happy birthday to me and only me.

why is my luck running out just already. just when i got over the stress of the GP essay den came the lit essay and then Chem test. and the week after i still have Math! and today i learnt that my msg is 2.00. with or without GP added in. that sucks luh. i expect myself to do better and trust me i will. i just have to get my Chem and Math grades up. argh which is like the next two tests! worse still for the past four years i havent been able to celebrate my birthday in school! even if i did it was during an exam. not much of a difference heh.

today some retarded uncle was smoking on the upper deck. i completely stared at him. well what else can i do im in my god damn uniform. anyway he made me despise smokers a whole damn lot. i know that its a personal choice but when their personal choices start interfering with my choice to be free(from smoke), it offends. it is really pathetic how he cant just wait till he gets off the stop. come on face it its not at all wise to be smoking in Singapore. each packet of cigarettes cost 11 dollars a pack?! i can solve my three meals in less than that amount of money. with much more satisfaction i bet.

two days ago i saw that the sch SMS(send me suggestion) noticeboard was pathetically empty, so i wrote a comment: "please turn off the SC room lights when not in use". because it was clearly empty with all the lights on. so i left it at there and when i walked past it after school the SUGGESTION was gone. with all the other older ones before mine still there.

well i guess we all make mistakes hur?
or rather we all have something to be ashamed of.


those memories are the pillars i built my life on. but hiding behind them are the other memories, the ones that peek out only when i let down my guard. so i'll keep my guard up.