we lost.
damn we shouldn't have.
just that today our morale hit an all time low.
first our bus downsized to the minibus
and then xumeng left his jersey in school and had to get alfreda cab it here just in time.
then Mr low had to make things worse and scold him.
i shan't blame Mr low larh (..........) -.-
but seriously i don't think we should give our key player a dressing down just before a crucial match like this.
we almost got thrashed
was losing 30 + points before we caught up at ended 12 points down.
damn emo la everybody.
there goes all our hopes of going into the second round of nationals.
i guess we should put our expectations too high.
we already achieved our west zone top 4 and it should be enough.
apparently it isn't.
next match is on friday
against queensway.
with a 1.95m tall jiajun and johann who can dunk.
i guess we have to win it no matter what
we just can't take it lying down to be swept in nationals!
and if anglican win north vista more
and we win queensway by 14 points or more
we might get into top 4.
due to some complicated deduction.
haish.
not in the best of moods exactly.
i went clementi with nicky after the match to eat at sumo house.
just the two of us cos both of us are impatient freaks who cant bother waiting for the rest.
so we ate a little..... and talked ALOT.
talk about things we normally do
talk about everything.
past present future.
i never knew i could tell a guy that much though.
hahahaha but its good to talk to someone of cause.
reached home at 7.45.
i feel like a free man now
like totally free cos there isnt anybody much that cares about me.
but nicky is the best
he's mum is gone for taiwan for good and he's completing his studies here.
good right!
spore time:D
Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
damn regret.
why am i here!
man i should really stop blogging.
hahahaha
habit i guess.
i bought SPORE!
no not singapore.
but the game that was created in singapore
called SPORE.
its like building your own character and creating it the way you want it
though its not really a guy game.
but i think its quite cool!
hahaha dont laugh.
important match tomorrow!
perhaps the most important through our whole journey of competition.
its a all or nothing game.
win we are safe.
lose and we are first round knockouts of the nationals!
so wish us luck
cause if we get into the second round of nationals
den we beat calvin chia's batch cos they were first round knockouts!
hahaha but yeah we cant compare with our seniors:D
one example of words not being able to capture everything.
there is words for wives who lose their husbands and children who lose their parents.
widows and orphans.
but theres no word for a parent who loses a child.
The moon is shining bright
The mood is feeling right
I’ll kiss you on your neck
People will stare but we won’t care
We’re high above the ground
We’re nowhere to be found
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again
Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is time for you
To sit and pretend
Damn regret, I’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m real fine
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?
I’m wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason left for me to care
Distracted by the sound
I hear footsteps all around
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again
Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is time for you
To sit and pretend
Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?
You’re the only one I turn to
When I feel like no one’s there
And when I’m lonely in my darkest hour
You give me the power
To sit and pretend
Damn regret, I’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?
Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
you know when we always say something is too late.
its because we always dont cherish it when it passed by
then we regret and console ourselves by saying its too late.
we all still manage to screw up
man i should really stop blogging.
hahahaha
habit i guess.
i bought SPORE!
no not singapore.
but the game that was created in singapore
called SPORE.
its like building your own character and creating it the way you want it
though its not really a guy game.
but i think its quite cool!
hahaha dont laugh.
important match tomorrow!
perhaps the most important through our whole journey of competition.
its a all or nothing game.
win we are safe.
lose and we are first round knockouts of the nationals!
so wish us luck
cause if we get into the second round of nationals
den we beat calvin chia's batch cos they were first round knockouts!
hahaha but yeah we cant compare with our seniors:D
one example of words not being able to capture everything.
there is words for wives who lose their husbands and children who lose their parents.
widows and orphans.
but theres no word for a parent who loses a child.
The moon is shining bright
The mood is feeling right
I’ll kiss you on your neck
People will stare but we won’t care
We’re high above the ground
We’re nowhere to be found
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again
Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is time for you
To sit and pretend
Damn regret, I’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m real fine
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?
I’m wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason left for me to care
Distracted by the sound
I hear footsteps all around
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again
Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is time for you
To sit and pretend
Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?
You’re the only one I turn to
When I feel like no one’s there
And when I’m lonely in my darkest hour
You give me the power
To sit and pretend
Damn regret, I’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?
Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
you know when we always say something is too late.
its because we always dont cherish it when it passed by
then we regret and console ourselves by saying its too late.
whats more amazing is that even though that's become second nature to us;
evolution is about how it took some dong to get from a point where there was nothing, to a point where all the right neurons fire and pop so that we can make decisions.
we all still manage to screw up
Saturday, March 28, 2009
sick and tired of what life holds.
guess what i did for earth hour!:D
hahaha
i totally forgot about it
or rather it was the last thing on my mind.
cause of what?
i was playing ball at coach's house.
he was damn pissed damn only a few came and we came late too.
then he made us train
freaking train!
we are supposed to be there to play 5v5
and just because of his little temper we had to train!
well we are used to getting scolded by him for nothing anyway.
it was like miss a shot run all the way to the baseline in the most tired way possible and back
den shoot again.
its kinda stressing to know that you have to put the ball in if not run.
den we went without water and trained for like at least 1 and a half hour.
and he gave a talk about things
like how come yt can run cross country and play a match on the same day. ( check out how hiong it is at the starting line-.-)
and he complained his complains to us.
hahahaha.
ask always.
next week's an important week for bballers
monday we have a match against north vista and friday against queensway.
to get into second round we have to win both.
not easy
but achievable.
plus i have a stupid bio test and physics test
thankfully physics test is last period of friday and i have comp!
provided ms tan lets me take the week after
if not i wouldnt have time to study and den fail again:(
i cannot fail again!
i shall study tmr since i effectively wasted a whole saturday.
see me online ask me to go offline okay!
except in the evening la.
im thinking whether i should still keep this blog anot already.
its tiring keeping up with updates.
anws not much people read it anyway also
and what's the point of writing out everything to show you ppl.
that is, if you think i write out EVERYTHING here.
i should keep things to myself already.
i might.
hahaha
i totally forgot about it
or rather it was the last thing on my mind.
cause of what?
i was playing ball at coach's house.
he was damn pissed damn only a few came and we came late too.
then he made us train
freaking train!
we are supposed to be there to play 5v5
and just because of his little temper we had to train!
well we are used to getting scolded by him for nothing anyway.
it was like miss a shot run all the way to the baseline in the most tired way possible and back
den shoot again.
its kinda stressing to know that you have to put the ball in if not run.
den we went without water and trained for like at least 1 and a half hour.
and he gave a talk about things
like how come yt can run cross country and play a match on the same day. ( check out how hiong it is at the starting line-.-)
and he complained his complains to us.
hahahaha.
ask always.
next week's an important week for bballers
monday we have a match against north vista and friday against queensway.
to get into second round we have to win both.
not easy
but achievable.
plus i have a stupid bio test and physics test
thankfully physics test is last period of friday and i have comp!
provided ms tan lets me take the week after
if not i wouldnt have time to study and den fail again:(
i cannot fail again!
i shall study tmr since i effectively wasted a whole saturday.
see me online ask me to go offline okay!
except in the evening la.
im thinking whether i should still keep this blog anot already.
its tiring keeping up with updates.
anws not much people read it anyway also
and what's the point of writing out everything to show you ppl.
that is, if you think i write out EVERYTHING here.
i should keep things to myself already.
i might.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
its keeps getting worse
i reached home at 8pm today!
latest already.
cause i played ball in school till like 6.45 pm
i played plenty of bball today!
in fact i exercised so much today im gonna conk out already.
reached sch at 6.50
went to jog about seven rounds for fun.
den after pe during break played bball
after school still play like from 3.45 all the way till 6.45 lor-.-
damn fun la
own ppl and scoring and everything.
basketball is the only thing i can drown myself in and forget everything else.
going to school and coming home alone is healing!
i love taking the bus with my ipod plugged in and just watching de scenery fly past.
and then think about life
think about everything that should be
everything that could be and might be (gawd i love modals)
and think about what would happen if things went the other way
though its saddening sometimes
but its a chance for me to reflect on my life and learn to take chances more seriously.
then maybe next time i wouldnt do the same stupid thing again.
and maybe
things can turn out the way i wanted it to be.
i have this perception that things
like feelings thoughts and stuff
can only be described as much as words let it be.
twenty six letters in the alphabet
only.
sometimes things just cannot be portrayed with words
words dont paint a picture even close enough to the real thing at all.
just like how some people
are only as good as how they seem to be.
latest already.
cause i played ball in school till like 6.45 pm
i played plenty of bball today!
in fact i exercised so much today im gonna conk out already.
reached sch at 6.50
went to jog about seven rounds for fun.
den after pe during break played bball
after school still play like from 3.45 all the way till 6.45 lor-.-
damn fun la
own ppl and scoring and everything.
basketball is the only thing i can drown myself in and forget everything else.
going to school and coming home alone is healing!
i love taking the bus with my ipod plugged in and just watching de scenery fly past.
and then think about life
think about everything that should be
everything that could be and might be (gawd i love modals)
and think about what would happen if things went the other way
though its saddening sometimes
but its a chance for me to reflect on my life and learn to take chances more seriously.
then maybe next time i wouldnt do the same stupid thing again.
and maybe
things can turn out the way i wanted it to be.
i have this perception that things
like feelings thoughts and stuff
can only be described as much as words let it be.
twenty six letters in the alphabet
only.
sometimes things just cannot be portrayed with words
words dont paint a picture even close enough to the real thing at all.
just like how some people
are only as good as how they seem to be.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
all i ever had was just myself
first day of nationals!
its sure an eye-opener for sure.
whole new teams and faces
feels like our team was given a whole new fresh start.
no more ppl kbing us
no more people manning xumeng like crazy
no more aes:D
that was why we played tt well today.
after all its the nationals!
and we are the top 16 schools in the entire country
even so.
we played well but we still lost
by 14 points.
we draw the first quarter lose the 2nd quarter by a few points then draw the third quarter at 40-40 again
den finally lost.
i tell you anglican high is a seriously accurate team.
all three guards can shoot damn well
i think they made at least 10 over three pointers.
scary.
and our biggest lead was 8 points.
and xumeng scored the first 6 points with two three pointers in a row.
apparently the hoop was like his school's one back in china and he loved it.
explains it.
even though we lost
i guess it was really that much of a deal
cos after all we were facing the champion of east zone
and we could hold them off till the very last quarter.
at least coach said something very encouraging to us in the end
"今天输得漂亮!"
yeah i guess we did.
then after our match we watched the girls play
i tell you girls matches are much much more violent than guys
seriously scary!
den after that was maris stella vs catholic high.
