i just realised how much going to Qingdao felt so much like a dream
now im back,
everything just comes crashing back.
reality kicks in and suddenly i realised that nothing changed at all.
so right now i have about a little less than a month to rot.
i feel that theres nothing such as fate
that nothing is responsible for what happens to you but yourself.
its just whether you wanna do something about your future
maybe thats why i dont believe in god
dont believe in Confucius
dont believe he can make you pass your exams by praying to him.
because logically
he can't.
plus its stupid that a city cannot develop because none of its buildings can be taller den Confucius' temple.
so sad right.
okay i digressed.
where was i.
holidays
this holidays im gonna do what i wanna do
and what i wanna do only.
thats cause i sort of love being in control with my own life
sounds self centered but im used to this feeling
gives me a sense of satisfaction.
but right now i dont have any plans:D
maybe i wanna go out.
but ppl
i dont have any money.
i wanna get a DLSR
so im gonna start saving up for one.
1000 bucks i predict i am gonna take a year and alot of starving.
which i dont know how i am gonna take it
cos i eat alot in school:(
plus i dont just want a 1000 bucks one.
maybe the new EOS7D
ouch.
make that two years.
shall finish 牵牛花开的日子 first:D
TOTALLY ROCKS.
Don't speak
I can't believe
This is here, happening
Our situation isn't ri-ght
Get real, who you playing with?
I never thought he'd be like this
You were supose to be there by my side
When you say that you want me
I just don't believe it
Your always ready to give up
but never turn around
But what if i need you baby
would you even try to save me
or would you find some lame excuse
to never be true
What if i said i loved you
would you be the one to run to
or would you watch me walk away
without a fight
Im so sick of worrying
watcha gonna quit over anything
I could trip and you'd let go like that
And everything that we ever were
seems to fade but not the hurt
Cause you don't know the good things from the bad
When i say that i want you
you know that i mean it
and in my hour of weakness
there's still time to try
But what if i need you baby
would you even try to save me
or would you find some lame excuse
to never be true
What if i said i loved you
would you be the one to run to
or would you watch me walk away
without a fight
Everytime i speak
you try and stop me
cause every little thing i say is wrong
you say your noticing but you never see
this is who i really am
that you can't believe
makes me wanna know right now
if it's me you'll live without
or would you change your mind
What if i need you
But what if i need you baby
would you even try to save me
or would you find some lame excuse
to never be true
What if i said i loved you
would you be the one to run to
or would you watch me walk away
without a
Oh baby, What if i need you
(what if i need you?)
yeah yeah
(what if i need you?)
What if i need, what if i need you?
(what if i need you?)
Oh oh i need you
(what if i need you?)
i need you you you
i think it is a matter of love;
the more you love a memory,
the stronger and stranger it is.
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