best book ive read ever.
its simply so nice!
though it has a sad ending.
the person whose life and future everybody was fighting for died in the end:(
but still
a beautifully crafted story!
i can lend you the book if you want:D
first weekday of the holiday which im not out!
and the last too.
i stayed at home all the while today!
well except for buying lunch for myself.
and its so damn boring to be at home.
even the computer games are a bore.
which explains the lack of stuff to blog about luh!
i cant wait for school to reopen
though it mean hw and more hw
but i rather go to school den stay cooped up at home all day!
i knew what happened when you let yourself get close to someone,
when you started to believe they loved you:
you'd be disappointed.
depend on someone and you might as well admit you're gonna be crushed.
either that or you confide in them and added to your problems.
i know that too well for a fact.
all i ever really had was myself,
and that sort of sucked if i was less than reliable.
i told myself that if i didn't care, this wouldnt have hurt so much.
but that wasnt a relief at all,
not when i felt like a skyscraper with dynamite on every floor.
just waiting to blow
and collapse.
and im still waiting for my scar to heal
memory is like a plaster: peel it back and you might just find a completely different picture.
before i can pull the plaster.
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