FYI cat high is the national champion for dunno how long liao
and they are truly strong.
watching it was like playing NBA live
three pointer shoot means shoot in.
and the star player got a OMFG imba block luh!
aiya hard to explain
but its no surprise they are the top school judging from their skills.
after that me nicky jj and yt went to clementi to eat.
from jurong west(far far far west) we took 185 to reach
we hardly had place to stand at all larh!
worse was that we had our shoebags and bags and ball bag
standing for like 45 minutes was damn tiring.
ate subway
spent too much money on food again:|
then went home.
i am having my reservations about blogging already.
cause apparently many dont understand that bloggers write what they think they should write
and not need to have someone comment and critizize about it.
and honestly if you find something you are unhappy with
then dont read it at all!
nobody forced you to read it.
really think it is an stupid and antisocial act to critizize others of what they say.
maybe i should just stop writing and go focus on other things in my life.
after all this blog was never in my three goals anyway.
because its left out
you can exploit it.
i learnt that.
too many times.
sometimes you can concentrate too much about putting one foot in front of another
just to move on and walk ahead of everybody and everything else.
you don't know you left your soul behind.
its sure an eye-opener for sure.
whole new teams and faces
feels like our team was given a whole new fresh start.
no more ppl kbing us
no more people manning xumeng like crazy
no more aes:D
that was why we played tt well today.
after all its the nationals!
and we are the top 16 schools in the entire country
even so.
we played well but we still lost
by 14 points.
we draw the first quarter lose the 2nd quarter by a few points then draw the third quarter at 40-40 again
den finally lost.
i tell you anglican high is a seriously accurate team.
all three guards can shoot damn well
i think they made at least 10 over three pointers.
scary.
and our biggest lead was 8 points.
and xumeng scored the first 6 points with two three pointers in a row.
apparently the hoop was like his school's one back in china and he loved it.
explains it.
even though we lost
i guess it was really that much of a deal
cos after all we were facing the champion of east zone
and we could hold them off till the very last quarter.
at least coach said something very encouraging to us in the end
"今天输得漂亮!"
yeah i guess we did.
then after our match we watched the girls play
i tell you girls matches are much much more violent than guys
seriously scary!
den after that was maris stella vs catholic high.
FYI cat high is the national champion for dunno how long liao
and they are truly strong.
watching it was like playing NBA live
three pointer shoot means shoot in.
and the star player got a OMFG imba block luh!
aiya hard to explain
but its no surprise they are the top school judging from their skills.
after that me nicky jj and yt went to clementi to eat.
from jurong west(far far far west) we took 185 to reach
we hardly had place to stand at all larh!
worse was that we had our shoebags and bags and ball bag
standing for like 45 minutes was damn tiring.
ate subway
spent too much money on food again:|
then went home.
i am having my reservations about blogging already.
cause apparently many dont understand that bloggers write what they think they should write
and not need to have someone comment and critizize about it.
and honestly if you find something you are unhappy with
then dont read it at all!
nobody forced you to read it.
really think it is an stupid and antisocial act to critizize others of what they say.
maybe i should just stop writing and go focus on other things in my life.
after all this blog was never in my three goals anyway.
because its left out
you can exploit it.
i learnt that.
too many times.
sometimes you can concentrate too much about putting one foot in front of another
just to move on and walk ahead of everybody and everything else.
you don't know you left your soul behind.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
i didnt want to believe it then
i miss my shoebag already!
oh manzxcz
i left it on the bustop today
and i think zl brought it back for me first.
can you imagine!
grahhhhhh
one whole day my smelly socks in my shoebag with my shoe!
die die die.
i was boarding the bus with nicky
den when the bus left the bus stop
i saw my shoebag flash pass right before my eyes-.-
dont like ppl bringing back my stuff for me.
i dunno what to blog siah
still must rack brains to think
today's training was plain tiring lor
we did formation drills 5v5 for almost the whole training.
and i think coach was pissed with the fact that our a and c div lost so much
plus its like a double thrashing in a day lor.
no wonder he came so damn early to train them.
no i mean us.
though he hardly gave us a damn
except pump me twice
for shit man!
Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?
old old song!
but i just realised it was quite nice
and the lyrics are not bad too.
oh manzxcz
i left it on the bustop today
and i think zl brought it back for me first.
can you imagine!
grahhhhhh
one whole day my smelly socks in my shoebag with my shoe!
die die die.
i was boarding the bus with nicky
den when the bus left the bus stop
i saw my shoebag flash pass right before my eyes-.-
dont like ppl bringing back my stuff for me.
i dunno what to blog siah
still must rack brains to think
today's training was plain tiring lor
we did formation drills 5v5 for almost the whole training.
and i think coach was pissed with the fact that our a and c div lost so much
plus its like a double thrashing in a day lor.
no wonder he came so damn early to train them.
no i mean us.
though he hardly gave us a damn
except pump me twice
for shit man!
Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?
old old song!
but i just realised it was quite nice
and the lyrics are not bad too.
Monday, March 23, 2009
would it be the same?
“戒，想你的习惯，习惯你不想我的习惯。”
“问，爱人，爱的人”
“问，爱人，爱的人”
so nice quotes right!
they are nicky's nickname.
he wrote it himself luH!
so pro lor.
i think the sentences are beautiful cos of the way its crafted and phrased.
and the meaning too of course.
i didnt even sleep enough yesterday!
and today pe was PT
and played bball after pe and during break
stupid sw always play ball play ball!
so i pei them play lor.
then after sch me and yujun went to the gym!
just two of us
and ms sandy law
hahahaa
worked out abit
not too much cause i was just tired out man!
but i think i like to work on parts i like only
i hardly do the lower body!:|
so every monday gym:D
our nationals start on wednesday!
against anglican high
which is the 1st place in south zone?
i think its just a matter of not losing too much lor.
nationals are really tough fight
plus we are the fourth seed from west zone summore.
we are here for the experience!
and our cdiv and adiv starts their competition today
cdiv against newtown
and a div against njc
LOL
all so pro
i only heard the a div lost by 49 points!!!
hahahaha coach said he wanted them to lose 30 points only
ahh well what to expect.
river valley's first batch of A division basketballers.
i see myself like an onion
someone whose reality is a several layers away from what's on the surface.
sometimes i just have to ask myself if this is who i really am.
or just a facade to protect my softer self from greater disappointment.
they are nicky's nickname.
he wrote it himself luH!
so pro lor.
i think the sentences are beautiful cos of the way its crafted and phrased.
and the meaning too of course.
i didnt even sleep enough yesterday!
and today pe was PT
and played bball after pe and during break
stupid sw always play ball play ball!
so i pei them play lor.
then after sch me and yujun went to the gym!
just two of us
and ms sandy law
hahahaa
worked out abit
not too much cause i was just tired out man!
but i think i like to work on parts i like only
i hardly do the lower body!:|
so every monday gym:D
our nationals start on wednesday!
against anglican high
which is the 1st place in south zone?
i think its just a matter of not losing too much lor.
nationals are really tough fight
plus we are the fourth seed from west zone summore.
we are here for the experience!
and our cdiv and adiv starts their competition today
cdiv against newtown
and a div against njc
LOL
all so pro
i only heard the a div lost by 49 points!!!
hahahaha coach said he wanted them to lose 30 points only
ahh well what to expect.
river valley's first batch of A division basketballers.
i see myself like an onion
someone whose reality is a several layers away from what's on the surface.
sometimes i just have to ask myself if this is who i really am.
or just a facade to protect my softer self from greater disappointment.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
300th post!
this is my blog's 300th post!!!
i think its too little lor.my blog is already over one year old and it only has 300 posts.
should work on it huh!
but hey mine are quality posts:D
hahaha
still remebr how my posts last time are so crap-ish
all those 'emo' talk shit
its not emo lor
just reflective and thoughful
people are people and they change right.
for better for worse.
my dad's going to italy? on monday!
for three weeks.
im not gonna hide my emotions
hahaha.
three weeks of going home late, going sch early, playing comp, watching teevee, going out(yes ask me out!)
but i will control
definitely.
im not gonna disappoint myself in my aim for 3.5 gpa!
mark my words.
i wanna do it.
i think i have nose cancer or something!
my nose always bleeds
and its the left nose.
that time during training someone threw an airball and it hit me straight in the face
my nose started bleeding all over the court
and its like watery bright red blood.
which doesnt clot-.-
took like 5 mins before it stopped.
then sometimes it starts bleeding for no reason at all.
you know sometimes when you go to sleep and then you wake up abruptly and stand up too fast?
when i do that i feel like im gonna faint-.-
sometimes my nose bleeds too.
brrrrrr.
okay that jumping msn icon is pissing me off.
*stops it*
i waited for the bus today for like 40 minutes!
incredibly long.
and worse its like in chinatown and all those elderly people pushing and shoving when the bus arrives.
adding on to my patience (well lack of)
i dont understand why they must push and shove and fight for a seat!
or even better the right to get on the bus first!
and those who get pushed aside SMILE at them
cos they are older-.-
i think they shouldnt smile
cos it makes them feel privileged and they think its right to.
instead we should push them back
and say " wait for your turn!"
exactly man i cant stand it when people are so kiasu.
like i didnt wait 40 min for the bus too!
and this thing about earth hour.
i dont freaking understand what does ONE FREAKING HOUR of lights off does to help us reduce carbon emissions.
you mean the whole world stops and finally the oxygen produced by plants is more than the CO2 released?
i mean 1 FREAKING hour doesnt make a difference
instead you are wasting more energy just advertising for that one hour.
seriously how many times have you seen then ad on different channels
they add up to more than one day-.-
plus people turn their lights off for the sake for turning it off
cos everybody does it so i must do it
and they end up sleeping one hour later with the lights on cos they spent one hour in darkness!
hahaha im just playing the bad guy here
for fun.
