breaking down now

today was cool
some bird perched itself on the roof of my dad's car
for at least 4 hours
and caused me to go home from tuition myself
damned bird
but it was really cute luh
hahas
then in the end my dad decided to drive very slowly
but i think it got off in the end ( didnt see )
lets hope it didnt drop off
ouch

then theres this really cute cat during tae-kwon-do training
keep on getting in our way
and its incredibly not shy of humans luhhh
shoo it away and it comes back
so cute cann
hahas


super nice song with attitude!!!!!
listen to the lyrics

nights people.

quiz time!

1) Some random girl comes up to you and says "Hey, what's your name?"
I forgot my name. Mind leaving me your number so when i remember i can call and tell you?
2) What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Royce Chocolate!!!
3) What does your last text message say?
no its kinda stupid.
4) The last song you listened to? damn. wait. it should be Secondhand Serenade songs. Last Song Ever. LOL.
5) If you hated someone and got put in charge of their funeral music, what would it be?
give his family members the charge of the music
6) Where is your best friend right now?
i dunno. Home bah.
7) What did you do yesterday?
Ben and Jerry's. Kopitiam. Laughed.
8) Pick a scar on your body what did you do?
below my shin? i got cut terribly while cycling last time.
9) What teacher have you hated most and why?
you know who.
12.) What do you really think happened to steve on blues clues?
omg. ask songwei. is steve the human? i dont know.
14.) Who is your most religious friend?
hmmmm. i don have any friends who are really into religon.
15) Who do you trust with your life?
myself.
16) If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
iceman? hahas. no. it will still be youxiang.
17) What would you say if someone told you you were the most beautiful person in the world and they would do anything to wake up to your face each and every morning?
cherish that person. for being so HONEST! LOL
18) What do you hate about your school?
teachers, lessons, and homework.
19) How often do you curse?
woah. good question. quite fucking often.
20) Do you trust all of your friends?
i wouldnt say all right.
21) Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
no. im selfish.
22.) Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
hmmm. yes. except the toilet was quite dry.
23) Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
selfishness and uncommitment.
24) Which one of your friends do you think would make the best prostitute?
lol. if i said it i would probably be losing a friend.
25) Are you afraid of falling in love?
afraid? i would say TERRIFIED.
26) Is there someone that popped in your mind after that question?
no. seriously. NO.
27) Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new person?
COME ON. ITS AGAINST MORAL VALUES!
29) Fill in the blank. I love_____.
you.
30) What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
finish this impossibly long quiz.
31) If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call?
i wouldnt have to. that person shall be there when i wake up.
32) How many kids do you want to have?
LOL. lemme see. one, two, three, four, five, six, seven.. hmmm.
33) Would you make a good parent?
i think so.
34) Where was your default picture taken?
not applicable.
35) What is your middle name?
is it the 'YOU". or else its a space.
36) Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
this fking question?
37) If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
perhaps selecting this quiz.
38) Shoe size?
probably a 11.
39) What are you wearing right now?
my spectacles.
40) Righty or Lefty?
right.
41) Can you make a dollar in change right now?
i don have my wallet now.
43) Favorite jeans?
they look the same.
44) Favorite animal?
birds?
45) Favorite juice? mango.
46) Have you had the chicken pox?
i think when i was five.
47) Have you had a sore throat?
DUHHHH. wTF SET THIS QUESTION?? SOME MUTE GUY?
48) Ever had plastic surgery?
nope.
49) Who knows you the best?
my confidants.
50) Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
yes.
51) Ever been in a fight with your pet?
yeah. i had one when they were still alive.
52) Been to Mexico?
why Mexico? no
53) Did you buy something yesterday?
food.
54) Did you get sick today?
no.
55) Did you miss anyone today?
yeah and i had that only bullet left.
56) Did you get in a fight with someone today?
i hope not.
57) When is the last time you liked someone?
eons ago?
58) Last person to lay in your bed?
myself.
59) Last person to see you cry?
wow. dunno.
60) Who/what made you cry?
shld be somebody.
62) What are your plans for the weekend?
slack and slack and slack.
63) Who do you think will repost this?
YOU.
64) Are you happy right now?
i am fucking pissed with this QUIZ.
65) Drunk dialer or texter?
none.
66) Are you hungry?
full.
67) Are you a forgiving person?
YESH. and proud to be one. just. dont go overboard.
68) Would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend?
wah. i said im selfish.
69) Have you lost a friend recently?
CHANGE IT TO MADE ONE.
70) Are you talking to someone while doing this?
ive gone mad doing this quiz and im talking to myself.
72) What are you about to do right now?
fucking press "Publish" and get it over and done with.

