all i ever had was just myself

first day of nationals!
its sure an eye-opener for sure.
whole new teams and faces
feels like our team was given a whole new fresh start.
no more ppl kbing us
no more people manning xumeng like crazy
no more aes:D
that was why we played tt well today.
after all its the nationals!
and we are the top 16 schools in the entire country
even so.
we played well but we still lost
by 14 points.
we draw the first quarter lose the 2nd quarter by a few points then draw the third quarter at 40-40 again
den finally lost.
i tell you anglican high is a seriously accurate team.
all three guards can shoot damn well
i think they made at least 10 over three pointers.
scary.
and our biggest lead was 8 points.
and xumeng scored the first 6 points with two three pointers in a row.
apparently the hoop was like his school's one back in china and he loved it.
explains it.
even though we lost
i guess it was really that much of a deal
cos after all we were facing the champion of east zone
and we could hold them off till the very last quarter.
at least coach said something very encouraging to us in the end
"今天输得漂亮!"
yeah i guess we did.

then after our match we watched the girls play
i tell you girls matches are much much more violent than guys
seriously scary!
den after that was maris stella vs catholic high.
FYI cat high is the national champion for dunno how long liao
and they are truly strong.
watching it was like playing NBA live
three pointer shoot means shoot in.
and the star player got a OMFG imba block luh!
aiya hard to explain
but its no surprise they are the top school judging from their skills.

after that me nicky jj and yt went to clementi to eat.
from jurong west(far far far west) we took 185 to reach
we hardly had place to stand at all larh!
worse was that we had our shoebags and bags and ball bag
standing for like 45 minutes was damn tiring.
ate subway
spent too much money on food again:|
then went home.

i am having my reservations about blogging already.
cause apparently many dont understand that bloggers write what they think they should write
and not need to have someone comment and critizize about it.
and honestly if you find something you are unhappy with
then dont read it at all!
nobody forced you to read it.
really think it is an stupid and antisocial act to critizize others of what they say.
maybe i should just stop writing and go focus on other things in my life.
after all this blog was never in my three goals anyway.
because its left out
you can exploit it.
i learnt that.
too many times.

sometimes you can concentrate too much about putting one foot in front of another
just to move on and walk ahead of everybody and everything else.
you don't know you left your soul behind.