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best
I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, ooh.
you say you gotta go and find yourself
you say that you're becoming someone else
don't recognize the face in the mirror
looking back at you
you say you're leavin
as you look away
i know theres really nothin left to say
just know i'm here
whenever you need me
i'll wait for you
so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me
take your time i wont go anywhere
picture you with the wind in your hair
i'll keep your things right where you left them
i'll be here for you
oh and i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me
and i hope you find everything that you need
i'll be right here waiting to see
you find you come back to me
i can't get close if your not there
i can't get inside if theres no soul to bear
i can't fix you i can't save you
its something you have to do
so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me
come back to me
so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me
and i hope you find everything that you need
i'll be right here waiting to see
you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me
two new songs from new artists!
david cook and archuleta.
they have somewhat the same meaning too!
though its not the meaning im trying to get across.
Friday, March 20, 2009
never gonna be alone.
Handle With Care rocks la
best book ive read ever.
its simply so nice!
though it has a sad ending.
the person whose life and future everybody was fighting for died in the end:(
but still
a beautifully crafted story!
i can lend you the book if you want:D
first weekday of the holiday which im not out!
and the last too.
i stayed at home all the while today!
well except for buying lunch for myself.
and its so damn boring to be at home.
even the computer games are a bore.
which explains the lack of stuff to blog about luh!
i cant wait for school to reopen
though it mean hw and more hw
but i rather go to school den stay cooped up at home all day!
i knew what happened when you let yourself get close to someone,
when you started to believe they loved you:
you'd be disappointed.
depend on someone and you might as well admit you're gonna be crushed.
either that or you confide in them and added to your problems.
i know that too well for a fact.
all i ever really had was myself,
and that sort of sucked if i was less than reliable.
i told myself that if i didn't care, this wouldnt have hurt so much.
but that wasnt a relief at all,
not when i felt like a skyscraper with dynamite on every floor.
just waiting to blow
and collapse.
before i can pull the plaster.
best book ive read ever.
its simply so nice!
though it has a sad ending.
the person whose life and future everybody was fighting for died in the end:(
but still
a beautifully crafted story!
i can lend you the book if you want:D
first weekday of the holiday which im not out!
and the last too.
i stayed at home all the while today!
well except for buying lunch for myself.
and its so damn boring to be at home.
even the computer games are a bore.
which explains the lack of stuff to blog about luh!
i cant wait for school to reopen
though it mean hw and more hw
but i rather go to school den stay cooped up at home all day!
i knew what happened when you let yourself get close to someone,
when you started to believe they loved you:
you'd be disappointed.
depend on someone and you might as well admit you're gonna be crushed.
either that or you confide in them and added to your problems.
i know that too well for a fact.
all i ever really had was myself,
and that sort of sucked if i was less than reliable.
i told myself that if i didn't care, this wouldnt have hurt so much.
but that wasnt a relief at all,
not when i felt like a skyscraper with dynamite on every floor.
just waiting to blow
and collapse.
and im still waiting for my scar to heal
memory is like a plaster: peel it back and you might just find a completely different picture.
before i can pull the plaster.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
ipod shuffle:D
the new ipod shuffle is so damn prettye!!!:D
i wanna get it
its 128 bucks only!
for 4gb
oh manzxczczc its pretty.
its the first shuffle that tells you what song is playing.
YES IT TELLS YOU.
talks to you hello.
hahahaha
black or silver nicer?
i wanna get it
its 128 bucks only!
for 4gb
oh manzxczczc its pretty.
its the first shuffle that tells you what song is playing.
YES IT TELLS YOU.
talks to you hello.
hahahaha
black or silver nicer?
LOVE IT!
holiday training's are finally over!
though i must admit they arent very tough
just tiring and exhausting.
coach's at the suicides again!:|
we went to clementi to eat today
and it makes me happy:D
because its so near my house
ate at the hawker centre becos its cheap there
and sugarcane juice rocks!:D
ate ALOT.
likai bought carrot cake then just put down on the table
he dropped it all over the place
onto the chair
emo.
i scooped it back to the plate and cheehow ate it LOL.
and people.
FYI
you dont have to buy 1.50 sweet talk everytime at clementi
theres a 1 buck bubble tea stall!
its i think beside Giordano
somewhere near GNC
why am i giving these lousy directions.
okay its at this traditional medicinal shop near a pawnshop.
whatever larh
since its your 1.50 youre spending.
though banana oreo from sweet talk is still heaven!
go try it!
rocks:D
my new fave.
after strawberry milk tea for so long:)
i wondered why the head and body could move so swiftly while the heart dragged its feet.
why can't i seem to put it down?
its felt like anything else permanent that has gone missing
a lost tooth, a severed leg.
i might know better
but that doesnt keep my tongue from poking the hole at my gum
or my phantom limb from aching.
well one day i'll learn
that its gone for good.
holiday training's are finally over!
though i must admit they arent very tough
just tiring and exhausting.
coach's at the suicides again!:|
we went to clementi to eat today
and it makes me happy:D
because its so near my house
ate at the hawker centre becos its cheap there
and sugarcane juice rocks!:D
ate ALOT.
likai bought carrot cake then just put down on the table
he dropped it all over the place
onto the chair
emo.
i scooped it back to the plate and cheehow ate it LOL.
and people.
FYI
you dont have to buy 1.50 sweet talk everytime at clementi
theres a 1 buck bubble tea stall!
its i think beside Giordano
somewhere near GNC
why am i giving these lousy directions.
okay its at this traditional medicinal shop near a pawnshop.
whatever larh
since its your 1.50 youre spending.
though banana oreo from sweet talk is still heaven!
go try it!
rocks:D
my new fave.
after strawberry milk tea for so long:)
i wondered why the head and body could move so swiftly while the heart dragged its feet.
why can't i seem to put it down?
its felt like anything else permanent that has gone missing
a lost tooth, a severed leg.
i might know better
but that doesnt keep my tongue from poking the hole at my gum
or my phantom limb from aching.
well one day i'll learn
that its gone for good.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
i can't help it if you look like an angel
song of the week!!!
Hey Stephen, I know looks can be deceiving
But I know I saw a light in you
And as we walked we were talking
I didn't say half the things I wanted to
Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold
Hey Stephen, boy you might have me believing
I don't always have to be alone
[CHORUS]
Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself
Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling
So I've got some things to say to you
I've seen it all, so I thought
But I've never seen no body shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving
I think you and I should stay the same
[CHORUS]
Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself
They're dimming the street lights, you're perfect for me
Why aren't you here tonight?
I'm waiting alone now so come on and come out
And pull me near and shine, shine, shine
Hey Stephen, I could give you fifty reasons
Why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well they're beautiful
But would they write a song for you?
Haha
[CHORUS]
I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself
[CHORUS]
If you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself, myself
Can't help myself
I can't help myself
i love this song:D
not looking forward to tmr's training
cos we had gym today
and i think my muscles are gonna ache tmr.
gym was total fun!
have aircon and everything
dont even breakout into a sweat
then we played cards in the gym LOL
for like very long.
okay larh i also dunno what to post.
holiday's are boring!
and the homework is difficult too
i cant freaking wait for school to start.
so bored and tiring.
in chemistry
you learn that things never really touch
because of ions repelling,
there is always an infinitesimal space between things
between people
and that's exactly what im feeling now.
my heart is turning into a ball of rubber bands, and they were snapping, one by one.
Hey Stephen, I know looks can be deceiving
But I know I saw a light in you
And as we walked we were talking
I didn't say half the things I wanted to
Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold
Hey Stephen, boy you might have me believing
I don't always have to be alone
[CHORUS]
Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself
Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling
So I've got some things to say to you
I've seen it all, so I thought
But I've never seen no body shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving
I think you and I should stay the same
[CHORUS]
Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself
They're dimming the street lights, you're perfect for me
Why aren't you here tonight?
I'm waiting alone now so come on and come out
And pull me near and shine, shine, shine
Hey Stephen, I could give you fifty reasons
Why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well they're beautiful
But would they write a song for you?
