原来爱是回不去的旅行
亲爱的让我忘
记你那些事情我终于看仔细

早知如此。

we won again today
by a mere 20 points.
we were expected better.
sian now we are really having hesitations about second round already lor.
because the teams coming up are not gonna be easy.
geesh.
rv b'div jy for second round!
die also must pia:D
if not we will all lose our hair.

i have no freaking idea what wrong is with the school.
why cant we just hand homework up to teachers hardcopy style?
why must go to some stupid ePortfolio to hand in our stuff
oh yarh and our ivle is also full of junk.
and then they still want us to hand in the hardcopy to them too.
its an entirely bad attempt at trying to use technology
because its so super dumb.
what if some people dont have printer leh?
like me.
everytime ask ppl print this print that. grrrrrr.
if i was a teacher i would rather mark something tangible.
lets have lessons online too.

breathe slow.

i just heard this song after posting the previous post!
so here i am again LOL.
new next week on 987fm.
nice song:D



I'm running out of patients
'Cos I can't believe what the hell
I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That I am feeling

I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control oh woah woah
Good for you bad for me
When I can hardly see
From the tears that flow oh woah

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure

Not guuna lie
Or even try
You've got my wheel spinning
And I ain't the one to shoot
The gun
'Cos that means you will be
Winning oh yeah

I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control oh woah woah
Good for you bad for me
When I can hardly see
From the tears that flow oh woah

Ohh oh ooh
Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure

Somebody better hold me back
You're lucky I know how to act
(So lucky ain't gunna attack)
I'm being calm and cool
But believe me you
It's taking everything to just
Breathe breathe breathe...

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose comp- oh oh oh 'sure

never say [n]ever.

tomorrow's the day!!!!
final match of round 1
versus pioneer secondary
we should be able to win them
in fact we are expected to thrash them
but better not set our sights too high
like we did on friday.

slumdog millionaire is nice!!!!
very cool
they told a person's story through a gameshow.
its about this poor and uneducated person who came from the slums who went to India's Who Wants To Be A Millionaire
and he won 20million rupees
then the police captured him
though he had cheated because normal ppl cant even get pass 1 million
then he told the police that he knew all the questions
because the questions asked and answers all had links with his life
except the last one
which i think he guessed.
LOL.
its nice!!!:D

jiayous for tomorrow ppl.

I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)
I don't (don't know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so
I'll wait (I'll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come)
Pick us up off the floor
What did you possibly expect under this condition so

Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..
Just dark blue

This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down
And now all I can see are the planets in a row
Suggesting it's best that I slow down

This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning dark blue

We were boxing
We were boxing the stars
We were boxing (we were boxing)
You were swinging for Mars
And then the water reached the West Coast
And took the power lines (the power lines)
And it was me and you (this could last forever)
And the whole town under water
There was nothing we could do
It was dark blue

Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the room could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue

If you've ever been alone in the dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know (you'll know)

i forgot where i heard this.
oh i know liao
the stupid psl thing
which i sat and sweated my ass out in.
in case you dont already know the title
its like so freaking obvious.

I'm fine without you.

I never thought I could spend de day just like that.
blogging with my iPhone because I dun wanna disturb de ppl sleeping.
I really never though I could.
haha well I did
and its an improvement.

just got home and bathed
went to coach's house to train
Monday we have de final match of round one
after it better not be all downhill from here.

I was out de entire day today
mostly for tuition
ate lunch outside
den go home for one hour have some maggi mee and then go to coach house again
and just had supper outside too.
so busy right.
I feel so bad I pon tkd
what about my senior second dan!:|
haha but I enjoy being with bballers better.

ive been saying I want to go gym I want to go gym for three weeks liao
but still havent go
so guilty luh
den Monday got match cannot go again
shit man shit.
ive been so damn hectic since school started.
which I feel is a damn good thing.

I watched slumdog millionaire halfway!
downloaded it
super good video and audio quality
haha. and the shows not bad too
quite cool. and tells alot about india's way of life
why am I typing like in SMS-.-

happy new day!
00.01 as I type this
just wishing my blog
because.
because.

nothing left to beg for.

we played like shit today.
yeah we won but we still played like total shit.
our goal was to aim for 100 points
and look where we got-.-
52 points only
damn.
and today we realised our chances of getting into top 4
and it isnt that very high.
i dont wanna cut botak
and if we keep playing like today we would just lose every game in the second round.

well at least it better be a wake up call.

i think i am having serious back problems
my lower back is aching like mad!
and everytime i run long distances it makes me slow down
its like damn pain luh
i dunno what the hell is happening.
and my left knee is also getting worse and more worse.

its like this litle box in my heart
a Pandora's box
just that it doesn't contain all the evil things.
and i know i don't wanna open it
but i don't know why i keep opening it.
and what happened to Pandora?
the tears started to flow.

gimme a padlock
and throw the keys away.
because i can't throw the box away.

