i was thinking over what to post while sitting over the toilet bowl just now!
hahas.
damn i think i just forgot again.
grrrrr...
oh yes today's training was dead boring luh.
i came to school at about 7.15 am and yt was dere already
and it was drizzling then.
6 rounds.
then dry de bloody(wet) court with newspaper.
and then practised lor.
till coach came at 9++ and pumped us immediately-.-
den for the past 2 hours or so we did the same routine over and over again.
damn i hate training when its boring...
and then tomorrow i still have to go clementi town sec to do CIP
how lame is that.
CIP is so horribly retarded
judge people by the number of hours they clock in?
thats completely stupid man.
how practical.
We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
That we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep
But will you sleep once I tell you
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like northing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause i see sunset in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here
now this song has no particular meaning now.
because i dont even want to relate to it
its just nice.
ever heard of the chaos theory?
like how a kid skips a pebble at a beach at one end of the earth,
and it causes a tsunami at some other end of the world?
like how a butterfly flaps its wings in a flower garden
and it causes a hurricane elsewhere?
do you think it is ever possible?
i dont know.
i just know that whatever you do
has magnified effects on me.
do you believe in god?
i think im a atheist
but i realise i do sort of start praying
when there's no other solace to find.
its like some warm blanket that is drawn up your chin to keep you warm
it sort of reassures you pretty much
to know that there's somebody looking after you right?
but what if WHAT you believed became more important than the fact THAT you believed.
(shit, i dunno what that sentence means.)
but i've always thought that seeing is believing
and yet this thing about religion
is believing without seeing.
and that,
is called FAITH.
and faith battles doubt.
"do you ever realise how sometimes its a mirror, and sometimes its glass?"
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