to how we used to be

qingdao on WEDNESDAY!!
lets hope its fun.
though it isnt fun now.
cos im only halfway done with packing.
boo.
have i told you how many times i hate packing!
now i'll tell you again.
I HATE PACKING!!

have this sudden urge to go and do alot of things.
but you know
im so tired:(

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.

love this song loads.
can't get sick of hearing it:D

the kind of flawless i wish i could be

theres this very very nice show on TVBS
its called 牵牛花开的日子
i think.
its such a great show!!
so moving
so close to heart.
and so i catch it everyday:D

you know theres alot i wanna say
alot i wanna tell.
theres just so much of my life that i wanna share.
but i just dont find meaning in typing it here for everyone to see
it is as good as pointless:|
cause when i say it here
i dont get a reply back.
bleh.

now im thinking
what do i do from now to 25th nov?
and den from 3rd dec to jan?
what in the world am i gonna do to fill my time!?
this sucks
totally.

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

where are you?
where did i lose you?

now you're halfway out the door

dunno what to blog about
LOL.

anyway since alvin love songs
here's a great cover
Forever & Always by taylor swift
covered by i dunno who.
but its a nice song.
especially when its played with a piano.

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?
'cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me?

'cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure

So here's everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, I don't think so

Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything

'cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, you said forever and always I don't think so yeah

speaking of taylor swift

MTV Shows

lol

and

"There was no upstaging Taylor Swift at the 43rd Annual CMA Awards in Nashville on Wednesday night. The 19-year-old singer/songwriter became the youngest-ever winner of the entertainer of the year award and captured four trophies in all."
"She also scored awards for best female vocalist, best album (Fearless) and best music video ("Love Story"), adding good-naturedly while accepting the vocalist award: "I want to thank every single person in this room tonight for not running up on the stage during this speech.""
"Co-hosts Brad Paisley and Carrie Underwood also poked fun at Taylor's encounter with Kanye West at the "2009 MTV Video Music Awards," singing: "Mamas don't let your babies grow up to be Kanye … because cowboys have manners, they don't interrupt.""
wahahaha.
taken from Entertainment Tonight

oh yes i remember sth!
she got those awards yesterday
November 11th
which is the exact same date she released her Fearless album last year
cool!

okay im too bored.

fell in love without you

cant tuesday just come right now and go right away!
den we will all be free
its so weird to have the thought that
"no, technically exams aren't over"
sucks.

chinese sucks luh.
no idea why we have to spend ten years of education on it
spend money to take an examination
just to prove that yes
you are good at your mother tongue
you dont need to give a shit about it for the rest of your life.
its terrible.
we dont need it.
thing about language is
we cant prove one's capability in it through an exam paper.
plus
we spend almost all our time immersed in english!
i think in english all the time its abit tough to translate it to chinese and write it luh.
i predict that after i drop chinese
i will never ever write a single chinese word again:D

theres just so many things i want in life.
never thought i wanted you.

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore,
Staring up at the planes that aren't there anymore.
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me,
Running into the dark underground,
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue. Farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time

When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn't let me sign on?
All my islands have sunk in the deep,
So I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights,
When we count all the ship lights.
I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow

So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love
All the time

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
Only time, only time

When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together is just never quite enough,
When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?

All the time

what will it take to make or break this hint of love.
tell me.

love apple!!!!
check this out
http://www.apple.com/getamac/ads/
damn funny!!!
check out the previous years ones:D

vanilla twilight

i decided to start blogging again.
i hope this time i can last:D
cos im simply too bored at home luh.
or maybe its because that when you have nobody to share with
you have to find an outlet to say them out
or in this case
in prose.

have you ever woke up everyday with this pang of regret and guilt in your heart everyday?
and you drag yourself off the bed with this heavy heart
and wonder
'if i could only try again'
maybe things aren't that simple
maybe you cant try to take a basketball shot at the same spot at the same time and in the same circumstances for the second time.
maybe you cannot watch a live show the second time
cause all you can do is the record it down
and play it over and over again,
trying to get back the same feeling as it will be on live
yet it won't be.
but maybe,
if you believe
you can.

my favourite band of the week is Owl City

the songs are fantastic
the lyrics and the tempo too.
the electronic genre is damn nice to listen to when on the road
makes me feel alive.
the singer is Adam Young



The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

LOVE THIS SONG
fireflies IS SO OLD!
someone buy the album for me please!


Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Because your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later because we wasted all our free time alone
- Rainbow Veins, Owl City