Haha
[CHORUS]
I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself
[CHORUS]
If you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself, myself
Can't help myself
I can't help myself
i love this song:D
not looking forward to tmr's training
cos we had gym today
and i think my muscles are gonna ache tmr.
gym was total fun!
have aircon and everything
dont even breakout into a sweat
then we played cards in the gym LOL
for like very long.
okay larh i also dunno what to post.
holiday's are boring!
and the homework is difficult too
i cant freaking wait for school to start.
so bored and tiring.
in chemistry
you learn that things never really touch
because of ions repelling,
there is always an infinitesimal space between things
between people
and that's exactly what im feeling now.
my heart is turning into a ball of rubber bands, and they were snapping, one by one.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
everything breaks.
my hope came true!
it rained today!
really badly.
the day started all fine and cool
den when i reached school there was this very bad hazy scene in the open field
and the whole air stunk
den the sky got very dark and it started pouring.
was supposed to be skipping rope
but we ended up talking and slacking.
training was as tough as expected!
though it was quite boring luh
coach made us shoot balls for the entire training
i bet each of us shot like 200++ balls lor
tmr is gym!
can slack.
they changed the schedule
finally i can go school gym man!
im gonna WORK OUT tmr.
i read my book halfway already!
i read books like damn fast luh
hahahaha
and the book is addictive i tell you!
since i got home at 3 i hardly put it down luh!
some people just die in the weirdest ways possible.
both his kneecaps and jaw luh!
and then years later he slipped on a fruit peel and died-.-
here are ten more strange deaths:D
lol im just being lame and google is fun what:D
things break all the time.
glass, dishes, and fingernails.
cars and contracts and potato chips.
you can break a record, a horse, and a dollar.
you can break the ice.
there are coffee breaks, lunch breaks and prison breaks.
day breaks, waves break and voice break.
chains can be broken
so can silence and fever.
promises break.
hearts break.
hahahaha emo talk.
actually its not emo talk lor!
i dont even know what is emo.
but people seem to love them!
maybe cos it makes us feel like there were people with even crappier lives than ours.
yeah feeling so relieved right.
it rained today!
really badly.
the day started all fine and cool
den when i reached school there was this very bad hazy scene in the open field
and the whole air stunk
den the sky got very dark and it started pouring.
was supposed to be skipping rope
but we ended up talking and slacking.
training was as tough as expected!
though it was quite boring luh
coach made us shoot balls for the entire training
i bet each of us shot like 200++ balls lor
tmr is gym!
can slack.
they changed the schedule
finally i can go school gym man!
im gonna WORK OUT tmr.
i read my book halfway already!
i read books like damn fast luh
hahahaha
and the book is addictive i tell you!
since i got home at 3 i hardly put it down luh!
some people just die in the weirdest ways possible.
this guy went over the Niagara Falls in a BARREL and survived.
breaking almost every bone in his body.both his kneecaps and jaw luh!
and then years later he slipped on a fruit peel and died-.-
here are ten more strange deaths:D
lol im just being lame and google is fun what:D
things break all the time.
glass, dishes, and fingernails.
cars and contracts and potato chips.
you can break a record, a horse, and a dollar.
you can break the ice.
there are coffee breaks, lunch breaks and prison breaks.
day breaks, waves break and voice break.
chains can be broken
so can silence and fever.
promises break.
hearts break.
It was like a Pandora's box - she opened it, and what had flown out but a solution to a problem we never imagined could be solved. Closing the lid wouldn't change anything; we couldn't unlearn what we know knew to be possible.
hahahaha emo talk.
actually its not emo talk lor!
i dont even know what is emo.
but people seem to love them!
maybe cos it makes us feel like there were people with even crappier lives than ours.
yeah feeling so relieved right.
Monday, March 16, 2009
handle with care
i went to jurong point today!!!
second time i went there since it revamped
but i still cant get head or tail of it la.
i only went to the wallet shop popular and mcdonalds
LOL
i bought Handle With Care!
i actually didnt wanna buy it lor
but i figured since its holidays and i needed something to spend my time
i bought it
her new book and its the big version
so more expensive!
and the new taylor swift album is so disappointing!
just plastic cover and cd inside
i expected something better and more expensive
after all it took five freaking months to come to singapore!
and it just costs 11.90-.-
so damn cheapo
i didnt buy it cos there might be a better version elsewhere.
i.need.to.spend.money.
anyways tmr start holiday training already
i can almost picture us dying during training
lets hope it rains:D
if not we will all die!!!!:|
terrible terrible death.
i shall go and read my book:D
second time i went there since it revamped
but i still cant get head or tail of it la.
i only went to the wallet shop popular and mcdonalds
LOL
i bought Handle With Care!
i actually didnt wanna buy it lor
but i figured since its holidays and i needed something to spend my time
i bought it
her new book and its the big version
so more expensive!
and the new taylor swift album is so disappointing!
just plastic cover and cd inside
i expected something better and more expensive
after all it took five freaking months to come to singapore!
and it just costs 11.90-.-
so damn cheapo
i didnt buy it cos there might be a better version elsewhere.
i.need.to.spend.money.
anyways tmr start holiday training already
i can almost picture us dying during training
lets hope it rains:D
if not we will all die!!!!:|
terrible terrible death.
i shall go and read my book:D
Sunday, March 15, 2009
where's my holiday?
what a boring day.
totally sucked
haish i need my holiday!
i need to go out have fun and spend some money!
people!
jio me out alright:D
hahaha.
i have training one tues wed and thur
three days in a row!
and the last one is gym session:D
but just two days of training in a row is already killer liaos
but i love holiday trainings
can wear whatever we want to training since mdm tia is no longer with bball
and then after that can go out!:D
the only sucky part is the training of course.
pushups and suicides:|
deadly combo i tell you
i hate it.
they didnt go clubbing today!
cos nicky and zilie decided against it
so they had a stayover at dave's house
but i didnt go
cos i was lazy as his house is at (oh shit forgot where)
just very far can liao.
so im at home today rotting my ass out
oh no i went swimming at clementi in the morning today!
i swim srsly slowly i tell you.
den all day till night im stuck at home doing homework.
i have a plan on how im gonna complete my homework!
i'll start by doing the sciences as i think their easier
den the maths
den languages
which i know i will not do cos i don see de point of language homework.
:D
OH before i forget!
TAYLOR SWIFT'S ALBUM is FINALLY OUT!
like finally larh!
for so long already now then out!
im so gonna get it
unless ya get it for me:D
haha just joking
i'll get it myself:)
i mean like ITS FINALLY OUT.
totally sucked
haish i need my holiday!
i need to go out have fun and spend some money!
people!
jio me out alright:D
hahaha.
i have training one tues wed and thur
three days in a row!
and the last one is gym session:D
but just two days of training in a row is already killer liaos
but i love holiday trainings
can wear whatever we want to training since mdm tia is no longer with bball
and then after that can go out!:D
the only sucky part is the training of course.
pushups and suicides:|
deadly combo i tell you
i hate it.
they didnt go clubbing today!
cos nicky and zilie decided against it
so they had a stayover at dave's house
but i didnt go
cos i was lazy as his house is at (oh shit forgot where)
just very far can liao.
so im at home today rotting my ass out
oh no i went swimming at clementi in the morning today!
i swim srsly slowly i tell you.
den all day till night im stuck at home doing homework.
i have a plan on how im gonna complete my homework!
i'll start by doing the sciences as i think their easier
den the maths
den languages
which i know i will not do cos i don see de point of language homework.
:D
OH before i forget!
TAYLOR SWIFT'S ALBUM is FINALLY OUT!
like finally larh!
for so long already now then out!
im so gonna get it
unless ya get it for me:D
haha just joking
i'll get it myself:)
i mean like ITS FINALLY OUT.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
amazing.
i wanted to post this yesterday but sis was using comp!
anyway its just a lame song.
NEW NEXT WEEK on 987fm!
amazing.
just another reason why kanye west's album rocks.
It’s amazing, I’m the reason
Everybody fired up this evening
I’m exhausted, barely breathing
Holding on to what I believe in
[Chorus]
No matter what, you’ll never take that from me
My reign is as far as your eyes can see
It’s amazing, so amazing, so amazing, so amazing (x2)
It’s amazing
I’m a monster, I’m a killer
I know I’m wrong
I’m a problem
That’ll never ever be solved
[Chorus]
And no matter what, you’ll never take that from me
My reign is as far as your eyes can see
It’s amazing, so amazing, so amazing, so amazing (x2)
It’s amazing
I’m a monster, I’m a maven (?)
I know this world is changing
Never gave in, never gave up
I’m the only thing I’m afraid of
[Chorus]
No matter what, you’ll never take that from me
My reign is as far as your eyes can see
It’s amazing, so amazing, so amazing, so amazing (x4)
It’s amazing
[Young Jeezy]
I’m amazing (amazing), yeah I’m all that (all that)
If I ain’t on my grind than what you call that (what you call that)
Victorious, yeah we warriors
We make history, strive for victory (yeah)
Standing at my podium, I’m trying to watch my sodium
Die high blood pressure either let the feds catch ya (yeah)
I’m amazing born on a full moon
I was breed to get it in, no spoon
That’s why I’m so goon summer time no joke
Big family small house, no room
They like “Oh God, why he go so hard
Look what he’s been through, he deserves an applause”
[Outro]
So amazing, so amazing, so amazing
It’s amazing, so amazing, so amazing, so amazing (x4)
It’s amazing
anyway its just a lame song.
NEW NEXT WEEK on 987fm!
amazing.
just another reason why kanye west's album rocks.
It’s amazing, I’m the reason
Everybody fired up this evening
I’m exhausted, barely breathing
Holding on to what I believe in
[Chorus]
No matter what, you’ll never take that from me
My reign is as far as your eyes can see
It’s amazing, so amazing, so amazing, so amazing (x2)
It’s amazing
I’m a monster, I’m a killer
I know I’m wrong
I’m a problem
That’ll never ever be solved
[Chorus]
And no matter what, you’ll never take that from me
My reign is as far as your eyes can see
It’s amazing, so amazing, so amazing, so amazing (x2)
It’s amazing
I’m a monster, I’m a maven (?)
