vanilla twilight

i decided to start blogging again.
i hope this time i can last:D
cos im simply too bored at home luh.
or maybe its because that when you have nobody to share with
you have to find an outlet to say them out
or in this case
in prose.

have you ever woke up everyday with this pang of regret and guilt in your heart everyday?
and you drag yourself off the bed with this heavy heart
and wonder
'if i could only try again'
maybe things aren't that simple
maybe you cant try to take a basketball shot at the same spot at the same time and in the same circumstances for the second time.
maybe you cannot watch a live show the second time
cause all you can do is the record it down
and play it over and over again,
trying to get back the same feeling as it will be on live
yet it won't be.
but maybe,
if you believe
you can.

my favourite band of the week is Owl City

the songs are fantastic
the lyrics and the tempo too.
the electronic genre is damn nice to listen to when on the road
makes me feel alive.
the singer is Adam Young



The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

LOVE THIS SONG
fireflies IS SO OLD!
someone buy the album for me please!


Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Because your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later because we wasted all our free time alone
- Rainbow Veins, Owl City