I'm really struggling to keep myself updated on this blog and stuff. nothing much really to post about since I cannot post about things that happen in camp if not I may get into trouble. I'll just say that being in NS has made me realise that people are different, in so many ways. and more often than not, you find yourself having to compromise to withstand their attitudes and characters. and much more often than not than not (don't know how this works), I find out that alot of people suck. yes they do suck. why do some people just have such unacceptable concept of life and mentality I fail to understand. I guess I probably have to live with them then. its not like in school, you can choose who you wanna be with and stay away from all the weirdos. you're stuck with them for five days a week for a good few months at least. patience, I tell myself. its a virtue.
probably another reason why I don't have anything to say to this blog is because what I need to complain to, need to talk about, I already have someone for it. nothing beats having a human being to share things with I guess. better than talking to a wall. of course, everyone has their wall at some time. we weren't made to be gullible and innocent and all trusting of people. I can understand that fully and don't expect anyone to ignore it. its not like I wont defend myself when the time comes. probably it just needs time for us to see who's on your side of the wall and who shouldn't be. I still trust you all the same. Love you all the same.
this one's for you
and the world.
you're the one i can live for, a reason for life.
