back from 2K chalet
i just got home
den decided to blog
cos i already typed my whole post out liaos
came back from chalet one night earlier because my sis's fligh is 6am in de morning
must reach airport at 4 am.
i was thinking i could have stayed until tim and take a cab to de airport
but i didnt
cause i thought if i left earlier i could spare everyone some space.
yeah in anyway you infer i meant it.
chalet was hmmmmm
okay fun
2Kzers are always fun
but i lost alot money in blackjack
plus the stupid killer training yest
my whole body aching like hell
so go home can rest too:)
okay you dont have to read anymore.
its so damn tiring trying to get into someone else's head
trying to figure out what's going through their minds.
no one seems to be able to do it anws.
and same goes for the others that could walk ten miles in your shoes
go through all you had been going through
but never see the tears shed in the journey
but never see what it does to you
but never know how it feels deep down inside.
of course.
what am i talking about
you cant read one's mind and thoughts.
they gotta let you in
you gotta be ready to accept it.
i always known it to be so simple and blatant
how happiness could come so easily
but never did i realise that with that,
hurt comes as easily.
never thought it'd be so complicated.
the difference between heartaches and heartbreaks is simple
blocking out heartaches is simple
the pain gets away sooner or later
but when your heart breaks,
you shatter.
try to piece it back?
the terrible lines of truth and reality is so glaring and obvious.
but even if it were to break into a thousand million pieces.
each thousand millionth piece of my heart would still live and love fully.
wow sometimes youre daydreaming so well you think all so impossible could happen.
then reality hits you so fucking hard.
who ask you to read-.-
i was typing this on de mrt on my phones notepad so i wouldn't forget what i wanted to type.
it is my deepest thoughts expressed in prose
not what i want to say to you.
gtg sleep
wake up at 3 again:|
post pics of airport and maybe chalet next time.
happy birthday leslie.
1 day left till 2008 is just memories.
a year i'll never forget.
a year i wished i made better choices and decisions in matters.
a year of regrets.
a year of fun.
a year of happiness.
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