WHAT A FEAT I AM SO RELIEVED I FINISHED THAT QUIZ NEVER AGAIN IM GONNA DO ANOTHER QUIZ THAT LONG.

cold hard road.

i hate posting short posts
makes me feel as if i am just trying to fill in the blank
then i realise all this while i have always been filling in the blanks
not in my blog
but my entire life.
all this while i have been doing this just for show
all just to please other people
im always wearing this social mask
that has endless different layers
and never seem to come off
i guess its time i start doing things for myself
and myself only.

today was plain tiring
first period then PE le
made us run and pullups(though i didnt do alot cos my hand hurt)
but running is shag enough
and after break was 4 consecutive lessons over 4 hours
come on luhh
we are humans!
and cca was fucking hot
bloody weather
gets worse everyday
and i ran at least 8 rounds around the track
without any shade
or any form of cover from the sun
luckily coach wasn't here

when i first saw our RV c'div playing on Wed
i thought they were not bad
and yeah theres this form of, well, jealousy among us sec3s
we are always tekan-ed by coach
deep down we want them to lose badly
and then coach would not be bias against us anymore
but as a senior
im supposed to wish them luck
but today's thrashing by Jurong (29-71) was really erm, heartening and victorious
hahas
OMG im so mean and bad
but then again
i will definitely wish them the best of luck for the oncoming matches
and hopefully(not) win something.

life is...

thanks so much for the BELATED gifts
harhs
i really appreciate the effort put in(esp. grace!)
and thank you all for always making my birthdays memorable or happy
but next time your birthdaes i also must return the favour!
and i definitely will.

there are some great(est) friends in your life
they are the ones that make you smile;
they are the ones that make you laugh;
they are the ones that make you cry'
they are the ones that make you think youre the luckiest person alive;
they are the ones that make are always behind you;
they are the ones that make feel never alone;
they are the ones that make you never ever forget your birthday;
they are the ones that make you never forget them;
so please
don't take everyone beside you for granted
cause people always cherish things after they start losing them
so just don't.

they say life are a lot of things
i say life is a series of basketball games
its made up of games where losing or winning doesn't matter
what matters is what they are made of
the ball and basket are your goals
you do credit,
strive for your goals,
you score points.
you make mistakes,
you miss,
you learn from them.
and throughout the matches you play you learn more and more
you learn how to cherish every ball, every moment
you learn to control the ball and not the other way round
you craft the entire game the way you want it
whether you lose or win in each depends on your hardwork
even so;
the lose-win boundary is arbitrary
cause at the end of it all
living your life to the fullest
means you've won.
i haven't

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both good for detected pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

youxiang;

school still sucks

they say school's our second home
i agree
cause wad i define as a home
is a place where we go because we have no where else to
anyways school's really very boring
holidays i was bored
looked forward for school to start
then now school starts
and im looking forward for the next holiday
damnit

somebody from australia put his life on eBay for sale
and its auctioning for 2.9 million and counting
not his actual "life" larh( it'd be murder)
but his entire assets except his wallet, self, and clothes hes wearing
and he gets 2.9 million
i mean with that money you can start life all over again
and not face the shit you're facing now
think about it.
how many people can live life all over again
how many people can become a millionaire over night
and how many people are willing to?
but for me
i have many things i would rather leave behind
and move on

throw away the life i led

speaking of throwing away
i threw away that ugly fat stinking bandage on my finger
its so smelly and ugly
so at least my middle finger is free and i can type properly
but blue black and hurts a little

okay while i stop whining about life
some updates in my, yeah, life

NUM singlet!!!!
yeah!!!
no camera effects used!

yeah finally i bought it
or rather my sister bought it for me
the other designs are rather crappy
like " i DECLARE myself yaya MISTER papaya"
or " mister horny"
what else to get except a plain old design like this for a basketballer?
dude
and yeah it rocks
duhhhh
its no cheap shit

what my name means

What Lim You Xiang Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore. You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions. You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

ooohh i think some parts of it are true
if you know me well enough then go figure!

2K'07 is the love

i feel so guilty i haven posted for so long
so im posting now
before school reopens and i have to go to school again
but time flew really fast
reallyreally fast
i never knew one month could go past so fast
i look back and find myself wasting the past month away
yeah but there were some very fulfilling moments in this holiday
one
de 2K chalet

its kinda fun at the chalet though we didnt really do alot of stuff
and 3 days passed so quickly
first day when i reached they already finished watching 300 and playing cards outside
then we watched 28 weeks later
which was really cool once you got used to the gore
which was till de end of the movie
hahas
then i forgot what we did for the whole night except that we were mad enough to go play captain's ball in the middle of the night
so we didnt sleep
at least for qy grace and me
we waited till 6 sth in the morning for the sunrise
and saw it
for 1 minute before it disappeared into the cloudy sky again
beautiful
and then qy fell asleep on the bench
and we had to wait for her to wake up again!!!
half an hour at least
then we went back to the chalet to slp
and ruimin came 2 hours later to disturb me awake
damn him larh.
so we woke up and went to cycle
for two hours
and damn it was fun
and tiring
after that went back chalet slack
then bbq
at least it was successful
and i love keeping the charcoal burning
gives me a very good sense of achievement
after it was bathe and night out for them
celebrated peidong's birthday in advance
then went back to bed cos i had cca on friday
i guess that spells de end
but i must say it was fun