I know this world is changing
Never gave in, never gave up
I’m the only thing I’m afraid of
[Chorus]
No matter what, you’ll never take that from me
My reign is as far as your eyes can see
It’s amazing, so amazing, so amazing, so amazing (x4)
It’s amazing
[Young Jeezy]
I’m amazing (amazing), yeah I’m all that (all that)
If I ain’t on my grind than what you call that (what you call that)
Victorious, yeah we warriors
We make history, strive for victory (yeah)
Standing at my podium, I’m trying to watch my sodium
Die high blood pressure either let the feds catch ya (yeah)
I’m amazing born on a full moon
I was breed to get it in, no spoon
That’s why I’m so goon summer time no joke
Big family small house, no room
They like “Oh God, why he go so hard
Look what he’s been through, he deserves an applause”
[Outro]
So amazing, so amazing, so amazing
It’s amazing, so amazing, so amazing, so amazing (x4)
It’s amazing
Friday, March 13, 2009
get a life.
first things first.
who are you Guest?
mind telling me?
but i figured you wouldn't since you would not put your name while, well, tagging on my blog.
which is ironically what i like my viewers to do.
isit that you forgot that there is actually a "name" textbox where you type in your name?
or that you are too afraid to put in your name?
takes pretty much an idiot to guess its the latter.
well doesnt matter.
since i can pretty much analyse and figure out your identity (since there's a identity crisis going on)
most of my viewers are RVians
and hence i conclude you are an RVian.
as those who read my blog or is an RVian knows that our bball team has a chinese player.
and from the time and date of the tag
you cannot be from a UG group
as they are having camp right now.
moreover the probability of you being in my contact list in msn isnt that small either
so i was online at 7.40
and took note of who was online then.
well that point doesnt matter.
and lastly
since your tag has such a harsh and demoralizing tone
you must be an enemy of mine
or i might have offended you in one way of other recently.
which pretty much shortens the list by a whole bit.
so you have a problem?
let me address your problem.
you mentioned that bball sucks.
who are you to say that?
let me give you some statistics( yeah real ones unlike your claim that has no truth in it but opinion)
more than 200 million pay to watch basketball in America every year
and that's just in America.
so you think that your claim can overrule the fact that hundreds of millions of people actually PAY to watch basketball?
yeah maybe they pay just to criticize basketball while watching it.
man you are wrong
saying that basketball sucks doesnt prove anything
cause there is no actual proof that says that.
find it and maybe i'll be more convinced
but as for now im seriously against your point of view.
next
about our B division getting into TOP 4 for west zone.
let me ask you
are you jealous?
or what?
cheena ppl.
that's how you put it.
i suppose you aren't Chinese?
i thought most of RVians are Chinese?
i wonder where your moral upbringing has brought you to, to the fact that you don't recognise your own race.
that's very very sad by the way.
more importantly is
how would you know if we could not get into top4 without the help of xumeng?
who are you to judge us and our capability and ability?
you a basketball expert who can tell that we depend on him to win?
get your facts right too
he's not the only one scoring.
well for now
infering from your total lack of guts
you just have to stand green with absolute envy while you watch us collect the medals the monday after the next.
till you muster up enough courage to step up and accuse us of not having the right to get the medal because we depend on one teammate which brought us to where we are now (which is TOP4 in the zone, and TOP16 in the country).
apparently you're an antisocial freak and a social outcast who doesnt realise that basketball is a team game and isnt as self centered as you can get.
and lastly of cause
you are saying my skills suck?
what skills are you talking about?
the fact that i can out-argue your stupid tag which makes nothing but claims with no backing.
or basketball skills?
are you in the basketball team?
if they suck so much why dont you come and play a game with me?
oh i almost forgot.
you are hiding behind that shield of the anoymosity of the cyberworld that you believe is so safe
and you can tag whatever you want on people's blogs
well im so sorry.
to call you pathetic and childish
mind being more mature?
come tell me this things face to face and show me what you've got.
for now,
there's much nothing you can do can you
except for hiding behind that shield and showing my viewers how a loser you are.
so just EAT YOUR WORDS
AND CHEW ON MINE.
go reflect.
ps;
thanks for your ip address you left behind.
and adding a hit count to my blog too:D
its greatly appreciated.
who are you Guest?
mind telling me?
but i figured you wouldn't since you would not put your name while, well, tagging on my blog.
which is ironically what i like my viewers to do.
isit that you forgot that there is actually a "name" textbox where you type in your name?
or that you are too afraid to put in your name?
takes pretty much an idiot to guess its the latter.
well doesnt matter.
since i can pretty much analyse and figure out your identity (since there's a identity crisis going on)
most of my viewers are RVians
and hence i conclude you are an RVian.
as those who read my blog or is an RVian knows that our bball team has a chinese player.
and from the time and date of the tag
you cannot be from a UG group
as they are having camp right now.
moreover the probability of you being in my contact list in msn isnt that small either
so i was online at 7.40
and took note of who was online then.
well that point doesnt matter.
and lastly
since your tag has such a harsh and demoralizing tone
you must be an enemy of mine
or i might have offended you in one way of other recently.
which pretty much shortens the list by a whole bit.
so you have a problem?
let me address your problem.
you mentioned that bball sucks.
who are you to say that?
let me give you some statistics( yeah real ones unlike your claim that has no truth in it but opinion)
more than 200 million pay to watch basketball in America every year
and that's just in America.
so you think that your claim can overrule the fact that hundreds of millions of people actually PAY to watch basketball?
yeah maybe they pay just to criticize basketball while watching it.
man you are wrong
saying that basketball sucks doesnt prove anything
cause there is no actual proof that says that.
find it and maybe i'll be more convinced
but as for now im seriously against your point of view.
next
about our B division getting into TOP 4 for west zone.
let me ask you
are you jealous?
or what?
cheena ppl.
that's how you put it.
i suppose you aren't Chinese?
i thought most of RVians are Chinese?
i wonder where your moral upbringing has brought you to, to the fact that you don't recognise your own race.
that's very very sad by the way.
more importantly is
how would you know if we could not get into top4 without the help of xumeng?
who are you to judge us and our capability and ability?
you a basketball expert who can tell that we depend on him to win?
get your facts right too
he's not the only one scoring.
well for now
infering from your total lack of guts
you just have to stand green with absolute envy while you watch us collect the medals the monday after the next.
till you muster up enough courage to step up and accuse us of not having the right to get the medal because we depend on one teammate which brought us to where we are now (which is TOP4 in the zone, and TOP16 in the country).
apparently you're an antisocial freak and a social outcast who doesnt realise that basketball is a team game and isnt as self centered as you can get.
and lastly of cause
you are saying my skills suck?
what skills are you talking about?
the fact that i can out-argue your stupid tag which makes nothing but claims with no backing.
or basketball skills?
are you in the basketball team?
if they suck so much why dont you come and play a game with me?
oh i almost forgot.
you are hiding behind that shield of the anoymosity of the cyberworld that you believe is so safe
and you can tag whatever you want on people's blogs
well im so sorry.
to call you pathetic and childish
mind being more mature?
come tell me this things face to face and show me what you've got.
for now,
there's much nothing you can do can you
except for hiding behind that shield and showing my viewers how a loser you are.
so just EAT YOUR WORDS
AND CHEW ON MINE.
go reflect.
ps;
thanks for your ip address you left behind.
and adding a hit count to my blog too:D
its greatly appreciated.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
gotta find a new way.
i was at the new post part for like 15 mins!
cos im damn busy with the physics ASK assignment!!!
grahhhhhh
i still find it damn meaningless lor!
complete waste of time.
whats point of asking me to find about MRIs if you all can't even teach magnetism properly!
MRIs are university topic right sister?
LOL its crap they ask us to do 4 freaking qns on it without any prior knowledge at all!
tell me how MRIs are related to induced magnetism.
im in a very mean mood nowadays
i get the kicks out of pissing people off
and i dunno why.
three guys were taking the shaded court and we had the hot like hell court
den darren went to tell them if can change court
i just shouted “ 不爽啊，打架啦！！”
see i told you mean mood.
dont cross my path.
tmr get medals!
in front of the whole freaking school
finally.
we get a chance to.
since pri sch i havent received any trophies liao
hahaha im just glad after 3 years of having shit training
we get something out of it.
yayness.
Love; it can make you smile for the rest of your life, but it can also make you cry for the rest of your life.Yet why are we always taking the risk, and even plunge further into the river of love when we know we are going to drown in sorrow? Maybe this is the power of love. I will be contented, even with two hours of tears alone, just for that one second with you.
yeah? really?
cos im damn busy with the physics ASK assignment!!!
grahhhhhh
i still find it damn meaningless lor!
complete waste of time.
whats point of asking me to find about MRIs if you all can't even teach magnetism properly!
MRIs are university topic right sister?
LOL its crap they ask us to do 4 freaking qns on it without any prior knowledge at all!
tell me how MRIs are related to induced magnetism.
im in a very mean mood nowadays
i get the kicks out of pissing people off
and i dunno why.
three guys were taking the shaded court and we had the hot like hell court
den darren went to tell them if can change court
i just shouted “ 不爽啊，打架啦！！”
see i told you mean mood.
dont cross my path.
tmr get medals!
in front of the whole freaking school
finally.
we get a chance to.
since pri sch i havent received any trophies liao
hahaha im just glad after 3 years of having shit training
we get something out of it.
yayness.
Love; it can make you smile for the rest of your life, but it can also make you cry for the rest of your life.Yet why are we always taking the risk, and even plunge further into the river of love when we know we are going to drown in sorrow? Maybe this is the power of love. I will be contented, even with two hours of tears alone, just for that one second with you.
yeah? really?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
i need to take a holiday.
what the hell is wrong with google luh
every search i type it gives me this:
We're sorry...... but your query looks similar to automated requests from a computer virus or spyware application. To protect our users, we can't process your request right now.
den i must type some shit then can continue
i hate typing that kind of thing!
grrrrr.
well nvm.
today is a tiring day!!!
i ran 300 m intervals with yithong
than 100 m intervals myself
and last a 400 m round asking ms loo to take timing for me
it sucked la.
then after school(which is after physics remedial) i went for training-.-
shoot balls until hand soft larh!
then played match
stopped at 6.40 and then immediately rush home.
to get scolded-.-
i predict a huge scolding from my dad sooner or later!!!!
cos my results sucked
3.1
i AM SO DAMN SICK OF GETTING THE SAME SCORE EVERYTIME.
always 3.1 3.1
its damn :| okayyyy
all thanks to physics
E8.
time to start mugging youxiang.
give me the strength!
nothing to post le la
tired.
song of the week!
i need to take a holiday~~~~~
damn i really need to.
nicky told me about this really cool video
this guy goes blending everything up
i mean BLENDING with a BLENDER okay
i bet his blender is really strong.
well heres on of the more interesting videos.
blending an IPHONE hello.
damn cool right!
after all iphone is like only 199 dollars in the US.
iphone powder and ismoke LOL
more blending action here
every search i type it gives me this:
We're sorry...... but your query looks similar to automated requests from a computer virus or spyware application. To protect our users, we can't process your request right now.
den i must type some shit then can continue
i hate typing that kind of thing!
