I am sick and i am tired of this life! for the past freaking week its just work work and more work. now till next wednesday its just stress after stress and it just feels like time is oozing(yeah The Voice) from the clock. i cannot envision myself making it and surviving all the way till Wednesday. it feels like i might just kick the bucket anytime soon. they say "oh it just two years of your life you have to work hard!", but its just rubbish. two years of my youth wasted i say.
i don't really appreciate the fact that we humans have evolved all the way to what we are now. just because we have created better ways to tackle things and create convenience for ourselves. because we didnt just enable convenience for ourselves, no we didnt, not without the expense of other living things on this planet. think about it. more importantly it seems as if our very selfish act has also brought about impending disaster for this planet itself. think about the environmental harm that we are doing to Earth now. deadly oil spills and poisonous(in the enviromental sense) carbon dioxide. funny how they call it the pride of humankind to be what we are today. very soon we will all die under the consequences of our very actions. how ironic.

maybe its time to go all back to square one.


because i never told you, what i should have said.