again and again

i have decided, to revive this blog.

(and i am like what is wrong with blogger?!)

what caused me to revive it?
i also dunno,
probably out of boredom; and the fact that i was in the toilet thinking about it.
LOL.
anyway, i'm not telling anyone.
so if you happen to chance upon my url again and realise my blog is up and running,
do tag!!

anyway two months after i stopped blogging,
life hasn't changed much for me.
so not much to update.
i blog just to keep myself focused and organise my thoughts better.
not for any viewers and more importantly any of your views.
anyway two months passed,
ive matured, gained more muscle, got lazier, and have two new pet crayfish living in a small tank.
yeah i keep pets to entertain myself,
how pathetic.
but who cares since i suddenly am enlightened the meaning of being a free man.
i dont have to follow anyone's views or wants;
i can go anywhere and do anything i wan without considering the consequences or impacts that it might bring to anyone;
i can go gym whenever i want;
and spend my own money.
crudely put,
but you get what i mean.
if you don't thats your loss.

well i have come to realise that fact and yeah it takes quite alot of my chest.
though many shit is still stressing on me.
like the fact that im short of money nowadays.
yeah quite rare huh
LOL
but im serious cash tight now( if that is de right word to use)
and i have lots of issues about school that are tough to deal with i swear.
now i feel like going to school has no meaning at all.
only for bball and gym.
free gym so good.
i just went today with the other bballers.
hahaha.
and now i have a headache.
bad day to play bball and gym when you have a flu.

anws i find blogging unexciting.
just a way to kill time.
i need rest.