grrrrr.
well nvm.
today is a tiring day!!!
i ran 300 m intervals with yithong
than 100 m intervals myself
and last a 400 m round asking ms loo to take timing for me
it sucked la.
then after school(which is after physics remedial) i went for training-.-
shoot balls until hand soft larh!
then played match
stopped at 6.40 and then immediately rush home.
to get scolded-.-
i predict a huge scolding from my dad sooner or later!!!!
cos my results sucked
3.1
i AM SO DAMN SICK OF GETTING THE SAME SCORE EVERYTIME.
always 3.1 3.1
its damn :| okayyyy
all thanks to physics
E8.
time to start mugging youxiang.
give me the strength!
nothing to post le la
tired.
song of the week!
i need to take a holiday~~~~~
damn i really need to.
nicky told me about this really cool video
this guy goes blending everything up
i mean BLENDING with a BLENDER okay
i bet his blender is really strong.
well heres on of the more interesting videos.
blending an IPHONE hello.
damn cool right!
after all iphone is like only 199 dollars in the US.
iphone powder and ismoke LOL
more blending action here
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
denounced and rescinded.
we went to get our medals today
apparently its a medal and not a trophy anymore.
well must cut costs right
at least the medal is solid metal
no plated metal
hahaha
4th:D
we all contented.
we watched the final Unity VS Newtown today
super tense game
newtown was down by 10 points for most of the game
and their star player saved the game
super exciting i tell you.
he was crowned MVP after that
they won by two points.
and the stadium's really cool
airconditioned and stands and everything
i bet it is a very stressed situation to be playing up there.
we finished setting up our cid experiment today!
that pails of water with water plants at bio lab 2 is our setup
dont go and mess with it alright.
because its sewage water
3% untreated.
and most fun lang arts lesson ever~
cos our teacher is the trainee teacher and she gave us a crossword puzzle!
and me and pf was like competing with veron and pearlyn.
LOL the whole class like addicted to the crossword luh!
so fun luh.
maybe because it that satisfaction that you made something fit in that puzzle.
that woman at pizza hut i told her i ordered chicken ROYALE and she keep on saying it chicken OLE or not!!!
grrrrr.
its pronounced RAWYELL and she keep saying roYAY!
blockhead seriously.
after that we went to KFC and pizza hut to eat and well play poker cards.
i could send this to the school and report them!
hahaha
but i wont
we had our fun:D
this thing about flaming people on their blogs
because some people dont like the content
or the person itself
is a totally pathetic thing to do luh.
like come on its a matter of whether you want to read people's blogs or not
and nobody asked you to read it in the first place
what's more criticizing and insulting the person with an antonymous identity is well,
with all due respect
childish rude and immoral.
and what.
you wanna flame me on my blog?
go ahead it just proves my point.
and how come hor
ppl from other schools like to kb our school arh.
today xumeng was sitting alone watching the game
then two paikias came and sat beside him
giving that fucked up face (that if you gave me i'd give you a punch immediately)
grrrrr i srsly hate those people
think they are so big and zhuai and cool.
SHIT.
and tianqi also like that lor.
he like freaking scolded cb so loudly in the train
and me and nicky told him to shut the hell up
he said
i dont care luh.
i seriously hate that kind of attitude okay.
so. damn. pathetic.
holiday's are gonna be here!
they said go clubbing on 15 march
i wanna go like mad
cos i can not go home and then drown myself in alchohol.
LOL.
but i dunno what to tell my dad larh.
damn.
apparently its a medal and not a trophy anymore.
well must cut costs right
at least the medal is solid metal
no plated metal
hahaha
4th:D
we all contented.
we watched the final Unity VS Newtown today
super tense game
newtown was down by 10 points for most of the game
and their star player saved the game
super exciting i tell you.
he was crowned MVP after that
they won by two points.
and the stadium's really cool
airconditioned and stands and everything
i bet it is a very stressed situation to be playing up there.
we finished setting up our cid experiment today!
that pails of water with water plants at bio lab 2 is our setup
dont go and mess with it alright.
because its sewage water
3% untreated.
and most fun lang arts lesson ever~
cos our teacher is the trainee teacher and she gave us a crossword puzzle!
and me and pf was like competing with veron and pearlyn.
LOL the whole class like addicted to the crossword luh!
so fun luh.
maybe because it that satisfaction that you made something fit in that puzzle.
that woman at pizza hut i told her i ordered chicken ROYALE and she keep on saying it chicken OLE or not!!!
grrrrr.
its pronounced RAWYELL and she keep saying roYAY!
blockhead seriously.
after that we went to KFC and pizza hut to eat and well play poker cards.
i could send this to the school and report them!hahaha
but i wont
we had our fun:D
this thing about flaming people on their blogs
because some people dont like the content
or the person itself
is a totally pathetic thing to do luh.
like come on its a matter of whether you want to read people's blogs or not
and nobody asked you to read it in the first place
what's more criticizing and insulting the person with an antonymous identity is well,
with all due respect
childish rude and immoral.
and what.
you wanna flame me on my blog?
go ahead it just proves my point.
and how come hor
ppl from other schools like to kb our school arh.
today xumeng was sitting alone watching the game
then two paikias came and sat beside him
giving that fucked up face (that if you gave me i'd give you a punch immediately)
grrrrr i srsly hate those people
think they are so big and zhuai and cool.
SHIT.
and tianqi also like that lor.
he like freaking scolded cb so loudly in the train
and me and nicky told him to shut the hell up
he said
i dont care luh.
i seriously hate that kind of attitude okay.
so. damn. pathetic.
holiday's are gonna be here!
they said go clubbing on 15 march
i wanna go like mad
cos i can not go home and then drown myself in alchohol.
LOL.
but i dunno what to tell my dad larh.
damn.
Monday, March 09, 2009
just the type.
what a tiring day!
i ran intervals of 400m in the morning and did pushups and situps till 7.25
and my legs were like hurting like mad after that!
and pe was PT and i slacked pretty much the whole thing.
then just when i thought later had gym
ms law said the gym wasnt open because she wasnt free-.-
like almost everytime she never open gym de lor:|
three months
and i havent been to the gym to like workout at all!
grrrrrrrr.
and after school it was still raining and couldn't play ball
den badminton also cannot play because netball was training in the hall
so me and yujun and songwei went to queensway shopping ctr
to buy deodorant because apparently there was an offer
3 for 10 bucks
that's what sw said
then we searched all three levels of the mall
saw some rvians
then finally found the shop
closed-.-
waste my time
so we bought food and talked a little
about stuff
hahaha mostly about yujun and his predicament eh.
then i took 147 with sw home:)
jodi picoult's Handle With Care is out!:D
see, as much as you want to hold on to the bitter sore memory that someone is gone,
you are still in it.
and the very act of living is a tide:
at first it seems to make no difference at all,
and then one day you look down and see how much pain has eroded.
i ran intervals of 400m in the morning and did pushups and situps till 7.25
and my legs were like hurting like mad after that!
and pe was PT and i slacked pretty much the whole thing.
then just when i thought later had gym
ms law said the gym wasnt open because she wasnt free-.-
like almost everytime she never open gym de lor:|
three months
and i havent been to the gym to like workout at all!
grrrrrrrr.
and after school it was still raining and couldn't play ball
den badminton also cannot play because netball was training in the hall
so me and yujun and songwei went to queensway shopping ctr
to buy deodorant because apparently there was an offer
3 for 10 bucks
that's what sw said
then we searched all three levels of the mall
saw some rvians
then finally found the shop
closed-.-
waste my time
so we bought food and talked a little
about stuff
hahaha mostly about yujun and his predicament eh.
then i took 147 with sw home:)
jodi picoult's Handle With Care is out!:D
see, as much as you want to hold on to the bitter sore memory that someone is gone,
you are still in it.
and the very act of living is a tide:
at first it seems to make no difference at all,
and then one day you look down and see how much pain has eroded.
Sunday, March 08, 2009
every passing day.
my legs hurt like mad
i can't even walk straight!
oh no.
next week is the last week of term 1!
oh man time passes too fast
i'm having trouble catching up.
but good news is i finally done my worksheet 2C on my own
like for once im doing my math hw and not copying it!
well though i have a few qns dunno how to do
but its an improvement okay!
however i still think my life's a mess
its time i start cleaning up
and FOCUS for god's sake.
its time.
i love my new wallet!
its bright blue and smells of leather
yeah genuine leather of cause.
and it's much smaller than the previous one
and its a whole new thing
i kinda like new things now
it shows that im moving on and everything's changing and it's my life.
time to get somemore new things.
i already have a new bag water bottle wallet
a new me, soon, maybe, possibly, hopefully.
i can't even walk straight!
oh no.
next week is the last week of term 1!
oh man time passes too fast
i'm having trouble catching up.
but good news is i finally done my worksheet 2C on my own
like for once im doing my math hw and not copying it!
well though i have a few qns dunno how to do
but its an improvement okay!
however i still think my life's a mess
its time i start cleaning up
and FOCUS for god's sake.
its time.
i love my new wallet!
its bright blue and smells of leather
yeah genuine leather of cause.
and it's much smaller than the previous one
and its a whole new thing
i kinda like new things now
it shows that im moving on and everything's changing and it's my life.
time to get somemore new things.
i already have a new bag water bottle wallet
a new me, soon, maybe, possibly, hopefully.
Ask anybody and they can tell you: water never stops moving. Rain falls, and runs down a mountain into a river. The river finds it way to the ocean. It evaporates, like a soul, into the clouds. And then, like everything else, its starts all over again.
