what a cute series. more importantly its taken with a sony DSLR(not mine). hahaha.
Could it really be all that simple? Could romantic love and platonic love and parental love all be different facets of the same diamond- brilliant, no matter which face is turned up to the sun.
does not necessarily means love, could be anything else but i just cant think of it.
why is my luck running out just already. just when i got over the stress of the GP essay den came the lit essay and then Chem test. and the week after i still have Math! and today i learnt that my msg is 2.00. with or without GP added in. that sucks luh. i expect myself to do better and trust me i will. i just have to get my Chem and Math grades up. argh which is like the next two tests! worse still for the past four years i havent been able to celebrate my birthday in school! even if i did it was during an exam. not much of a difference heh.
today some retarded uncle was smoking on the upper deck. i completely stared at him. well what else can i do im in my god damn uniform. anyway he made me despise smokers a whole damn lot. i know that its a personal choice but when their personal choices start interfering with my choice to be free(from smoke), it offends. it is really pathetic how he cant just wait till he gets off the stop. come on face it its not at all wise to be smoking in Singapore. each packet of cigarettes cost 11 dollars a pack?! i can solve my three meals in less than that amount of money. with much more satisfaction i bet.
two days ago i saw that the sch SMS(send me suggestion) noticeboard was pathetically empty, so i wrote a comment: "please turn off the SC room lights when not in use". because it was clearly empty with all the lights on. so i left it at there and when i walked past it after school the SUGGESTION was gone. with all the other older ones before mine still there.
well i guess we all make mistakes hur? or rather we all have something to be ashamed of.
those memories are the pillars i built my life on. but hiding behind them are the other memories, the ones that peek out only when i let down my guard. so i'll keep my guard up.
this is why i support Sony. their new technology is good. this camera is going to be revolutionary and if you cant afford a DSLR i seriously suggest you get this when it is out! it has no mirrors inside, therefore making it more compact, but in fact i think it has a better camera sensor than my own DSLR, an EXMOR HD sensor because of its sensor i believe it can produce DSLR quality photos(or close) and it has interchangeable lenses too. just the way i like it:D with an external flashunit. and oh it can shoot 1080p HD video.
There's one kind of love. Everyone's born with a ragged edge, and some crave for the peice that's a perfect fit.Yyou'll search for it forever, if you have to. And if you're lucky enough to find it, it looks so right, you start to tear at your own seams, thinking, maybe i could look just as perfect. But then, of course, when you try to get close to their other half, you don't fit anymore.
that kind of love... you come out of it a different person than you were when you started.
i don't know why i decided to blog again but i know this wont last. just using this as a portal to express what i think i guess. well lets promise myself everything here would be on a surface level nothing more i hope.
anyway lets see, whats new in life. A new DSLR, a few burned pockets, a crushed knuckle a changed and less rebellious me. the only thing im happy about is perhaps the new DSLR. cos it doesn't seem like anything changed at all- do not try to infer too much. and yeah i love my new DSLR. but yet it all seems to link up. ever since i injured my hand i stopped playing basketball because i just couldn't! so i went to photography club and everything is so different. you tell yourself people change things change. Hearts change. so yeah i guess its about time i start getting used to it and you to start getting used to me. i've become more passive and less agressive(well its the same thing i know). just like today in tkd some freaking white belt was really getting on my nerves thinking that he knew that much and was taking the teaching into his own hands. i could have just told him off and give him the worst dressing down he could get but i dint. lets all learn to tolerate shall we. anyway there's not many things that irritate me much nowadays cause its just repetitive. life is as circular as it gets. its all about going to school, having lessons, starving to save up, going home, sleeping. well at least this is something new. speaking of starving i'm already so damn used to it. its nice to know that i can save so much money by saving my allowance. but hey money is never enough is it. or rather, DLSR lenses are never enough.
but hey my views on certain topics hasn't changed much. just like the school student counsel committee. everyone knows how much of a facade it really is. almost everyone of the people i know who are there are there for their god forsaken portfolio. go figure. now we have a new president; who really cares? call me sour grapes and I'll tell you that i despise grapes. anyway i just figure that i should live my life and not give a shit about others. but whatever i choose to judge you is my choice. which i dont mind sharing because i really think its bullshit. really.
hey who says the volcano erupting is bad? i instead think that it saves the earth rather. a volcano eruption spews so much particles that reflects the sun's rays away and provide a cooling effect on the Earth. after all Krakatoa caused a world wide drop in temperature of about 2 degrees Fahrenheit. well i may be wrong for all i know but the number of planes that the volcano stopped really did let mankind reflect on his thirst for transportation. all look, less planes in the air, less fuel burnt. do you know how much CO2 is released just keeping a few tonnes of metal and people in the air? well i don't, do you? maybe we should all let climate change and disaster take over the world. then humans would really learn our lesson wouldnt we?
i once shared with a friend that life is a play, and we get to choose the actors in our life. we get to choose who to play the leading roles and who to play the side roles. however what we don't get to choose is what the actors will say and do in our life. i.e, we are not the directors of our life. so to not risk it, i choose my actors properly. (remember: i said as surface level as possible)
this post is dedicated to Alvin, who kept asking me to update this blog, well here it is.
Sparks fly, it’s like electricity I might die, when I forget how to breath You get closer and there’s no where In this world I’d rather be Time stops, like everything around me is frozen And that the night is the thieves Few moments when you open My mind to things I’ve never seen
Chorus Cause when I’m kissin u my senses come alive Almost like the puzzle piece I’ve been tryin to find Falls right into place you’re all that it takes My doubts fade away when I’m kissing you When I’m kissin u it all starts making sense And all the questions I’ve been asking in my head Like are you the one should I really trust How clear it becomes when I’m kissing you
Past loves they never got really far Walls of pictures I’ve got in my heart And I promise I wouldn’t do this Till I knew it was right for me
But no one (no one) no guy that I met before Could make me (make me) feel so right and secure And have you noticed I loose my focus And the world around me disappears Chorus Cause when I’m kissin u my senses come alive Almost like the puzzle piece I’ve been tryin to find Falls right into place you’re all that it takes My doubts fade away when I’m kissing you When I’m kissin u it all starts making sense And all the questions I’ve been asking in my head Like are you the one should I really trust How clear it becomes when I’m kissing you
Bridge I’ve never felt nothing like this You’re makin me open up No point in even tryin to fight this It kinda feels like it’s love
Chorus Cause when I’m kissin u my senses come alive Almost like the puzzle piece I’ve been tryin to find Falls right into place you’re all that it takes My doubts fade away when I’m kissing you When I’m kissin u it all starts making sense And all the questions I’ve been asking in my head Like are you the one should I really trust How clear it becomes when I’m kissing you
