i hate posting short posts
makes me feel as if i am just trying to fill in the blank
then i realise all this while i have always been filling in the blanks
not in my blog
but my entire life.
all this while i have been doing this just for show
all just to please other people
im always wearing this social mask
that has endless different layers
and never seem to come off
i guess its time i start doing things for myself
and myself only.
today was plain tiring
first period then PE le
made us run and pullups(though i didnt do alot cos my hand hurt)
but running is shag enough
and after break was 4 consecutive lessons over 4 hours
come on luhh
we are humans!
and cca was fucking hot
bloody weather
gets worse everyday
and i ran at least 8 rounds around the track
without any shade
or any form of cover from the sun
luckily coach wasn't here
when i first saw our RV c'div playing on Wed
i thought they were not bad
and yeah theres this form of, well, jealousy among us sec3s
we are always tekan-ed by coach
deep down we want them to lose badly
and then coach would not be bias against us anymore
but as a senior
im supposed to wish them luck
but today's thrashing by Jurong (29-71) was really erm, heartening and victorious
hahas
OMG im so mean and bad
but then again
i will definitely wish them the best of luck for the oncoming matches
and hopefully(not) win something.
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