perfect match.

i tried to rack my brains on what to blog about
but i realised how tough it was
why?
i dunno why
maybe life became a lot more simpler
or maybe i just have nothing to tell my blog anymore
when i told everything to you already.


i dont like making enemies
or rather i dont like losing friends
but sometimes its just inevitable
misunderstandings and misconceptions often happen
and when they do
the results are just disastrous.
and nothing can turn back time cant it?
life, it turns out, goes on
there is no cosmic rule that grants you immunity from the details just because you have come face to face with a catastrophe.
anyways,
you cant be doomed after all,
as long as you can see the faint outline of the opposite shore.
but what if the opposite shore doesnt bring good?
even worse,
what if you cant see it at all?

you dont blame others for things you have let go yourself
it wasnt me who wanted things to turn out the way it did
you did.
the best way to atone for doing something blatantly wrong;
is to do something else blatantly right

life turns on a dime
and it turns out
so does one's conscience.

a superhero is nothing but an ordinary person who believes that he/she cannot fail.

is it right to close one cycle of pain if it only opens up another one?

you cannot stop loving,
you can only stop trusting.

its not what you do with someone that brings you together,
it is the fact that you are lucky to do it at all.

sin is like ink
it bleeds into a person
coloring
making someone other than you used to be
and its indelible
try as much as you want,
you cannot get yourself back.
this is when i realised that people dont change,
its the perception that does.

does Fate ever play by the rules?
there is a gulf as wide as the ocean between should and want ,
and im drowning in it.

envy comes from not having something you want badly and isnt yours
but grief comes from losing something you already had.

after all,
the only way to communicate is to find someone who can comprehend;
the only way to be forgiven is to find someone who is willing to forgive.

no im not emo.
just that these statements make alot of sense
they're from Perfect Match by Jodi Picoult.
and somehow i mean some of these words.