and i think theres no way my class now can be like 2K'07
ever

haivianas!
i only have two pics cos they didnt use my camera at all

pictures only capture splitsecond moments of it;
the rest shall be kept in my heart in perfect memory forever

cca was a horror
coach went crazy and started pumping us loads
especially the sec3s
sometimes i feel really unfair for us
always on the tekan-ed end
hiash
but we just have to bear with it
then it went downhill
i almost broke my finger grabbing the ball
and it hurt like mad
and a girl from CTSS broke her lower arm
broke yeah
clean break
you wouldnt want me describe the sight
and practically even ms ek came down to take a look
so coach's gonna hold responsibility
but now my finger's all wrapped up and smarting
and i cant do alot of things now
write properly
wear my clothes
tear the toilet paper!
use chopsticks
style my hair
use my phone properly

ouch

and point my middle finger!!!!!

yes i hate going to chinese physicists like mad
because i hate pain
he rubbed my finger as if it was made of iron luhhh
i was practically shouting at him saying it was pain luhh
they he didnt even bother
ass
next time im going to the hospital and have it put in a cast
damned
i swear its fractured and he said its a sprain
its FRACTURED!!
theres no blue black!
i have injured my fingers enough times to know when it is sprained or broken
i bet he made it worse man
damned it

born an ass

i was born with six silver spoons up my ass
like jb said
i was born with a golden spoon in my mouth
and i was given everything
everything that is
but love
and my parents wanted the best of me
they did everything they could to make me study so hard
they wanted me to go the highest i could
but they never realise there was always a limit
i sometimes think that im missing alot of things in life

it always feels like you are being led by the nose
doing what people tell you to
its human nature isn't it?
they want things the way they deem fit
to try to take control of everything
even fellow humans
theres nothing i can do
if you realise
theres always this invisible barrier between generations
it differs in size
but when you try to cross it
you realise how hard it is to breach
even though if one party is willing to
the other might not
and this barrier right now
is huge

some of us do a better job in hiding it
What's the difference between spending your life tring to be invisible
or pretending to be the person everyone wants you to be
either way
you're faking

phew im home

okay quick post
i just got back from coach's house
went there to play ball
not his house la
house downstairs
and the air's really humid
just play one quarter and the whole jersey is wet
sit down and rest then your glasses fog up
now at least im home
hate being out at night
scary

okay i shall go take my shower liao
fking smelly
haas

what is happiness?

i realised something
i dunno if you realised before i did
but happiness
equals to reality divided by expectations H=R/E
you always had some expectation for what was to come.
which means that its impossible for E to be zero
so theres always happiness
its just how much
the more you are down to earth
you face reality
and the higher the value of reality
and to be truly happy
u must lower your expectations
know your limits
then you would be a much more happy person
but then again
you might be able to divide by zero after all
if all where your heart is is air

and what if you inverted the equation?
expectations divided by reality?
you get hope
and this decides how optimistic/pessimistic you are
meaning if your expectations were lower than reality
then you are a pessimist
'you want to believe in something better than your reality
if your expectations were higher than reality
then you are an optimist
you hope
you raise your expectations
you hope
and the number will never reach zero
it will just approach it
and this means that you will never completely give up hope;
it may just come flooding back at any provocation.



so are you truly happy?
are you a optimist?

puppet on its strings

i realised the past few days i dont have any interesting updates to post on my blog
why?
life is getting boring
really boring
this holidays is really all great after all
i can't make myself laugh
its been so long since i truly laughed out hard
like REALLY hard
its been quite a while
on the surface theres not really alot of hw
but deep down inside i noe theres 3 projects due
though i cant see it on my list
its there
and im worried to work on it
cos i don want to
cos i dunno how to
and cos no one else does

and hardly hardly have any entertainment!
my dad took my psp
and lent it to my cuz
i feel like a puppet on strings
being led to follow
its like im a puppet
but with brains
a mind i call mine
but a body which isnt mine
and controlled by people
i want a place a call home
because a house is so far from a home

and im into runescape again
yeah i noe thats a stupid game
but my comp cant work dota!!!
and its the only form of living in an outside world for me
a character i call myself
don you think so?

wish that i wasn't right there

its the holidays
and im just slacking my time away
i apparently spent the whole of the first week playing bball
mon tues wed thur fri
i was playing ball
i didnt even touch my pencil case alright
i guess its high time i got to work
but something's holding me back!
my god damn psp!!
i recently added so many new games in it and its got me addicted
grahhhh
but honestly
i would rather play with my psp

yesh i wanna watch a movie!!!!
de last movie i watched was speed racer
oh yes speaking of speed racer
i watched the behind-the-scenes trailer on the tv
and guess what
the entire production of the movie
WAS IN THE BLOODY STUDIO!!!
the background and everything was added on with computer graphics
and in racing scenes
the actors just sat in racing stimulators
WOW HOW COOL huh
like the whole background is in fact just plain green cloth?
how stupid is it
such a low budget film lar
mayb the stimulators cost the most
and it grossed so high!
and the actors said the movie was fun to produce
i'll be bored to death!
provided i have the chance to act
hahas



double take