想太多

grace is at genting!
alvin is at china!
most of the sec 2 and sec 4s bballers are overseas
life is god damn boring.

today is the 30th of november.
after today and its 31 more days till de end of 2008.
well i shall save my resolutions till the 31 days are up
but this year has certainly been a great one
though i did have to part with people whom are dearest to me ( my grandma)
but it has indeed been very fulfilling.
my mindsets were changed to
i have a different view of what i would have thought otherwise last time.
i just hope things continue for the better in time to come.
ask me now if i'm happy
i'd say no i'm not.
not truly.
not what i was looking for.
perhaps i'm too greedy!hahas.





look!!
hoodies!!
from topman!
ive eyed them long long ago.
i guess its time for me to buy it!!!!!
soon.... :)
and that newurbanmale bagpack too
not that gay one
the other one i saw last time i went!
XD


是我想太多 你總這樣說
但你確沒有真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也這樣說
這是唯一能安慰我的理由

nice nice song i heard on mtv long ago and just heard it again! :)

lips of an angel - hinder

i finally found the title of a song i heard long long LONG ago!
its called lips of an angel
by hinder.
i like hoarse voices :)

stupid i cant find de mv :|



Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?


i don't remember what it feels like beside you.

i just can't.

UPDATE (again)
because my dad scolded me for using de comp yesterday.
so where was i?
oh day two.
watch watch movie.
den went to sleep
woke up at 7.00

wakey wakey!

and all went to macdonald's for breakfast.

den back to chalet to slack and take pics...
well.......

his face is forever the same! -.-


see he finally smiled! after seeing de comp-.-


bryce's teddy:)


camerawoman and mochaXD
burberry shirt wor! from vietnamXD


haha chiobu!!!!

den we booked out at 1030.
spent like 15 mins at de return rented dvd counter
cos de stupid machine don want take our dvd!
in the end it did.

den me bryce alan pearlyn and veron went bugis
wanted to buy "hoodies" de lor!
but bryce and pearlyn wanted to go home.-
so we ate only
pepper lunch express!
nice nice.

i think my cam rocks at taking pics of food.

alan's tom yum soup!

me bryce veron:D

that's all.
thanks to everybody who turned up!
and thanks also to my camerawoman cum jasmine(tea) veron!
for being so nice to talk to:)
let's go coffee and tea "shopping" next time!
hahas.

请告诉她，
我很想她。

its like a game of tug and war
just that when one side wins
everything ends
you can't pull too hard
it might just break.

my only weakness is you

back from 3A chalet!
yeah it was quite enjoyable and stuff
though there were quite distinct cliques
but still a successful one!
how to put my heart into it when most of it's with you?

short post because im going to sleep soon.
watched 3 horror movies after our BBQ
so didnt sleep at all.
nono i took a hour nap after de movies.
BBQ was fun!
i shall update the post with pics later kay!
best group photo i could find.

i saw my primary school friend when i was walking home!!
sarah!!!
thank god i recognized you luh.
hahas.
she was my great friend and a great person to talk to.
i really forgot your bdae dont blame me!!!!! :|
?

update

okay i shall try to blog as fast as possible:)

i met up with pearlyn evelyn ethel and veron at 9.30 am on wed to get bbq stuff
and had to wait for half an hr because deres ppl late!:|
and we spent loads on the food luh
93 dollars not inclusive of de chicken and meat that pearlyn provided
and class fund was in negative digits-.-
so we had to fork out extra!
i wonder how we are gonna settle de payment when school reopens

den at 1130(supposedly) we had to meet with de rest
but only alan showed up-.-
so only left de 6 of us going to de chalet first
which only could book in at 2.30 and we were a hour late
and den we had to meet up with huishan who didnt even know de place at all!
so hard to tell her directions luh so blur one!
so Pastamania we went.

yum!

den we booked into de chalet and de floor was damn sticky
so i mopped it with de towels provided
but it didnt get better haha.

den de rest came.
lemme think who......
yujun came first
den pengfei and wenxuan from their 2b chalet.
bryce.
sw boon choong austin junming
and de rest of the girls.
they wanted to go escape and i protested loudly!
hahas
thank god they didnt go.
and finally they decided to prepare de food for de bbq
but turned out that de meat was still frozen hard!
so we had to.....
use the SINK! and de HOT WATER outside! and top of de toilet bowl. and de heater for showering:)




den we got the fire started in the light drizzle.
and after mostly eye power




and plenty of stained hands and clothes

and a whole lot of crazy fanning.

fan fan fan!

we started it! :D
proud of de fire!
one of my best bbq fires:)

den it all started!
it was fun.
and not that warm because it rained.

instead we were so proud we posed with de bbq fire!

sw's elated!

i was the butter-er!

and then my "hired" camerawoman veron started cam-whoring

this is de nicest i could find k!

cam-whore again:)
imagine 10 over pics of this!

from this

to this!

this is totally HILARIOUS!
good shot veron!

the ones not here are cooking!

nice eyes!
i cant even eat in peace!
they didnt even know i was standing dere!

cleavage alert!!!

they look like tourists!
foreground background thing:)

and den left us cooking.


for all of them!
cos i wanted to finish cooking de food

finally.
we left with two batches of chicken wings
and 38 pieces of hashbrown cos it was hard to cook.
threw them away.
overcome with guilt.

marshmallowing time!!!
lucky i bought them!
they were damn nice!!!
sweet.
finished everything at 1030 liddat.
bbq for very long!




and that was day 1.

then after i got bathed
since i was de first to bath
we all watched Infection!
third time i watched it.
and i still dont get it!
and as usual like in 2K chalet too
i got scolded for bringing de vcd and they condemned it.
boo!
after that was The Messenger
den The Eye,
jessica alba version
which i watched de chinese ver before
and almost fell asleep!
so for de whole night till 5 i was sitting with my back against de wall and leg propped up with a pillow in front to let de person in frnt lie on!
buttache.

okay damn.
post later.