Saturday, March 07, 2009
買CD把你的聲音丟在角落
看電影到結局總是配角的錯
你要的故事讓你去說
我要的生活我好好過
寫日記寫不出是誰的感受
夜空裡每個人佔有一個星座
你到底懂不懂
我只要一點溫熱的觸碰
你到底懂不懂
有些話 並不是 一定要說
你總説愛情之所以為愛情 是用來揮霍
你總是漫不在乎 當我看著自己的稀薄
你編織的感覺難以捉摸
你比我的夢境還困惑
我看見愛情之所以為愛情 誰都在揮霍
我想的天長地久 也許只是時間的荒謬
我沉迷的感動與你不同
我的了解讓我自由
一場雨 有時候下得不是時候
就像你 說難過不是真的難過
你到底懂不懂
我只要一個安穩的等候
你到底懂不懂
想你想得好像 空氣都停了
你總説愛情之所以為愛情 是用來揮霍
你總是漫不在乎 當我看著自己的稀薄
你編織的感覺難以捉摸
你比我的夢境還困惑
我看見愛情之所以為愛情 誰都在揮霍
我想的天長地久 也許只是時間的荒謬
我沉迷的感動與你不同
我的了解讓我自由
i love her voice like crazy.
flawless and clear.
time heals.
i just got home but i'm stil sweating.
killer tkd training
okay larh not counted as killer for me cause i can still take it
but its the toughest for years already.
did PT lar-.-
like circuit training and worse is going agaisnt gravity
jumping.
and my knees are worst than ever!
cos you know my left ankle is still weak
den i land on my heel
so my left knee is taking all the stress
then i support more of my weight on my right leg than my left
so my right knee also pain-.-
and hahaha i did something totally malu today luh!
i walked towards the wrong escalator!
it was going downwards and i am supposed to go upwards
LOL so malu luh!
and some guy actually followed me until he realised it was the wrong one too:|
you larh!
nver tell me hurhur
heeeee
but it was fun:D
i bought myself a new wallet and a very cool bagtag.
you shall see it on monday
it writes: "NOT YOUR BAG!"
so cute right
hahahahaa
and my wallet is from topman
and its not cheap
hope you like your present!
dont anything me already:D
time to rest and recuperate
monday i wanna run
and gym.
tuesday is our prize presentation
and the bball finals
Unity VS Jurong.
at jurong sports hall bah
we go there collect trophy only
booohoooo forth:|
killer tkd training
okay larh not counted as killer for me cause i can still take it
but its the toughest for years already.
did PT lar-.-
like circuit training and worse is going agaisnt gravity
jumping.
and my knees are worst than ever!
cos you know my left ankle is still weak
den i land on my heel
so my left knee is taking all the stress
then i support more of my weight on my right leg than my left
so my right knee also pain-.-
and hahaha i did something totally malu today luh!
i walked towards the wrong escalator!
it was going downwards and i am supposed to go upwards
LOL so malu luh!
and some guy actually followed me until he realised it was the wrong one too:|
you larh!
nver tell me hurhur
heeeee
but it was fun:D
i bought myself a new wallet and a very cool bagtag.
you shall see it on monday
it writes: "NOT YOUR BAG!"
so cute right
hahahahaa
and my wallet is from topman
and its not cheap
hope you like your present!
dont anything me already:D
time to rest and recuperate
monday i wanna run
and gym.
tuesday is our prize presentation
and the bball finals
Unity VS Jurong.
at jurong sports hall bah
we go there collect trophy only
booohoooo forth:|
Friday, March 06, 2009
this ain't a fairytale
i love that channel U show that aired on 7 pm!
today was the last episode.
oh man so nice
hahaha
people like happy endings
but they dont always happen in life right
that's why we all love a happily ever after story
it makes us feel good
and envy the people in the story
and be happy for them.
早知如此何必当初 right
hahaha
yujun you might not agree
but maybe when its over you might think the same haha.
nahhhh it wont right:D
im sunburnt!
finally i am
after all these days of ponning training im finally in the sun again
and it felt good lor
cos coach didnt come today
so we could do anything we want
and we played cards and poker till like 3 pm at the grandstand lor!
so shuang
den played ball
watched netball semis
they lost.
like we did
then play ball again till 6.30!
i am so anti-social in class now and srsly easily agitated already.
i dunno why leh
but i feel that everybody's gonna piss me off soon
so just get out of my way before i start screaming at you.
today was the last episode.
oh man so nice
hahaha
people like happy endings
but they dont always happen in life right
that's why we all love a happily ever after story
it makes us feel good
and envy the people in the story
and be happy for them.
早知如此何必当初 right
hahaha
yujun you might not agree
but maybe when its over you might think the same haha.
nahhhh it wont right:D
im sunburnt!
finally i am
after all these days of ponning training im finally in the sun again
and it felt good lor
cos coach didnt come today
so we could do anything we want
and we played cards and poker till like 3 pm at the grandstand lor!
so shuang
den played ball
watched netball semis
they lost.
like we did
then play ball again till 6.30!
i am so anti-social in class now and srsly easily agitated already.
i dunno why leh
but i feel that everybody's gonna piss me off soon
so just get out of my way before i start screaming at you.
你要的故事 让你去说，
我要的生活 我好好过。
你到底懂不懂，
有些话 并不是 一定要说 。
你到底懂不懂，
有些话 并不是 一定要说 。
Thursday, March 05, 2009
we've reached our target.
we lost.
a very disappointing lost
by our standards
i felt we let those we came to support us down.
it was a bad bad first quarter.
lost by ten points already.
i thought there was a flicker of hope in the 3rd quarter when we started scoring streaks
but no use in the end.
ah but well
top 4 was our goal anyway
and we have reached it
we should be satisfactory right?
but i dont know why it really feels like we've let people down
so many came to support
and mr wong even teared luh:|
and i personally think 3rd is so much better than 4th
but nvm!
we must be optimistic.
many injuries today!
xumeng had a very bad stomachache before de match already and pretty much grinned and beared it for the whole game.
he went to the hospital after de match lor.
den zilie fell on his knee flat.
likai sprained his ankle a little bit
yithong cramped like shit luh!
he was grabbing my hand till his knuckles were white when he cramped taking off his shoe:(
all the hard work put in by us all this three months and 12 games
we have 4 losses and 8 wins.
its kinda hard to believe we actually made it
top4.
its been such a journey for us
all de sweat hardwork courage laughter victories
its all worthwhile already.
oh man i'm gonna cry.
so we are left with nationals
almost impossible to win luh.
i just can't wait for competition to end
den i'll start working hard for other stuff
which i guess should be pumping iron.
im gonna plan my workout routine
and it'll go like this
monday gym
tuesday cca
wednesday run + gym
thursday run + bball gym perhaps?
friday cca
saturday tkd:D
so after the match coach kept his promise and treated us to tze char
six dishes and a whole lot of rice and coke
damn full luh.
and coach is freaking funny!
he ordered pig trotters ma
den we keep calling tianqi pig de and keep making fun of him
then when our table finished the meat left the bone only
den coach walked over
stood behind tianqi and pointed at the trotter bone
“tianqi, 为什么没有吃这个?”
you have no idea how funny it was
the whole table erupted in laughter luh!!!!!!
coach rarely tells a joke like this
and this time its actually a direct insult at someone!
and the look on his face when he said it was freaking hilarious.
we all thought he was going to say something serious!
gawd i haven't laughed that hardly for very long already.
coach rocks:D
well done team!:D
rock on.
a very disappointing lost
by our standards
i felt we let those we came to support us down.
it was a bad bad first quarter.
lost by ten points already.
i thought there was a flicker of hope in the 3rd quarter when we started scoring streaks
but no use in the end.
ah but well
top 4 was our goal anyway
and we have reached it
we should be satisfactory right?
but i dont know why it really feels like we've let people down
so many came to support
and mr wong even teared luh:|
and i personally think 3rd is so much better than 4th
but nvm!
we must be optimistic.
many injuries today!
xumeng had a very bad stomachache before de match already and pretty much grinned and beared it for the whole game.
he went to the hospital after de match lor.
den zilie fell on his knee flat.
likai sprained his ankle a little bit
yithong cramped like shit luh!
he was grabbing my hand till his knuckles were white when he cramped taking off his shoe:(
all the hard work put in by us all this three months and 12 games
we have 4 losses and 8 wins.
its kinda hard to believe we actually made it
top4.
its been such a journey for us
all de sweat hardwork courage laughter victories
its all worthwhile already.
oh man i'm gonna cry.
so we are left with nationals
almost impossible to win luh.
i just can't wait for competition to end
den i'll start working hard for other stuff
which i guess should be pumping iron.
im gonna plan my workout routine
and it'll go like this
monday gym
tuesday cca
wednesday run + gym
thursday run + bball gym perhaps?
friday cca
saturday tkd:D
so after the match coach kept his promise and treated us to tze char
six dishes and a whole lot of rice and coke
damn full luh.
and coach is freaking funny!
he ordered pig trotters ma
den we keep calling tianqi pig de and keep making fun of him
then when our table finished the meat left the bone only
den coach walked over
stood behind tianqi and pointed at the trotter bone
“tianqi, 为什么没有吃这个?”
you have no idea how funny it was
the whole table erupted in laughter luh!!!!!!
coach rarely tells a joke like this
and this time its actually a direct insult at someone!
and the look on his face when he said it was freaking hilarious.
we all thought he was going to say something serious!
gawd i haven't laughed that hardly for very long already.
coach rocks:D
well done team!:D
rock on.