会有那么一天。

i was like phew the day is finally over.

like 2.4 run sucked because my back gave way before my body did.
so i slowed down at the end because my back was aching like mad
but i wasnt even panting luh.
could have ran faster if pengfei was running
so have motivation to beat him ma.

then recess we celebrated pengfei's birthday!
happy birthday tablemate!!!:D
hahahaha
veron brought the moist choc cake we bought yest to school.
its nice lor
see i have so good taste.
and they started smearing cake all over other peoples faces
my pe shirt kena
and i did something totally stupid
they playing with the cake and the cake drop right
den i stretched my leg out leh!!!
>.<
so like basic instinct luh
like want to save the ball like that so dumb right
don't laugh.
and now my shoe have a chocolate stain:|

tomorrow is match day!
finally
after so long dont have match liao
against yuanching secondary
hmmm but everyone has cca
only bballers will be going i bet.
plus a few others only luh.

如果没有如果

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手
有个人說
世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前 你卻不知道我愛你
我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手
如果 如果 如果 如果 如果
最後變成路過 我也不能接受
錯過 錯過 錯過 錯過 錯過
我比你更難過 不會一錯再錯
我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
別怕太快樂(別怕太快樂)
別怕失去我~~
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手
快牽起我的手
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱
沒有如果
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手
如果我說 愛我沒有如果

huh chinese song hur.
its nice:)
heard it on mtv.

back home!
just in time before it poured.

went vivo with veron just now to buy a cake for pengfei!
well it was supposed to be a surprised but i guess he knows anyway
hahaha
we chose for so damn long luh.
indecisive one-.-
so settled on a moist choc cake by secret recipe after visiting breadtalk, bakerzin, secret recipe, ben and jerrys' and hagen daz.
you know hagen daz icecream cakes are priced like 3 digits!
and they look damn nice.

and i made veron bring the cake back!
muhahaha
cos if i brought the cake bet home my dad will surely nag about what alot money buy stuff huh and still got what alot free time go vivo-.-
so you better understand k!
hahaha

sian tmr got 2.4km run
bio test
and el essay.
super sian.
i shall go and find all de info i can get about the essay:|

My Life Would Suck WIthout You - Kelly Clarkson

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

(Chorus)
Cuz we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong
For tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out I'm nothing without you

(Chorus)

Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you,
But I can't let you go,
Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together now, (yeah yeah)
Forever united here somehow, (yeah)
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Cuz we belong (yeah) together now (together now), (yeah)
Forever united here somehow, (yeah)
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

i always tot nobody hears the songs i put up here
haha
until alvin said he does.
so here's another song
well at least now i know someone will hear it.
but this song is very overrated somehow
top song on apple.com
when i've never heard of it -.-

hah
today's temperature taking exercise was total crap.
i mean it is just very pathetic that our school has to make such a big fuss out of people not bringing their thermometers right.
parents letter indeed.
how bout calling it a way of trying to portray what's called making a mountain out of a molehill?
and ms tan was going " im so proud of all of you for bringing your thermometers"
no wonder ppl say rv is competitive.
and hey pengfei's thermometer had no battery at all luh.
get a life.

today's training was so so fast paced.
coach came so damn early
and immediately made us do stuff le
den when it rained for a little while den stopped he immediately asked us to go back down and shoot free throws.
den whole training only have one break
he gave us time to drink water later but we sat down and rested for awhile he bloody scolded us.
last training before a match must cramp everything we can learn into it!!!!!:|
im so not coming tomorrow for the A div' training i tell you.
everything's so demanding.

shit writer's block you know.
heck
bye.

do you know?

Do you know?

Do you know?
Do you know?

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a
rush to throw you away.
Do you know, do you know, do you know,do ya?
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has
changed.
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the
minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things
it took to save us
I could fix the pain that
bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge
and I don't know what else
to give.

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a
rush to throw you away.
Do you know, do you know, do you know,do ya?
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has
changed.
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never ever happened to me.
(Do you know)
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next
thing life could be

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a
rush to throw you away.
Do you know, do you know, do you know,do ya?
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has
changed.
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a
rush to throw you away.
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know
the lock on the door has
changed.
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know?

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a
rush to throw you away
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock
on the door has changed
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?


[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
(you don't know how it feels)
loving someone that's in a
rush to throw you away
(you don't know how it feels)
Do you know what it feels like
(you don't know how it feels)
to be the last one to know the lock
on the door has changed
(you don't know how it feels)

Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know, do you know,do you know, do ya?

i love this song!
it makes me feel damn high!;D