wishing things would never change.

i didnt blog yesterday!
purposely did so cos i was lazy and didnt have the mood to.
but i turned on my comp to play though.
SPORE is fun!:D

did the napfa test today:D
complete waste of my time.
gold,
if you consider my 2.4 to be C and above when i run it tomorrow.
so dumb one la my muscles were like aching from yesterday's training still have to do napfa.
boooo
nvm im also shocked at myself for being able to do pull ups.
and pass the standing board jump and the sit and reach
wow.

after napfa still had to stay back for physics remedial leh!
like already 4 sth already lor
but i guess everybody went willingly cos the test was coming up:|
although im gonna pon it la:D
hehehehe.
i hate qualitative type of physics.
explanations and concepts are just crap.
i think calculations are much better because what you get in the end proves the concept.
the end justify the means.

i am so sick and tired of waking up everyday at 5.45
den get so dead tired that i go back to bed and wake up at 6.00!
you know how tough it is to drag ourselves out of bed every single day!
its like your body is up but your mind is still on that soft pillow!
honestly gets on my nerves to realise im past time and have to rush
rush through everything!
i can wash up, bath, change, and eat breakfast all in 20 minutes lor.
and it sucks you know.
sleeping so little and waking up so early to sit on the uncomfortable bus seat.
i dunno where i get my energy from.

watching dead leaves dance in a spiral on the ground.
though in unison;
they are never ever together physically
and are broken and fallen.
because nothing holds them upright anymore.
they are at the mercy of the wind.

came into my mind when a sudden gust of wind blew at the bus stop.