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
管他是谁。
im home!
wasted my time at the CID4 field trip
for the junior water prize groups only:D
which is like only 8 ppl but only 7 went because junming had cca.
and the teacher hired a big big bus for us 7 ppl only LOL
so duapai lor.
then headed to ulu pandan water reclamation centre lor.
i could have been elsewhere more fun!
but all thanks to it i have to ps ppl:|
i shant go into the details of what we learnt there la
bottom line is
den whole place is freaking huge!!!!
like the whole clementi ave 1-3 like that-.-
and the place smells weird
cant say it stinks leh
but some places do stink.
and the person in charge talks like a drone!
super boring and soft-.-
but its kinda cool seeing how the sewage water is processed luh
visited all the different places and stages the water is treated
in a van!
cos it was simply too big to walk around by foot
all the staff have bicycles lor!
cool right.
i went to the aquariums again-.-
to complete de stocking up of plants we need
luckily this time i didnt have to ask anyone:)
just buy and go siah
there so freaking warm!
and now for my song of the week!
hahahahaa
i have 801 songs in my iPhone so i can even do a song of the day:D
wasted my time at the CID4 field trip
for the junior water prize groups only:D
which is like only 8 ppl but only 7 went because junming had cca.
and the teacher hired a big big bus for us 7 ppl only LOL
so duapai lor.
then headed to ulu pandan water reclamation centre lor.
i could have been elsewhere more fun!
but all thanks to it i have to ps ppl:|
i shant go into the details of what we learnt there la
bottom line is
den whole place is freaking huge!!!!
like the whole clementi ave 1-3 like that-.-
and the place smells weird
cant say it stinks leh
but some places do stink.
and the person in charge talks like a drone!
super boring and soft-.-
but its kinda cool seeing how the sewage water is processed luh
visited all the different places and stages the water is treated
in a van!
cos it was simply too big to walk around by foot
all the staff have bicycles lor!
cool right.
i went to the aquariums again-.-
to complete de stocking up of plants we need
luckily this time i didnt have to ask anyone:)
just buy and go siah
there so freaking warm!
and now for my song of the week!
hahahahaa
i have 801 songs in my iPhone so i can even do a song of the day:D
你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好 就算了 心情很干脆
他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞
就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
梁静茹 - 别再为他流泪
专辑:静茹&情歌-别再为他流泪
music......
每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉
你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓
就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
梁静茹 - 别再为他流泪
专辑:静茹&情歌-别再为他流泪
就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后管他是谁
omg she rocks la can.
does this mean that i'll like chinese songs again?
hahahaha.
希望只是一点点后悔罢了。
omg she rocks la can.
does this mean that i'll like chinese songs again?
hahahaha.
希望只是一点点后悔罢了。
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
thought i knew you for a minute now i'm not so sure.
we lost!
indeed we got thrashed
40 points?
unity sec is unity sec.
but it doesnt matter!
we still have a chance for 3rd placing on thurs!!
against hwachong again.
we can win them this time round!!
we only lost them 2 points the other time!
this time
for our bronze trophy
we shall win it!
i almost failed my geography test!
because mainly i didnt answer de questions properly
how are we supposed to know that we should give examples when they questions did state that we should?!
"you are supposed to know that" says ms or.
crap la
all those who memorise and mug all get so high.
whatever happened to studying smart?
doesnt work anymore?
i went to buy fish leong's album!
so waste money right
but i like her songs!
very niceXD
so on impluse i just bought it lor.
my atm card has like below 100 dollars already
broke like shit.
i almost failed my geography test!
because mainly i didnt answer de questions properly
how are we supposed to know that we should give examples when they questions did state that we should?!
"you are supposed to know that" says ms or.
crap la
all those who memorise and mug all get so high.
whatever happened to studying smart?
doesnt work anymore?
i went to buy fish leong's album!
so waste money right
but i like her songs!
very niceXD
so on impluse i just bought it lor.
my atm card has like below 100 dollars already
broke like shit.
im so damn sure the shopowner of the aquarium shop hates me luh
i don think they ever come across a customer that asks as many questions that i do LOL
like what this plant that plant when they dont even know de name to it!
hahahaha.
and i cant find the plant i want because i dont know which plant is which and how it looks like:|
but i think my CID4 is fun:)
note to self: get dad to sign consent form for field trip tmr.
I don’t know anymore.
I don’t know what I want to do.
Its supposed to stop the hurting but instead its making it worse.
Tell me what to do.
I don’t know anymore.
I don’t know what I want to do.
Its supposed to stop the hurting but instead its making it worse.
Tell me what to do.
yesterday in class ms lee was talking about the limiting factor thing for bio
and then used me as an example-.-
"name three things that make you happy"
truthfully i dont know the answer because theres nothing that is making me happy.
my ankle
incurable flu
and now when i breath in my ribs hurt
freaking painful:(
well the class named them for me
but i swear they arent that true.
i dont see how it can be a limiting factor for my happiness
with or without it i still can live on.
change isn't always for the worst;
the shell that forms around a piece of sand looks to some people like an irritation,
and to others,
like a pearl.
The earth's axis wobbles. Life isn't nearly as stable as we all want it to be.
Monday, March 02, 2009
give it up
oh theres a mistake!
our match tmr is at clementi sports hall!
not like anybody of you reading would go and watch though.
just to tell you that its clementi instead of jurong.
i go do PI first!
later than blog if i have time!:(
our match tmr is at clementi sports hall!
not like anybody of you reading would go and watch though.
just to tell you that its clementi instead of jurong.
i go do PI first!
later than blog if i have time!:(
Sunday, March 01, 2009
build me up or tear me down.
I have no idea why I'm blogging three times today.
I guess its that I dont have much to do.
at that isn't a good thing at all!:|
I actually planned to catch up on math and study de tb and then do my ws2B
den I saw de worksheet.
its like tons harder than de textbook!!
I couldnt go pass question two at all:(
I hate math.
den I thought okay let's do chemistry.
we have a chemistry assignment due.
I looked into my file and couldnt find it!
apparently I didn't get the ws at all cos I was out for comp
dang it.
I was for once settling down to study and den I couldnt do any work!:\
grrr.
so I went out with nicky in de late afternoon.
and promptly enough.
it rained
no it poured
like that huge bucket of water at wildwildwet.
freaking rain everytime spoil my day.
we walking around the small clementi cityvibe for three times
went in almost every shop.
den went out and to macdonalds to have coffee and fries.
chatted like we normally did
talked about basketball people school teachers girls ahhh well.
many things.
I tell him alot of things
much more than I tell you, blog.
had dinner at home.
watched half of casino royale.
figures computer was much more entertaining.
spent the past half hour fragging people with my crossbow.
and felt the sudden impluse to blog.
okay ive satisfied my impluse:)
I guess its that I dont have much to do.
at that isn't a good thing at all!:|
I actually planned to catch up on math and study de tb and then do my ws2B
den I saw de worksheet.
its like tons harder than de textbook!!
I couldnt go pass question two at all:(
I hate math.
den I thought okay let's do chemistry.
we have a chemistry assignment due.
I looked into my file and couldnt find it!
apparently I didn't get the ws at all cos I was out for comp
dang it.
I was for once settling down to study and den I couldnt do any work!:\
grrr.
so I went out with nicky in de late afternoon.
and promptly enough.
it rained
no it poured
like that huge bucket of water at wildwildwet.
freaking rain everytime spoil my day.
we walking around the small clementi cityvibe for three times
went in almost every shop.
den went out and to macdonalds to have coffee and fries.
chatted like we normally did
talked about basketball people school teachers girls ahhh well.
many things.
I tell him alot of things
much more than I tell you, blog.
had dinner at home.
watched half of casino royale.
figures computer was much more entertaining.
spent the past half hour fragging people with my crossbow.
and felt the sudden impluse to blog.
okay ive satisfied my impluse:)
holding on to whatever i have left.
im gonna tell you how humans made their way to earth.
in the beginning there was nothing at all but the moon and sun.
the moon wanted to come out during the day,
but there was something so much brighter that seemed to fill up all those hours.
the moon grew hungry, thinner and thinner, until she was just a slice of herself, and her tips were as sharp as a knife.
suddenly, by accident, because that is the way most things happen, she poked a hole in the night and out spilled a million stars, like a fountain of tears.
horrified,
the moon tried to swallow them up.
it worked because she grew fatter and rounder.
but mostly it didnt because there were just so many.
the stars kept coming
until they made the sky so bright that the sun got jealous.
he invited them to his side of the world, where it was always bright.
what he didnt tell them was that in the daytime, they'd never be seen.
so the stupid ones leaped from the sky to the ground, and froze under the weight of their own foolishness.
the moon did her best.
she carved each of these blocks of sorrow into a man or a woman.
she spent the rest of her time watching so that her other stars wouldn't fall.
she spent the rest of her time holding on to whatever scraps she had left.
hope the truth is really as good as you make it for you now.
so i can move on
i don't wanna live like this anymore.
i just wanna lock myself up and throw the keys away.
time is an optical illusion - never quite as solid or strong as we think it is.
it doesn't freeze for you.
in the beginning there was nothing at all but the moon and sun.
the moon wanted to come out during the day,
but there was something so much brighter that seemed to fill up all those hours.
the moon grew hungry, thinner and thinner, until she was just a slice of herself, and her tips were as sharp as a knife.
suddenly, by accident, because that is the way most things happen, she poked a hole in the night and out spilled a million stars, like a fountain of tears.
horrified,
the moon tried to swallow them up.
it worked because she grew fatter and rounder.
but mostly it didnt because there were just so many.
the stars kept coming
until they made the sky so bright that the sun got jealous.
he invited them to his side of the world, where it was always bright.
what he didnt tell them was that in the daytime, they'd never be seen.
so the stupid ones leaped from the sky to the ground, and froze under the weight of their own foolishness.
the moon did her best.
she carved each of these blocks of sorrow into a man or a woman.
she spent the rest of her time watching so that her other stars wouldn't fall.
she spent the rest of her time holding on to whatever scraps she had left.
hope the truth is really as good as you make it for you now.
so i can move on
i don't wanna live like this anymore.
i just wanna lock myself up and throw the keys away.
time is an optical illusion - never quite as solid or strong as we think it is.
it doesn't freeze for you.
and everytime all you do is let me down.
i dunno what to blog about!
so the best thing is a quiz:D
i dont agree with alot of things here!
but well its obviously isnt true.
oh manzxzx
school tmr.
so the best thing is a quiz:D
Your Handwriting Says You Are Somewhat Traditional |
 You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance. You are reserved and not very outgoing. You are deeply thoughtful and introspective. You have a lot of control over your actions and emotions. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at. |
i dont agree with alot of things here!
but well its obviously isnt true.
oh manzxzx
school tmr.
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