300th post!

this is my blog's 300th post!!!

i think its too little lor.
my blog is already over one year old and it only has 300 posts.
should work on it huh!
but hey mine are quality posts:D
hahaha
still remebr how my posts last time are so crap-ish
all those 'emo' talk shit
its not emo lor
just reflective and thoughful
people are people and they change right.
for better for worse.

my dad's going to italy? on monday!
for three weeks.
im not gonna hide my emotions
hahaha.
three weeks of going home late, going sch early, playing comp, watching teevee, going out(yes ask me out!)
but i will control
definitely.
im not gonna disappoint myself in my aim for 3.5 gpa!
mark my words.
i wanna do it.

i think i have nose cancer or something!
my nose always bleeds
and its the left nose.
that time during training someone threw an airball and it hit me straight in the face
my nose started bleeding all over the court
and its like watery bright red blood.
which doesnt clot-.-
took like 5 mins before it stopped.
then sometimes it starts bleeding for no reason at all.
you know sometimes when you go to sleep and then you wake up abruptly and stand up too fast?
when i do that i feel like im gonna faint-.-
sometimes my nose bleeds too.
brrrrrr.

okay that jumping msn icon is pissing me off.
*stops it*

i waited for the bus today for like 40 minutes!
incredibly long.
and worse its like in chinatown and all those elderly people pushing and shoving when the bus arrives.
adding on to my patience (well lack of)
i dont understand why they must push and shove and fight for a seat!
or even better the right to get on the bus first!
and those who get pushed aside SMILE at them
cos they are older-.-
i think they shouldnt smile
cos it makes them feel privileged and they think its right to.
instead we should push them back
and say " wait for your turn!"
exactly man i cant stand it when people are so kiasu.
like i didnt wait 40 min for the bus too!

and this thing about earth hour.
i dont freaking understand what does ONE FREAKING HOUR of lights off does to help us reduce carbon emissions.
you mean the whole world stops and finally the oxygen produced by plants is more than the CO2 released?
i mean 1 FREAKING hour doesnt make a difference
instead you are wasting more energy just advertising for that one hour.
seriously how many times have you seen then ad on different channels
they add up to more than one day-.-
plus people turn their lights off for the sake for turning it off
cos everybody does it so i must do it
and they end up sleeping one hour later with the lights on cos they spent one hour in darkness!
hahaha im just playing the bad guy here
for fun.

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

you say you gotta go and find yourself
you say that you're becoming someone else
don't recognize the face in the mirror
looking back at you

you say you're leavin
as you look away
i know theres really nothin left to say
just know i'm here
whenever you need me
i'll wait for you

so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

take your time i wont go anywhere
picture you with the wind in your hair
i'll keep your things right where you left them
i'll be here for you

oh and i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

and i hope you find everything that you need
i'll be right here waiting to see
you find you come back to me

i can't get close if your not there
i can't get inside if theres no soul to bear
i can't fix you i can't save you
its something you have to do

so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me
come back to me
so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

and i hope you find everything that you need
i'll be right here waiting to see
you find you come back to me

when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me

two new songs from new artists!
david cook and archuleta.
they have somewhat the same meaning too!
though its not the meaning im trying to get across.